Chapter six
When Harry thought Malfoy was never going to let him stop, and cum all over him, Malfoy spoke.
'That's enough,' Malfoy sat up and swung his legs off the bed but smiled because he got to see just how turned on Potter got, exactly what he hoped for. This was the only part that Draco wasn't sure about, how to continue so Potter would agree to go further. He stood up and faced Potter and saw his back turned and noticed that Potter was taking deep breathes, 'Something wrong Potter?'
'No, I'm fine.'
'Fine, like you're not trying to get rid of that hard on you've got, sure that's fine.'
Harry whirled around, 'Is that why you made me do this, to see me get turned on or something?'
'Or something,' Draco stepped over to Harry and stood right in front of him, 'You and I have been sniping at each other, sneering and glaring at each other, following each other and I believe it was more than what we told ourselves. I believe Potter, that we were a bit obsessed with each other. Did you know that during the second task when you were in those shorts that I couldn't stop watching you and that's when I realised I was gay. Right then and there I found out I had a thing for the person I thought I hated.'
Harry swallowed over the large lump that had formed in his throat. He tried a few times to talk but just ended up opening and closing his mouth as his eyes stared into the silver grey eyes of Draco Malfoy. Then he's eyes dipped to his full lips and all of a sudden he wished those lips were on his. He couldn't believe what he was feeling or thinking, so he turned away again.
Draco saw Harry's confusion and realised that he didn't know he was gay or only just worked it out. Draco had walked around Hogwarts and saw other couples snogging. But when he saw Potter snogging the Weasley girl, he always thought Potter looked uncomfortable, like he was trying to force himself to enjoy it. So he stepped in front of Harry again.
'Do you give me permission to do something, I won't do anything to shocking?' Draco saw Harry's breathing had become very heavy, but he also nodded. Draco ran his finger across the Harry's lips and smiled when they parted. He decided to see what Harry would do, so he slowly put his finger inside Harry's mouth and he's lips instantly closed around it. So Draco slipped his finger in and out, Harry just started to suck harder and Draco also felt Harry's tongue move around his finger, 'So you seem to like that, will you let me kiss you?' again Draco saw Harry nod, so he slipped his finger out and placed a gentle kiss on Harry's lips and before he knew what was happening, Harry had him pinned to the wall as he deepened the kiss. The kiss was fierce, hungry and full of passion and was making Draco smiled but never stopped kissing Harry. He had been waiting for this for so long and he wasn't about to let Potter slip through his fingers. The moment Harry let go of his arms, he wrapped his arms around Harry's waist and the two men just kept snogging.
Harry pulled away suddenly and turned his back, 'I can't believe that just happened, and I'm not gay.'
Draco sighed, then stepped in front of him again, 'You are gay, you just never knew before. Now I'm not going to ask anything else of you, so why don't we go have some lunch. You can actually join me this time and you can get dressed.'
'Is this shirt about that as well, you wanted me to wear this so you could see what would happen?'
'Yes, I knew you were gay, but I didn't realised you didn't know until now. So I'll get dressed, while you head down and get dressed, then I think we should talk.'
Harry stared at Malfoy, nodded and hurried from the room and down to the kitchens. Harry stepped into the small space and put his own clothes back on, but tried to get himself under control before he faced Malfoy again. Could he be gay, Harry thought to himself.
'No, I kissed Ginny, we snogged a lot, so I'm not gay,' he kept saying trying to convince himself he wasn't gay. But a small voice in the back of his head reminded him that he never enjoyed those times with Ginny, not like he thought he should. He enjoyed Ginny's company and liked talking to her, but the moment they kissed, Harry always tried to think up excuses to get away. Could that be the reason, he was gay and never realised it?
Harry took a couple of deep breaths then stepped out and saw the house elf pointing to a larger tray. Harry noticed it had two plates, two glasses of juice, so he picked it up and followed the house elf to what was the dining room. Harry never met Draco's eyes, just placed the two plates on the table, then collapsed into the seat.
'I can't believe this, any of it.'
'Harry,' Draco said softly as he gently put his hand over Harry's, 'If I knew I wouldn't have done anything, I would have tried to talk to you about it.'
'How could I not know about that?'
'Well considering your life, I'd say that's an easy question to answer. You never had time to think about sex or your sexuality. All you ever thought about was him and what he was up to.'
Harry slowly lifted his head and stared at the blond, 'Yeah, that is all I thought about, that or when am I going to die. That's why you didn't tell them, wasn't it? Not what you told the aurors.'
'Yes, I have liked you for a long time Harry, but having him in my family's home, I couldn't just come out and say it to anyone in case he found out. When you got caught, I never felt fear like it. I could see what had been done, Hermione must have done that to try and stop anyone recognise you. But I've stared at your face for so long, I'd know it anywhere. So I lied hoping you could get out of there before they called him. So now it's up to you to think about this. But you know where I am if you want to talk. So why don't you eat up and head home.'
'You're letting me out of the contract?'
'I'll still pay Harry, but I just wanted to be alone with you so I could tell you how I feel. I tried to fight this, don't get me wrong. But I realised my feelings for you were stronger than I thought, so I stop fighting, then waited hoping you survived. I was standing just inside the doors of Hogwarts when Hagrid carried you out, you looked dead and I felt I was going to die right then. But I kept hoping, wishing that you weren't dead, that you had some plan, something, anything. But then I thought about what he said, he said you were dead. I knew he would have used the killing curse and I know he would have checked to see if you were alive or dead. So I went into the first room off the entrance way and cried,' Draco got up and went to his cabinet and poured a drink, but kept his back to Harry. He never meant to tell Harry all that, now it was too late.
Harry sat stunned at what he had just heard, but found himself getting up and stepping behind Draco Malfoy. He put his hand gently on Draco's arm, putting just enough pressure to make him turn, then leaned up and kissed him.
'You really mean what you just said, don't you?'
'Yes, I do, but it's too soon for you to think about me, you need to think about yourself.'
'Yeah, I do, but that doesn't mean we can't spend a bit of time together. I'm here right now, so let's talk, for real.'
'Are you sure about that and you don't want to go home and think? One thing I do know for certain about you is you like to think.'
'Yes I do, but I also want to talk to you. I don't know what you're really like, so this is our chance to get to know each other. I'm here so why not make the most of it.'
'I want you to be sure Harry, this must have been a big shock for you. First you're gay, then my feelings for you and you must have realised you have feelings for me.'
'I'm sure, because right now all this does make sense, a lot of things makes sense,' Harry gently took Draco's hand and they left the dining room and sat down in the living room, 'Ron said to me once that I was obsessed with you. I just thought I was trying to find out what you were up to. But thinking back on it, yes, I was trying to find out what your plans were, but if I'm honest, I know I was staring at you, not just watching you. That's two completely different things and never realised it before.'
'And it would have been hard to admit to yourself, like how I tried to make excuses for watching you. All this is a lot to take in, not just being gay Harry, but being attracted to someone you always thought you hated. You know that money I used to buy you, I was actually going to donate it without using my name. I figured they would think I was up to something. So when I heard about this auction, it was a way to talk to you and donate the money to help.'
'I was going to offer to pay it back, which I still will. But I donated a lot as well, some to Hogwarts and some to Kingsley to help with the rebuilding. But he refused to take anything else from me, but talked me into this auction and the ball on New Year's Eve.'
'I've got a ticket for that already, so if we get to know each other before them, how about we go together, as a couple?'
Harry stared at Draco and realised he would like what he was suggesting very much. But what would he's friends say, about being gay and dating Draco Malfoy?
