Chapter 19
-Dougie POV-
As soon as the sex was over, we just laid there like me and Danny would do. I really cared about Tom but I wanted Danny... He was definitely the one for me, or was it just the sneaking around that made it how it was? The excitement, but even after me and Danny had had sex we would always just lay in bed and talk about anything and everything. It just flowed with him, and it felt right. There was only one way to find out if Danny was the real one for me... "Tom, we tried... I did. I really did, I wanted this to work but it's not" I said while looking at my hands that were in his and I moved them out. "And he finally says so! Anything else you want to tell me" he said, glaring knowingly. How could he know? "No" I said innocently and he shook his head. "You're such a liar! You know that Doug? I thought I might be able to trust you but I can't! I know you were fucking cheating! You aren't letting me down easily because I give up on you!" he screamed at me then walking out and slamming the door on his way out. I sat on my bed and did all I could which was cry. I liked hanging around with Tom as a mate but as soon as it became more, everything had to become more serious. I'm just not ready for it! He forced me into this!
-Tom POV-
I thought everything would blow up in my face but I didn't think Dougie would be such a coward about it. He lied to me, he was cheating and he didn't have the guts to just break up with me. I didn't know he was cheating but I had a guess, the fact that he didn't deny it after I said so proved it was true. He thought he'd just drag it out and cause me pain, try to break up with me after we'd just had sex... Shows how much he cares about me! I slammed the door and ran to the only place I knew I was safe; the music room. I walked in and locked the door behind me. I walked up to the dusty piano I hadn't used in ages and I wiped it down until it was spotless. I didn't care how long it would take. I sat down feeling the pain worsen. I spent time in here with Dougie when they betrayed us, that was when I felt our connection, maybe it was just me... I didn't care that he didn't love me back. I still loved him and still do, no matter how much he hurt me, I still wanted him. The first song that came into my head I just played, feeling myself go into automatic but the emotions didn't stop trying to escape;
Some people laugh, some people cry,
Some people live, some people die,
Some people run, right into the fire,
Some people hide, their every desire...
But we are the lovers,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies
Some people fight, some people fall,
Others pretend, they don't care at all,
If you want to fight, I'll stand right beside you,
The day that you fall, I'll be right behind you,
To pick up the pieces,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies,
Woah Woah
Another year over, and we're still together,
It's not always easy, but I'm here forever,
Yes we are the lovers, I know you believe me,
When you look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies,
Cause the heart never lies,
Because the heart never lies!
I finished the song in tears, no longer being able to hold them back. No one should have this power over other people. It was unfair, I just wanted to lose the feeling but there was one thing I wanted to know. WHO took my Dougie? Why did they have to? I was so happy, I felt like I could do anything around him and I felt like I belonged, like I was loved. I just wanted him back.
-Danny POV-
"So how was the ride home with Tom?" I asked Harry. "Nothing interesting, we just caught up and stuff" he dismissed quickly... He was hiding something! "What happened? I know you Harry and I can tell something's up!" I said angry that he was hiding stuff from me, although that is rich coming from myself. I'm cheating! "It's nothing, okay? Just drop it!" he said getting up and leaving me lying on our bed alone. I got up to go and talk to Dougie. I'm bored and he always has something funny to say. "Doug, entertain me, I'm bored" I said while plopping myself down on his bed. He leaned right into me and whispered in my ear. "In what way?" he aske huskily and his breath ran down my neck. My whole body shivering shivered with excitement."Let's talk" I said while trying regaining my composure and resist the temptation to rip his clothes off. "Or this?!" he said getting really excited. What could it be? He reached under his bed, pulling out...a lizard? "A lizard?" I asked, voicing my thoughts. "No! A bearded dragon" he smiled. "His name's Zukie" he exclaimed proudly. "Cool!" I smiled back as he pulled him out his glass box and placed him on his shoulder. "I was going to show him to Tom..." he said, sadly? "What's stopping you?" I smiled putting my hand on his other shoulder. "He broke up with me after I tried to break up with him" he almost whispered. "Again? Why?" I asked. "You, you made me realise that I don't love him fully! I'd rather be with you" he said while looking into my eyes confidently, showing me he meant it. But leaving Harry wouldn't be so easy... "Dougs! When he finds out he's going to kill me! And so will Harry!" I said starting to panic. "Well, Tom knows that I was cheating but I don't think he knows who with" he said while stroking his pet lovingly. "I can't just leave Harry, I don't want to change yet, I don't know how things are going to change, but soon they will" I said. It was so scary. I had been waiting for this but what will happen if I leave Harry? Tom will hate me and so will Harry, everything will blow up.
Next Morning...
