Note; Slight bit of self-harm at the beginning, just warning :) Other than that, thanks for the reviews guys! Enjoy!
Chapter 22
-Tom POV-
Weeks passed and all I could think about was what Harry said. 'We're going to get our own house and everything...' What about the other guys? I don't hate them... Why does Harry? All I could think about right now was the need to cut and the need was strong. Its not like anyone will know! I rushed to the bathroom looking for something sharp and then I saw the mirror. I wet the floor, then smashed the mirror, cutting my arm in the process, loving the feeling, I pushed the rug away and ran out. "Help! I accidentally cut my arm!" I shouted and nurses rush into my room.
"What happened?" my psychologist asked. "I slipped on some water on the floor and smashed into the mirror, it cut my arm" I said. "I didn't do it on purpose! I promise!" I begged, although I was lying the psychologist believed me, wow, and I was paying for this? She mustn't be very good at her job. "Well, that's good, for a while there I thought you might be regressing back to cutting again but seeming as your well enough, you'll be out tomorrow" she smiled and I smiled even wider. I was genuinely happy, no mood swings, just happy and I liked it. I could cut myself and still be normal? But I would try not to, I don't want to have lots of ugly scars on my arms!
Harry came to visit me today and I knew I had to tell him how I felt about moving out. "Harry, I don't want to move out of the house yet, I want to feel at home again and change isn't very good for me at the moment, I need some stability" I said. "But-I need to tell you something, you know back before when you were with Dougie and you knew he was cheating..." he said and I nodded even though I didn't like where this was going. Harry knows who he was cheating with, I didn't really want to go over the past again. "He was cheating with Danny and now they're together" he said. I felt my heart crack a tiny bit but not completely shatter, he cheated on me with one of my other friends and I trusted Danny but luckily I had moved on. "It's fine Harry, you need to forgive them, they're our best friends" I begged. "I'm out tomorrow and I want to see you talking to them and them talking to you; just like best friends should" I said, more ordering this time. He sighed then gave in. "Okay, I've ignored them for long enough and you're right" I smiled at the progress we were all making. "That's what I want to hear, I love you Haz" I smiled. "I love you too Tommy" he smiled back then kissed me. I'm glad I had moved on, I didn't want to love someone forever who didn't love me back, I wouldn't handle it.
The night went on quickly but I woke up from a nightmare, shivering. Harry had left me to be with some other guy, someone more manly, less childish and more attractive. I had no one, Dougie and Danny just turned their backs on me and I was all alone. I didn't get much sleep after that, I was thinking about how I could be better so Harry wouldn't leave me.
Later, Harry came to pick me up. "I missed you!" I smiled. "It was only less than a day! But I missed you too!" he smiled back. We got into the car and it dawned on me that I was leaving rehab forever! I couldn't wait to get home. "I had a nightmare last night" I said. I had to get it out in the open, so maybe I could get the dumping over and done with. "What happened?" he asked worried. "You left me for some other guy who was a lot better than me, you can do a lot better than me" I said, looking at my hands. "I don't want better Tom... I love you! I love you to bits and there's not a thing about you that I would change because I think your perfect, you may not think so but I do and that's all that matters" he said, the whole speech made my stomach flutter. "I love you Harry, please don't ever leave me" I said. "I won't, I promise" he said.
-Danny POV-
I was getting used to the prospect of everything just being me and Dougie. I was loving it but I did still miss my friends. Harry hadn't been home in ages, I think he's been staying at a hotel or something. I'm that repulsive that he wants to be as far as possible. "Doug, do you think this is the end of McFly? I don't think Harry wants to forgive me and that will be the end and it will be all my fault" I sighed. "The band will be fine, I'm sure Tom will forgive you and he'll ease Harry round, so we'll all be back to normal again. Just then the paper came through the door, "I've got it!" I said dashing to the front door. "No, please no..." I sobbed as I picked up the paper. "What's up Dan?" Dougie said, running to me. I didn't say anything because I couldn't say anything. •McFly Danny cheats on boyfriend Harry with other band mate Dougie• "Everyone's going to hate us now and it's all my fault" I sobbed. "It's not your fault, it's mine too, I'm so sorry Dan" Dougie smiled sadly. He was so nice to me, what if I cheated on him? I wouldn't forgive myself, I'll do better, I won't cheat. "I love you Dougs" I said, kissing him. "I love you too" he smiled.
