A/N: Once again I was blown away by the response I am getting from this story and I just wanted to express how grateful I am for it all. Please keep it up! Thanks again!
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SPOV
I stared wide eyed at Jason as he came up to me and set the gun down.
"Jason I…"
"Let's just say that I am now officially part of this plan." Jase said to me as he removed a piece of vampire from my hair and walked away.
I wiped more of the vampire goo off of my face and I saw Eric slowly start to get up with the help of Bill.
"Get the fuck away from me." Eric said as he pushed Bill away from him and walked over to me.
He looked shaky and he stumbled a bit as he came to me.
"Are you okay?" I asked him as I held a steady hand on his shoulders.
"The injected some silver into me, it's starting to wear off." He told me as he kept an eye on Bill who just stood there staring at us.
"Are you really on our side?" I asked him and he raised his head and looked me in the eyes.
His eyes were so vivid and blue, while his dark hair moved in the wind of the night.
It brought back a memory of Bill and I, one where he was saying goodbye to me while Eric stood there with Pam and Chow. Eric seemed cold and emotionless while Bill kissed me goodbye while I cried for him to stay or for me to go with him.
I opened my eyes again and a small pang in my heart rang out as I looked at him.
His eyes grew softer as he looked at me and I turned away from him to stare at Eric.
He looked at me and his face grew warmer and then looked back at Bill and became cold.
"Answer her fucker." Jason said as he cocked his gun.
"Put down the gun Jase." I told him and Jason kept it steady.
"There is no need for weapons." Bill told him calmly.
"Wish I could believe you Bill, but to be honest I don't." Jason pointed the gun at Bills heart and I knew Jason would shoot if it came down to it.
I couldn't let that happen.
I ran in front of Bill and glared at Jason.
"Put it down Jason, now." I told him and Jason stared at me appalled.
Eric had the same expression mixed with shock and hurt and then he became cold again, and this time to me as well and not just Bill.
He lowered it slowly and I turned to Bill.
"Please tell me you are on our side, or I'll let Jason shoot you." I told him.
"I am lost; I do not know who to believe." He gently took my hand.
I stared at our hands connected and I backed away from him, letting his hand fall to his side.
"We are all lost at sometimes but in the end we have to do what is right. You know what is right; don't let them turn you into a monster." I turned around and looked over to Eric who wouldn't even look at me.
He had to understand why I was doing this. We needed the help and I did have some love for Bill even if I couldn't remember everything.
"I believe you are the right thing for me." Bill told me as sadness covered his face.
"But I do not deserve you."
I didn't say anything, while Jason sighed.
"Are you really gunna fall for this bullshit, I mean for shit sakes he is bullshitting you!" Jason yelled as he raised his gun again.
"Jason put down the damn gun."
"Sookie we cannot trust this traitor." Eric said very coldly to me.
"Bill can we trust you?" I asked him ignoring all the yelling around me.
"I do not know." He told me honestly and I was shocked by the answer.
"Why?"
"Because I saw her or I saw something. I do not know what is wrong or right here but I need to find it for myself."
"Killing people isn't wrong to you?" I asked him as I backed away from him.
"Not if it is in my nature." He said and then started to back away.
"Shoot him Jason." I said lowly and Jason shot but Bill was gone before the bullet could hit him.
I felt the tears coming to me as I turned to face my brother and Eric.
"I'm sorry, but he didn't kill me when he could have. Bill is in there."
"You don't even remember Bill." Eric told me as his icy stare sliced through me.
"I remember bits and pieces."
"Only the good stuff I suppose, well how about when he was sent here to spy on you and manipulate you? Or how about when he almost drained you and almost raped you in a fucking van? Do you remember any of that?" He yelled at me and I flinched at his words.
Was that all true?
The tears began to stream from my eyes as I backed away from Eric.
"Fuck you!" I yelled at him and I walked away into the house.
Jason followed me very closely after reluctantly shooting a sympathy glance over to Eric.
When Jason shut the door, I waited for Eric to come through.
"Was that all true?" I asked Jason and he nodded.
"Yes." The tears came even faster now as I walked out of the living room into the backyard.
I looked around and I saw the old sandbox our parents gave Jason and I when we were kids.
I walked passed it as I sat on the bench facing the woods as I sat there in the silence of the night.
I didn't hear any footsteps approach me as the night was my only comfort right now.
This was all so much and I didn't even know how it started.
I don't know why I thought I could trust Bill but a part of me told me I could. The same part that told me I could trust Eric.
As I thought of Eric the sadness hit me even harder.
"I'm sorry." I gasped as I turned around in shock and saw Eric standing there.
I turned away from him and he sighed.
"I didn't mean to say any of that, but you would've found out regardless."
"But still you use it in spite of me. You said it to hurt me and you did." I told him.
I was angry at him but I still had a feeling of regret after everything.
"Well you threw yourself at someone you don't even know and didn't even trust me enough to know that you shouldn't trust him." He told me.
"I do know him." I said.
"Stop sticking up for him!"
"Eric I can't stop having this feeling that I have for him, but I have the same feeling for you as well. Would you want me to give up on you just as quickly?" I asked him and Eric glared at me.