-Danny POV-
I stuck closer to Harry more than normal now. Maybe it was the thought of leaving him that scared me. I didn't like the thought of change, it seemed so different... Tom wasn't really happy either and his eyes were red and puffy from crying, he kept staring at Dougie and begging him to take him back. His heart was broken and it was all my fault. I think Harry noticed Tom more, he couldn't take his fucking eyes off of him. I mean really, he's meant to be with me! I might just leave him before he leaves me! "Harry, can we talk for a sec?" I said nudging him. "Yeah, go ahead" he said. I swear he was thicker than me sometimes... "In private?" I rolled my eyes and got up from the sofa, leaving Dougie and Tom alone and Harry followed me into the kitchen. "Harry... You haven't taken your eyes off Tom for a second since he was in the living room with us" I glared. "I have and I wasn't staring, I felt sorry for him! It's not like I'm sleeping with him or anything" he shot back both shocking and hurting me at the same time... Was he sleeping with Tom before Dougie broke up with him? "I didn't say anything like that! Is there anything you'd like to tell me?!" I shouted. "I was just saying, the way your talking to me, it's as if I've been fucking cheating on you!" he shouted back. "Just go fuck yourself Harry, I love you and you're just busy staring at Tom" I spat then got up and left the house. I'm going to the nearest bar to get smashed.
-Harry POV-
I don't actually know why he's acting like this! I haven't done anything wrong, hell I even put up with him and Dougie spending all their time together before... It made me so jealous but I knew nothing was happening between them two, they were just friends. Tom came in a few minutes later and sat down at the table, putting his hands on mine. "Harry, you can talk to me. I think I need someone to talk to at the moment as well" he smiled sadly. "Well, okay then, let's get a couple of beers" I said then opening the fridge. I knew this wouldn't help my situation with Danny but fuck him if he thinks he can control who I talk to! "Danny's being a complete prick at the moment! I really can't stand how jealous he is" I muttered then taking a big swig of my beer. "Why was he jealous?" he asked confused. "Well, I was looking at you and I felt really bad thinking about how you must feel because I know you cared a lot for Dougs" I said trying to not make it look like I was eyeing him up. "Yeah, I still love him Haz but he cheated on me and I don't know who it was..." he replied then started crying again. I got up from my side of the table and pulled him into a hug that I needed just as much as he probably did.
-Dougie POV-
Well this sucks! Danny and Harry left me alone with the person that I just broke up with... AWKWARD! The silence was killing me and I felt bad at the same time as wanting to get back with him, but what would be the point? "Doug, can we just talk?" he started but I cut him off. "What's there to talk about? I told you this would happen and it did, but no, you didn't listen to me and now your all heartbroken over me" I said harshly and instantly regretting it because I didn't hate Tom. I loved him to bits but he just wouldn't give up and now he was tearing up. I walked over to him and hugged him. "Can you just stop fucking with my head?!" he shouted and shoving me so I fell over. "First you like love me, then you break up with me after cheating! I try and take you back so you shout at me and now you're hugging me! Make up your mind, you're just hurting me and you don't care!" he shouted and finally letting the tears fall and running out the room. I picked myself up and heard Danny's conversation with Harry. "Just go fuck yourself Harry!" I heard Danny then the door go off. I ran out the door after him while pulling on my jacket. He got into his car but I ran up to it and jumped in the other side. "What the fuck, Dougie?" he said startled. "Where ya going?" I grinned at him. "Off to get smashed and have fun, wanna come?" he grinned back. "You read my mind!" I played.
We arrived at a club after going to a hotel, deciding we weren't going back tonight. "Let's get some drinks over here!" I shouted at the bartender who was pretty fit but Danny was better. We both downed our shots and I felt the burn in my throat. "Woo!" he shouted crazily and we kept at it then went to dance. "We should do this more often" I shouted over the music. "Yeah! Totally, it's so much fun!" he shouted back. We danced for ages until our legs felt like they were going to fall off and continued drinking our beers which didn't help with our balance, making us stumble everywhere. Everything went blurry and I went into auto-drive. It was now the alcohol doing everything for me and before I knew it my lips were on Danny's. Even though I was drunk, it felt so good. I pulled away and leaned into his ears. "Let's get back to the hotel!" I shouted and he nodded eagerly, grabbing my hand and leading us out.
As soon as we got to our room he was on me and his lips were sucking and biting on my neck. My eyes rolled to the back of head with the sensation, making me moan louder than Tom ever had. I am such a dick, oh well, it's cause I'm drunk! He pulled our shirts over our heads and pulled us back together our chests making contact. I started on his belt as he did mine then pulled his jeans down with his boxers. We fell down onto the bed grinding against eachother, ecstasy filling my body. Just when I thought I couldn't feel any better he flipped us and moved down, sucking my cock. Oh my god, I think I'm going to die! "Fuck me Danny! Oh!" I almost shouted loudly, that someone might hear. "Anything for Dougie" he slurred but grinned. He slowly pushed in at my entrance and I felt a bit of pain but the alcohol seemed to drown out most of it out. As soon it was all gone, all that was left was pleasure. "There Dan! Harder!" I demanded while moaning. He easily met them as he was now ramming into me full force and I was in heaven, skipping the dying part. I didn't want this to end but I was getting close. "Dan, I'm gonna cum!" I moaned and I did, all other both of our stomaches. Patches of light appearing in front of my eyes as I carried on riding it out as Danny pounded me. Danny moaned louder then collapsed on me, releasing deep inside of me. The room smelt deeply of sex and sweat as we both climbed under the covers and hugged close. I was happy even though I was slightly drunk and probably would forget this tomorrow.