The next day was terrible, we had nothing to do and me and Dougie were the type of people who always had to have something to do, we couldn't just sit around all day! We were sitting in the front room just Dougie laying on my lap, "I'm so bored Dougs!" I moaned. "I got an idea of what we could do" he grinned. "Yeah, what would that be then?" I played. "Let me show you" he said, kissing me passionately. Then the doorbell went and I groaned. "Just ignore it!" I said, pulling Dougie back in for another kiss. "They're not going, might as well answer" he laughed, getting up and leaving m. I pouted then followed him to the front door. "Hi guys!" Tom smiled, as good as new and pulling us both into a hug. "How you feeling?" I smiled, they're back! "Great! I've missed you guys, you didn't visit" he said. "Sorry, we didn't think we had the right, seeming as we put you in there..." I said, feeling guilty as I remembered the night he was dragged into the car. "Naa rubbish, I needed it and I'm a lot better because of it, let's have some dinner, on me!" he smiled. In the end we didn't go to a restaurant, we just stayed at home and ordered a take-away. "I missed this and I missed you guys" Tom smiled. I felt the same but something told me this wasn't going to last. I didn't want this happiness to end so I pushed the thought to the back of my head. "But seriously now,Dan, Doug... Me and Harry are going to move into our own house, it's what we want and you probably want space as well, we'll live nearby" he continued nervously. I nodded at him and smiled. "That's fine Tom, as long as its what you want" I said, giving Harry a quick glance. I knew how he was before when I was with him, he would always have his way and I never did anything or could do anything about it. That was just the only downside to our relationship but I never let it bother me because it meant that he was happy. "Thanks Dan, that means a lot" he smiled. "So when's this all happening?" Dougie asked. "Hmm, I was thinking next week" Harry grinned. "I'm eager to get a place of our own, it'll be like a new beginning" and we nodded.
We stayed up pretty late, talking about everything and just being mates again. The next morning was fine and Harry was acting all nice around us when Tom was around but when he wasn't looking he would glare at us. I really just wanted to move past all what had happened. "I need to talk to him about this, I don't want him to hate us forever" I sighed. "Well, let me come with you, it'll be easier, we could-" but I didn't think it was good idea. "It's fine Dougs, me and him used to be together so maybe I could get him to come around" I interrupted. "Okay then, I'll just stay at home with Tom then" he smiled but I could tell he was disappointed. "Sorry babe, I don't mean anything by it, I love you" and he grinned when he heard me say babe. "I love you too, and it's fine, I understand" he said ,then hugging me tightly. "Thanks".
"Haz, can we go out and talk about something?" I asked, he pouted for a second but smiled. "Sure..." What was he up to? We arrived at a restaurant I knew he loved, having been out with him before was making this a lot easier. We sat there in silence and I didn't know how to start. "You said you wanted to talk Danny, so talk" he said. "It's about us, or when there was us" I said. "I gathered that, taking me to my favourite restaurant, planning to cheat on Dougie already? He not good enough in bed?" he smirked. I curled my hands into fists but took a deep breath. "No! I wanted to ask that we move past what happened before" I said, trying to control myself. "Oh, you mean, cheating on me then rubbing it in my face? Oh yeah, then sending Tom to rehab?" he spat. "Yeah, but to be fair, you didn't make it easy, being with you, I wanted things to work" I said. I did still feel something for him, a part of me still wanted him but I wasn't going to tell him that. Harry got up from his seat and I gave him a questioning look. "Come on, let's get to a pub, I'd rather have some beers or something, I'm not hungry" he said. "Sure, whatever you want".
-Harry POV-
Soon we were both drinking like there was no tomorrow, not really caring about anything. I just wanted to feel better but I couldn't get over the fact that Danny cheated on me. No one's cheated on me before, I always cheated on them if it just didn't work. Then it hit me, Danny looked pretty drunk... I gave him a few more drinks and I drunk some as well to keep him getting suspicious, then went in for the kill. "What would happen if we were still together?" I asked. He was quiet for a while. "If there was no Dougie, would you still be with me?" More silence. "What if I hadn't dumped you?" I smirked, he was thinking and the drink was going to help this a lot. "Harry, I still do like you" he slurred. "Hmm... Oh really Dan, I don't think you do" I said sadly but really I was happy, I was about to destroy Danny by destroying Dougie. "I dooo" he said getting up and poking me. "Prove it" I smirked and before I knew it, his lips were on mine. I kissed back for a second, urging him on. Then his hand came to my cock and pulled away and ran out as soon as he had touched me. I drove home feeling a bit bad but I needed to get even, it was stupid and Tom didn't deserve to be involved.
I opened the front door. "Tommy!" I shouted. "What's the matter?" he asked worried. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to but Danny, he was all over me, telling me how he still felt something for me, then he kissed me and tried it on with me" I sobbed, turning on the waterworks should work. Tom's eyes widened as he took my words in. "Danny, the prick, he can't just have Dougie, he wants every fucking person on the planet!" he said. "Don't worry Haz, I forgive you but Danny won't be so lucky" he said with real anger on his face."What's going on?" Dougie asked coming out of the front room, rubbing his eyes, obviously having fell asleep on the sofa. "Your beloved Danny, cheated on you!" Tom said. "No he didn't! He wouldn't! He loves me and I love him" he said. "Well, how come he kissed Harry? And how come he tried to get it on with Harry?" he pressed. "This isn't happening!" Dougie cried, tears forming in his eyes. "You're lying!" he said, running out the house in tears. "I love you Tom, maybe we should leave earlier" I said. "Yeah, I don't think I can trust him around you anymore" he said sadly. "I'm sorry Tom, I don't want you to be sad" I said. "It's fine Harry, just hold me" he sobbed and I pulled him into a hug and let him soak my shirt. I did feel a bit guilty but now I was even with Danny.