"Bill and I are not the same so I would hope the feeling you have for me is not the same one you associate with Bill."
"I love you." I told Eric.
Eric stood there still and silent as I sighed.
"Forget it." I got up and tried to walk passed him but he grabbed me gently.
"I'm sorry that I yelled at you and hurt you." He told me softly as he let me go.
"I'm sorry that you think that I was choosing Bill over you." I told him.
He hadn't out right said it but I knew he felt like that.
I let go of his hand and just as I was about to enter the house he called out my name.
I turned to face him.
He walked up to me and just kissed me.
I let myself get into the kiss as all my anger towards him started to melt away at the touch of his mouth on mine.
"I love you too." He whispered to me.
I smiled as I walked inside and saw Jason sitting in the living room.
"You guys make up?" I nodded.
"Good, but wait until I'm gone for makeup sex, because honestly I don't want to see you naked again." Jason told me and I laughed as Eric entered the room.
"Don't worry we will be out of here soon, I'm having someone bring over the papers to Sookie's house tomorrow night and Sookie will be the owner of her house once again." Eric said and Jason shrugged.
"Cool, well I'm going to bed. Tonight has been fun, let's not do it again." He hugged me and only now did I realize I was still covered in vampire remains.
"Oh ew." I said as I looked at my body and I stared at Jason's shirt.
"You take a shower first, you need it more." I looked over to Eric who had a little blood on him as well but I think some of it was his from the silver chains.
"Yeah I'm going to do that." I said as I hurried out of the room and went to the bathroom.
I started the shower and started to strip off most of my clothes.
Someone knocked gently at the door and I grabbed a towel and opened the door.
Eric stood there shirtless as he entered the bathroom.
"Jason is out there." I told him and he smiled.
"And he is fast asleep."
"Did you do something?" He removed my towel and shrugged.
"Who cares?" He said as he kissed me and ditched his pants.
"Do you remember us having sex?" He asked me and I nodded.
"Yes, but bits and pieces."
"Well than let me jog your memory." He said as he picked me up while I giggled and he brought me into the shower.
I looked around the shower and all the products were manly and I sighed.
"I'm going to smell like Jason for tonight." I said and Eric laughed.
He kissed me as he grabbed the shampoo and washed my hair very carefully. I felt so relaxed in his arms as he placed kisses up and down my neck and shoulders.
The water hit me soothingly as the heat warmed me up.
Eric continued washing me until I felt extremely clean.
I turned to him and grabbed all the same products and washed him as well.
I cleaned him very thoroughly and his fangs were extended as well as something else as I washed him everywhere.
He began to kiss me again as the water hit us. He pushed me gently up against the wall as I straddled him. He held me up as he pushed inside of me and I gasped.
I couldn't help but notice how we fit together so nicely as he thrust inside of me.
"Oh Eric." I said as I kissed him again and with each pulse of the water he went deeper and deeper.
"Sookie, my lover." He said and I smiled.
As we came together he let go of me and the water still hit us.
The room was full of steam as Eric shut the shower off and dried me off with the towel and then dried himself off.
"Jason is really asleep right?" I asked Eric and he nodded.
He handed me the towel as I wrapped it around me and I walked out into the guest room and grabbed an over sized shirt for me to sleep in and a shirt for Eric as well.
"Fuck." I heard Eric curse as I walked into the bathroom where he still stood very naked.
"What?"
"I have to sleep in the dirt again; maybe we could shower again tomorrow?" He winked at me as I threw him the shirt.
"Tomorrow we will have too much going on." I told him.
As I put on the shirt another memory hit me and it was of me and Eric.
Eric was upset over Tara calling him a monster and saying all the horrible stuff he did to me. I gasped as I heard the words coming out of Tara's mouth as the memories of the stuff Eric did hit me as well. As Eric was hurt by this and said he was going to leave I found that I didn't care about that stuff he did, that was in the past and I loved him right there and then.
"Did you really lock me up in a dungeon?" I asked Eric and he tensed up.
"You remember that?"
"Not so much as I remember Tara calling you out on it." I said to him.
"It was all part of a plan to lure Russell Edington to his death." He told me and I nodded.
"You aren't angry?" He asked me and I just thought back to the memory.
I was shocked to find that I wasn't angry because I forgave him then and I could forgive him now.
"I forgave you a while ago actually." I smiled at him and he kissed me.
I slapped him on the arm and became serious.
"But don't do it again." I warned him and he smiled as he left the bathroom.
I was slightly pissed off but the memory still left a good memory in my head, I loved Eric and he loved him. Who cares about the past we just had to live in the moment because this moment may be all we have.
I followed him into the living room and I saw that he was getting ready to go to ground.
"When I get up please be here, no tricks." He kissed me.
"No tricks." I said as he left.
I sat on the couch and my phone vibrated.
I grabbed it and saw Bills name flash across it.
It was a text message and I opened it up quickly.
"I'm sorry, you were right this isn't me. We need to speak, please give me a chance."
I stared at the message and for the first time I knew what the right decision was.
I closed the phone and turned it off.
Because Bill was right, ne needed to figure this out on his own.
A/N: Please review and tell me what you think. Can Sookie trust Bill? Give me your guesses! Thanks!