OKAY THANKS GUYS FOR THE REVIEWS I HAD ALOT OF TROUBLE WRITING THIS CHAPTER I KIND OF LOSS MY IDEAS FOR THIS ONE BUT HERE IS WHAT I CAME UP WITH SO FOR ALL YOU GUYS WHO COULDN'T WAIT TO SEE WHAT WAS IN LUCAS LETTER I HOPE I DID IT JUSTICE FOR YOU
LOVE ON A PLANE
CHAPTER 10
" Dear Lucas,
I'm so sorry leaving like this, I didn't have the courage's to say goodbye in person, because part of me was afraid that I wouldn't wanted to leave you. You are amazing , sweet, caring in love-able man any girl would be lucky to have you in there lives, I'm sorry if I hurt you I want to believe what you said to me but I just not at that stage in my life right now in I don't think I will ever be. I appreciate you beaning honest with me about your feels for me, in about not be with anyone for six month, and about waiting for the right girl, one day the right girl for you will come along I believe that. I want you to be happy you deserve everything you ever wanted you will fall in love one day just have faith.. listen there is something I wanted to tell you I really don't know why I just feel like you told me about your life that I should tell you a little about mine. I had one boyfriend in my whole twenty-two years I was a freshman and he was senior he was cute in I was just so flatted that he was talking to me he followed me around for two weeks till i finally decide to go out with him next thing I know a month flu by in we were a couple he was a basketball star, he was popular where ever he was i was. I was so wrap up in him that my friendship with Brooke and Haley started to drip away because he was everything to me he basely was by whole world we were together for two and half months when we when to this party he was drinking so was I while I was more likely acting like I was drinking anyways we were in a room mess around when his hand when up my shirt i told him to stop he sat up in say that this is what everyone does who is in love I looked at him like he was crazy then he come closer to me and says yes Peyton I love you, I'm so in love you he push me back against the bed he started to kiss my neck I just lay there I was trying to put together what he just said he stop in say Peyton don't you love me? I wasn't really sure what I felt maybe, i did love him maybe i didn't ,hey when your fifteen in someone tells you they love you your going to believe them. All I wanted was to be wanted he wanted me so that night I give myself to him it lasted like three minutes when he was done he kissed my lips once more in said thanks in he was gone I was left in a bedroom of one of his friends I was shocked and hurt I slowly got up in call Brooke who came in got me all weekend I didn't hear from him. I call him like fifty times maybe more. Monday rolled around in I went to school he was at his locker with a new girl at his side he didn't even look at me. I was invisible tell later in the afternoon I was asks out my one of his friends I was going to say yes till he said we don't even have to go out we can just go out to the back on my car,Tyler said you were so easy that you would do it anywhere... Let just say from that day on I was know as the slut of the school I spent all four years like that guys only asks me out just to get lay and to set the record straight i wasn't a slut in high school Tyler was the only one I had sex's with I made out with alot of guys but that's was a different story. I might of sleep with a couple of guys while I was in collage but one night stands was all they were I promise to never get to wrap up in a guys again. In I was doing pretty good tell two days ago I met you in it just though me off track I was doing so good in LA I love it there in I have great friends and a good job my dreams are in LA at least I thought all my dreams were. I'm not afraid of beaning lonely I got good at been that ain't seen nothing that could hold me say goodbye and don't look back. Tonight when we were at tric I try to make sense of all of it. I thought about my life in LA in what makes me happy but your face was all i saw blue eyes starring though me. What are doing to me? I never felt this before its all brand new to me you scare me? I'M sorry I'm just not able to give you what you want. You told me once that i was different than any girl you ever met. What makes me different ? because I don't see it I hope we can still be friends or at least be able to talk when we see each other because my best friend is married to your brother which means we will have to see each other but I understand if you don't want anything to do with me................. Goodbye Lucas
Peyton
Lucas throw the letter on the floor in lay back down he couldn't believe she was really gone he was planning on her come to him last night so they could talk she told him she wanted to talk to him but she never show up he was upset but hurt more than anything he understood why she is scare he wished he knew that Tyler guy because he would personal beat the shit out of him just for making Peyton cry. He wanted to call her but he thought that would just push her away more. He close his eyes in started to think about yesterday morning when they were acting like a couple he was praying she wanted to try to be an actually couple he never thought she would leave like that. He opens his eyes when he his a knock at his door
" come in" he said in a low disappoint voice
" hey man I was wondering if you were going to sleep the day away, or come in play some ball with us" Nathan says as he see the tears in his brothers eyes
" Luke or you okay" He says as he sits down beside his brother
" Yeah just peachy I try to tell a girl I wanted to be with her. a girl I don't even know then i scare her off with all my talk in now I'm all alone so yeah I'm doing great" Lucas says as he stands from the bed " come on lets go play some ball I need to get her out of my head" he says as he walks out of the room Nathan see the letter in picks it up puts it in his pocket then when down stairs Lucas when straight outside he didn't want to deal with Haley and Brooke right now Nathan walked in to the kitchen
" Hey babe Luke in I are going to the river court" Nathan says as he kissed Haley cheek
" okay......... how is he?" Haley asks
" Not so good I don't know what was in the letter but if really shook him up.... here" Nathan says as he hands Haley the letter
" Nathan we can't read this It not our business" Haley says as she gives Nathan back the letter
" THE HELL IT AIN'T GIVE ME THAT DAMN LETTER I'LL READIED" Brooke says yelling
" Brooke we............................
Haley being but was cut off by Brooke
" listen Haley you and I know something is going on with Peyton if we read this letter it might give us some insight to what is really going on in her big head then we can use it against her" Brooke says as she sit down at the table
" well we have to put it back as soon as we are done" Haley says as she joins Brooke at the table
" look I'm going to go you two read it then put it back on the floor by his bed that's were I found it" Nathan says as he walked out of the kitchen
Brooke and Haley readied the letter there eyes fill with tears as they readied about her past they couldn't believe she even would tell Lucas about that Peyton didn't want anyone to know what really happen that night it was something just between the three of them.
" you know what I think" Haley says as she looks over at Brooke who was folding the letter back up
" what" Brooke says as she stands up
" I think she is in love with him" Haley says as the girls walk up the stairs in put the letter back on Lucas's floor
" Yet I think you are right" Brooke says as they stand in the hall away " they just met in they are in love but they both are scared if you ask me?"
" well Peyton is she said so in the letter but Lucas told her he wanted to be with her Nathan told me last night so he isn't scared" Haley says
" yeah he told her he wanted to be with her but if he truly wanted her and if he really readied this letter why doesn't he call her or hell go after her" Brooke says
" well I agree but we both know that will only push her away so I say we stay with the plan when you get back to new york tomorrow call her in let her know that the wedding is august 6 in that it's in tree hill see what her reaction is than" Haley says as she walked away
" hey" Brooke yells Haley turns around " yeah B" " she will come right I can't get married without her" Brooke says with a small frown
" let's hope so" Haley says with the same frown
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Okay here it is so reveiw let me know what you think In as always I love to her some ideas Im don't sure what sure happen next's thanks for reading