Kagome
The sunlight that filtered through the blinds and spread heat along my body was both a comfort and an alien. I blinked a few times, adjusting to the light. My entire being was filled with the most euphoric feeling, the kind after a strong dream, or after a visit to heaven. It took me a moment to realize what had happened last night, to separate the dream from reality. And to my utter surprise, it was more reality than dream.
He was sleeping quietly beside me, the blanket only covering up to his waist. Looking at him now, he looked so beautiful, it was hardly believable. The way the sun played with his features, his face smoothed in peaceful slumber…Had I realized, the night before, how wide and broad his chest was? It seemed so large and strong now.
I was glad to have woken up first. It gave me time to admire him before I could really freak out.
What the hell had I done?
Gently, well, as gently as I could do, I bent over his body and slipped off the side of the bed. My clothes were in a pile on the floor, and hoping he wouldn't wake up, I quickly began to slip them on.
What had happened had been a mistake. I knew that now, and I closed my eyes with the knowledge that I had given something precious to someone I barely knew…and for what? To get back at someone who, maybe, in the end, was not that much a part of me?
Remembering all of that didn't do much, the pain of his betrayal was still so fresh in my mind, albeit clouded by the bliss and dark of the night.
Quietly, so not to wake him, I slipped on my socks and gently prodded the door open. It was cooler outside, and the hall was much more bright. I glanced ruefully at Inuyasha's closed door, wondering if he was there, wondering if he was sleeping – and wondering if he had spent the night alone. Shaking my head, I wiped those thoughts away and, with one hand on the rail, slowly made my way down.
The main hall of the estate was quiet, and in it's early morning silence – very majestic. My feet slid against the cool marble floors. At the door, I took a deep breath and buried my face in my hands. I knew, that if I left, everything would be different.
I shook my head and placed a confident hand on the knob.
"Don't."
I froze at the all too familiar cool voice behind me. Had he even been sleeping?
I turned slowly, cringing mentally, as if I'd been caught. My face heated up to see that it was him, and he was every bit as naked as he had been before. He was still much taller than me, and, now that it was my first, unobstructed view of his naked body, I could fully appreciate it. Every length of him was perfection, the way his muscles rippled as he breathed, those long, strong legs..
"Wh-"
I stopped when he came up to me, slowly, silently. His face was free from expression, betraying nothing I could read. He came so close to me, then, and I could feel his breath on my skin. He was going to kiss me.
Every cell in my body was disappointed when he didn't, but instead, he reached an arm above my shoulder and pushed the door shut.
It closed with resounding finality.
I looked up at him, a little fearfully, but without much time to think. Just then, I was shoved, not very pleasantly, up against the cool wall, and his body moved forward to pin me there. He was crushing me with his body, but definitely not his lips as he moved them on top of mine. He kissed me sincerely, softly, with more feeling than I knew capable. Both of his hands caressed my arms, shoulder to wrist, his fingers intertwining with mine.
His lips still warm against mine, I was disappointed when one of his hands left mine. His hand curled around my thigh and to my knee, where he lifted my leg to his side. I tangled my free hand in his hair, melting into him.
I might have gasped his name, but I couldn't hear it. My entire being was consumed with thoughts of him, with feelings that he freed within me. Then his warm hands were up my shirt, and I'd invited them. One hand on the door behind me, he slipped the other one under my bra.
He pulled away from the kiss, but only so much that our lips were still touching, our chests rising and falling together in rapid motion. He lowered his eyes, his hand still where it was, driving me crazy. "Was it a mistake?" He asked against my lips.
We stared at each other. Was it my imagination, or did his golden eyes seem kind of blue?
He still looked at me, his eyes smoldering me, waiting for an answer. "Was it?" He repeated, his cool breath blowing in my face, his fingers nearing my breast.
I shook my head slowly, dazed. I couldn't think straight at all.
"Okay." He breathed, and just like that, he let me go.
I watched his form retreat gracefully up the stairs, still confused. "Where are you going?" I asked, when I finally regained my voice.
"I'm going to shower." He said, his back to me, like it was the most obvious thing.
Confused, I opened the door and walked as fast as I could down the driveway, not looking back.
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sangoslyer says:
i shud go. cnt blve is giving us a test tomorrow.
kisskags says:
yea i kno hes like evil. i hav to go too . good luck! 3
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sangoslyer says:
hey whats up
kisskags says:
yu wudnt believe
sangoslyer says:
am i not ur dearest sweetest friend ?
kisskags says:
its major.
sangoslyer says:
kagome you know whatever it is, I'm always going to be on ur side. i don't care what happened im supporting u
kisskags says:
naraku kissed me
sangoslyer says:
what?? Inuyasha will kill him
kisskags says:
no he won't, because he slept with kikyou.
sangoslyer says:
WHAT? How could he? I'LL KILL HIM. Oh my god. HOW COULD SHE? That bitch! Oh my god Kagome you must be hurting there all alone I cant believe you didn't tell me sooner I can't believe I didn't see this coming I should have I just thought Inuyasha was totally into you and oh gosh sorry I didn't mean it lik that I just-
Kisskags says:
I kissed his brother
sangoslyer says:
what?? how? when? HOW DID THIS HAPPEN
kisskags says:
and we slept together
sangoslyer says:
…did you do it to get back at Inuyasha?
Kisskags says:
no. I don't know. Im just so confused.
sangoslyer says:
okay enough you are obvious in dire need of rescuing I will be right over!
Kisskags says:
No! No! u don't have to I'll be fine I sw-
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Kagome
I loved Sango, I really did. But sometimes, she could be way too nice for my own good – or hers. Maybe if I just stayed a month in my bed, dreaming about this, I'll wake up and realize nothing went wrong. And Inuyasha still loved me. And Kikyou and I would still be friends.
But then I'd never get to taste his lips again.