Title: I still cry

Disclaimer: I do not own Castle or any of the songs.

Chapter Fourteen: Remind Me- Carrie Underwood and Brad Paisley

Kate's Point of View (flashbacks in italics)

"Hey, Rick, I'm going to go viset my cousin." I said.

"Okay, I'll drive you to the airport."

"Thanks."

"Where does your cousin live?" Alexis asked.

"Missouri." I said.

"Cool, have fun." Alexis said, she would've been about eleven at the time; before Rick and I got married.

"Thanks." I said.

The next day:

"Ready to go?" Rick asked.

"Yeah, I'm going to miss you."

"I'll miss you, too."

We got to the airport and; when we started kissing, and couldn't stop; I missed my plane, I think he secretly wanted me to miss it.

Today:

"Do you still love me?" I ask Rick.

"Yes of course, why would you ask that?" He haft laughed, but I knew he was hurt by my asking.

"Well, it's just, I don't know," I say slumping down on the couch next to him, "Maybe I'm just having one of those days."

He slides closer to me, and puts his arms around me, "Remember the way I'd kiss your neck?" He asks, nothing but a whisper.

"Yeah, rememeber when we were kissing goodbye and I missed my plane?"

"Yeah, and your cousin threatend to kill me."

"Ha, yeah, that was funny." I'm smiling now.

"Yeah, then at our wedding, when you threw the bouquet and it hit the ceiling."

I giggle, "That was awesome."

"I didn't think so, my thirteen-year-old daughter caught it." Rick complains.

"She's fourteen."

"Now, she wasn't then." He's smiling, so I know he thinks it was pretty cool that it hit the ceiling, too.

"I love you."

"I love you, too, never dout that I don't." Rick says, looking me in the eye.

"Okay, just-" I pause, "Remind me, sometimes."

"Okay." He kisses me and carries me to our room.

"Put me down, I'm on call today, remember?"

"Yeah, but I wish I didn't." He sets me down, arms still around my waist, and leans in and kisses me once more. I take his hand and walk over to the couch. After we sit, he pulls me on his lap, and we sit like that. Untill I get called.

"Dead body at Centeral Park." I say.

"Let's go." Rick says.

I walk to Alexis's room, and knock.

"Come in." I hear the young girl in the room shout.

"Can you please watch Tali for a couple hours?"

"Dead body?"

"Yep."

"Sure, no prob," I start to walk out, "Oh, and Kate?"

"Yeah?"

"Merideth said she'd sign the papers." Alexis smiles.

I walk over and give her a hug, "You said you talked to your dad, right?"

"Yes, I talked to him first."

"Good girl."

Hmmm...? What did you think? Reviews are always helpful... Now, in the last...I don't know, about three/four chapters Kate's dad, Jim hasn't been in them, like I said before: I promise, you'll soon find out.

Love, Alexis