Title: I still cry
Disclaimer: I do not own Castle, or any of the songs.
Chapter Thirty: A Letter To Me- Brad Paisley
Rick's Point Of View
'You've Got So Much Up Ahead, You'll Make New Friends'
I look over at Kate, Alexis, and Talia
'You Should See Your Kids And Wife' I'd write.'
"Dad?" Alexis asks, I look over at her, "You okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine."
"You sure don't seem like it, what's on your mind?" Kate asks, I have to make up an excuse, I don't want her knowing I was thinking about what I'd right if I could right a letter to my 17-year old self and send it back in time.
"Baby names..." The first thing that came to my mind, which wasn't a total lie, I was thinking about it earlier, "I was thinking of baby names, I was going to talk to you about them later."
"Oh, well, how about we talk about them now?" Kate asks, I hadn't given it that much thought, she's only six months, three months left to think. I think quickly, "If it's a boy...Spencer or Max, and if it's a girl...I don't know."
"Oh, I like Spencer." Kate says, I nod.
"Have you thought of any?"
"A couple for it if it's a girl."
"Oh, what?"
"Taylor, Chelsea, or Kelly." All pretty names.
"You guys are forgeting about middle names." Alexis interjects.
"How about Spencer James?" I ask, "James after your dad."
"Yeah, I like that." Kate says, smiling.
"What girl name do you guys like best?" Alexis asks.
"Hmmm..." Kate thinks.
"I like Chelsea." Talia says.
"Me, too." Alexis and Kate say at the same time, making all three girls giggle, they all look at me, then.
"I like Chelsea, but middle we still need a middle name."
"Jean?" Kate offers.
"Chelsea Jean Castle for a girl and Spencer James Castle for a boy." I say.
"Prefect." Kate replys, a smile wide across her face.
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Love, Alexis