DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT!

APOV

I could hear the conversation between Edward and Bella in the next room, but I tried to ignore it in order to give them some privacy. I looked at Jasper and he came and sat beside me and took my hand in his. I looked at Jasper and smiled and I immediately felt a wave of calm wash over me, but it wasn't Jaspers gift that the wave of calm spread over me it was because just being around Jasper made me feel safe, happy, calm and a whole lot of over emotions that I don't think even have a name and I would even have the words to explain them. that's what I needed especially in moments like this, when the future was unpredictable, even to me and when my visions were hazy and the voices were incoherent. It had been ten minutes ago since I had last checked to see if the Volturi had progressed in making a decision and to me ten minutes could change everything, one simple decision has the power to alter your entire future and the future of those around you. Some decisions barely mattered but in cases like this our fate and lives, well Edward would argue over the term of lives, rather our existence were on the line.

I looked ahead to see if our future or the vultures future had altered in any way to maybe get even one glimpse into the future but it was useless. Shadows moved and the voice were incoherent like someone had a hand over the speakers mouth. The vision would flicker like an annoying light bulb about to blow and even being a vampire prevented me from seeing what there was to see which wasn't much. Nothing was determined and no decisions were made. I let out a frustrated sigh and Jasper moved closer to me and started to rub soothing patterns on the back of my hand and sending waves of calm over me. I looked at Jasper and gave him a small smile, he was my everything. I would do anything and give everything to ensure his safety and happiness. This was why in situations such as these that I was so unsettled, when I couldn't predict the future to ensure that no harm would come to him and that in the end he would be ok. When I voiced my thoughts to Jasper he ensure me that he was perfectly able to keep him self out of harms way and that I was being ridiculous to even think that harm could be bestowed on an indestructible being. A vampire, that's why I didn't mind being what we were, not because we were indestructible or beautiful or fast and not because I couldn't remember my human life to compare it to but because I had Jasper, my one and only love. The soul mate, yet again Edward would argue over the term soul but there were no other words to describe my connection with Jasper.

Jaspers decision was linked with mine because he refused to let me leave without him therefore mixing my incoherent and hazy future with his, I did try to argue it with him, that I would feel much better if he stayed with the rest of the family but he refused to leave my side. He told me that a future with out me was not a future that he was even willing to attempt existing in. of course because of jaspers decision to follow my decision left his future unpredictable and that was because my decision was tied with Edwards and his with what ever action the Volturi will decide to take, therefore leaving half the family including myself with undetermined fates.

It had only been a few minutes now since I last checked in with the vultures decision and doubted any progress but I couldn't be slack with this I had to know ever single detail possible in order for our plan to work. From the moment Bella disappeared in the airport I had started planning and if the simple things like not being touched by Aro and Edward being able to keep his temper worked out then we should be able to leave. But then I had to wait till the Volturi decided until I could test out my plans and theories.

I looked into the future yet again and any hopes of a coherent vision was shattered. The shadows that were more like blurs moved in strange pattern like a scratch was on a cd and they would move uncoordinatedly, it was like a light had been dimmed and usually it wouldn't have been a problem with my eyesight but in my vision the lighting didn't help the situation. Again the vision would flicker like the life of a light bulb was about to end and the voices seemed to be muffled. The vision wasn't even getting clearer, in fact it seemed to be getting more fuzzy.

"anything?" Jasper asked in a soft voice, he knew along with everyone else when I was looking into the future and seeing a vision, apparently I had a face that they recognised when I was seeing the future.

"they cant decide on what to do, it seems like every decision they make clashes with another and the future and the visions shift so fast that I cant even get a good look or even a glimpse." I answered in a frustrated and almost strained voice which was quickly erased when Jasper unleashes his wonderful and useful, especially in situations such as these on me and all traces of frustration were gone and I was all too willing to accept his attempt at calming me.

I feel completely useless when I don't have an insight to the future. Bella's sobbing in the next room had subsided and her heart beat and her breathing had evened out, she had finally feel asleep. I needed this time to talk with Edward. We had to talk about what we had to do. I slowly, well slowly for a vampire anyway made my way over to their door and I knocked lightly so I didn't wake Bella.

