Day 13- Denial -fruk
"He loves me. He loves me not. He loves me. He loves me not." On and on thats what Arthur did. He picked up a flower and picked off the pedals. He did it over and over and over again. All after noon.
What he should have been saying was: "I love him. I love him not. I love him." For Arthur was in denial. Everyone but him knew that. He just would not admit he loves Francis. No he could not admit it. It was his enemy. He should not love his enemy.
He would always push Francis away. Saying he didnt want to have sex with the frog. The real reason was he wanted him to make love to him not be just another sex partner. But if someone told him that he would just deny it.
Was it possible to love an enemy? That after a long time hate can turn into a love? Where they ment to be? Was the firy passion that burned in both of them should be set free?
Arthur was in denial all right. And he plan on keeping it that way. Even if it drove him insane. He wouldnt not, Could not, Love his enemy. Even if his enemy loved him more then anything in the world.