"come in" Edward whispered but even in a whisper I could hear that his voice was broken and strained.

"how is she?" I asked quietly and looked down at Bella, she looked peaceful.

Edward sighed and also looked down at Bella, he was so worried about her, I couldn't blame him what we were doing was risky for both our family and Bella.

He didn't have to answer my question, I already knew.

"do you see anything yet?" he asked me but not lifting his gaze from Bella, he sounded almost tired, I wonder if that is even possible for a vampire?

"nothing" I answered and then I went through my previous hazy and incoherent vision in my head, I was grateful in moments like this that Edward could see inside my head. It had actually bothered me to begin with, the fact that I got no privacy but it took less time then I would have thought to get over it because what I could do pretty much invaded privacy just as much as his talent. But I soon learn to deal with it and Edward and I had a much stronger connection because of our gifts.

Edward let out a frustrated sigh after I showed him the progress, or the lack of progress in my visions. He lifted his hand and lightly brushed his fingertips across Bella's cheek, I doubt she would of even felt it even if she was conscious. Edward handled with the utmost care, even more than necessary. I didn't need to be Jasper to know what he was feeling, I could see the pain and sadness amongst the anger and confusion on his face and in his eyes, mostly in his eyes.

"I booked Bella a ticket more a flight to take her home later on tonight, Esme, Carlisle, Rosalie and Emmett will accompany her home and stay close when she returns home to her mother. They will keep her safe." I told him. I knew he didn't want to leave and I wasn't exactly happy about leaving our family or Bella for that matter either but it was the only way to ensure their safety, and Edward knew that. He sighed and nodded his head, either in response to my thoughts or my words I wouldn't know. The pain in Edwards eyes seemed to increase at the mention of leaving. I wasn't blind, even though it might seem that way at the moment but I could see the impact Bella has had on Edward, I could see just in the short, very short amount of time that Edward has been with Bella that she has changed his life.

It hurt me nearly just as much as Edward to watch that change walk away, or not so much walk away but to have to leave it, to leave her. I knew the pain I was feeling at the thought of leaving Bella was nothing compared to what Edward was feeling now, that much I could see.

"Edward" I started to say but just as I did my vision shifted and I could understand the voices and I could determine the people, the Volturi had made their decision and it was only a matter of hours before they got here but we wouldn't let them get that far, we would go to them to not only ensure our safety but also Bella's.

I looked at Edward and his gaze had finally left bells to look at me and I felt as if the pain in his eyes could literally burn me. I didn't have to explain to Edward what I had seen in my vision, just another quirk to Edwards talent. He has watched the vision when I had and I felt grateful that I didn't have to waste time going through it.

"its time" I told him when I realised he had no intentions of speaking first.

Edward nodded weakly and looked back down at Bella, he pulled the covers up higher to ensure she wouldn't get cold. I felt better knowing that Esme, Carlisle, Emmett and Rosalie would be here when she wakes up, they will keep her safe and Esme will comfort her when she needs it, she will need it, I could see that Esme would soon view Bella as another daughter, so will Carlisle.

Edward leaned down towards Bella and kissed her forehead softly, his lips seem to linger not wanting to let go. He raised his head a little a moved it slightly to the side.

"I love you" he whispered in her ear, he looked at her once again and whispered "be safe."

He leaned in again with deliberate slowness, not wanting to leave I would assume. He softly kissed her on the lips and Bella seemed to unconsciously lean into the kiss, Edward slowly pulled away and despite the situation there was a smile playing at the corners of his lips, a sad smile.

Bella sighed in her sleep and mumbled Edwards name and rolled over then sighed again.

Edward watched her for a few more seconds and he reluctantly tore his gaze away from Bella and stood up.

"we should go" he said in a sad but soft voice. With one last long look at Bella he tore his gaze away again and started to run from the room. I looked back at Bella and heard her mumble Edwards name once again. I smiled sadly to myself and just as I went follow Edward out of the room I heard her mumble in her sleep once more.

"Edward stay."

Ok yes I know very very short chapter but I have been very distracted lately, well anyway I hope you like my first attempt at writing in Alice's point of view. Please tell me what you think!!

Might be a while till I update, sorry!!

- Kate xoxoxox

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