Forgive and Forget. Glee.
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Chapter 3
Finns P.O.V
Yesterday didn't go according to plan. But atleast it brought me and Rachel closer together. I head home to see Rachel and Kurt worried about my face. Yes my face was probably hidious before, but got worse now. I have a black eye and well bruises near my jaw. The last time me and Puck got into a fight was over a girl and we fought over a girl again! Thats probably the one thing me and Puck could possibly fall out over,girls! Its really pathetic if you think about it, because I've been a good friend and how Puck repays back by stabbing me in the back. I want to get my revenge and try and get my chance with Rachel. Seening though Puck and her are not talking, she could want to make him jealous and so do I.
I spoke to Kurt on what movie him and Rachel liked. knowing him he'd choose a chick flick and he did. So I thought we could cheer Rachel up with a night in with a movie and some popcorn. I walked across the hallway towards Rachels door with Kurt and heard her crying. 'Knock Knock', "Rachel, me and Finn has a surprise for you!" Kurt said in a calm and gentle tone.
They wait outside the door untill she answers. Very slowly the door opens, "Hello Kurt! Finn." Rachel tries to talk while holding her tears back. "WHATS WRONG? Awww Rachel! Come here!" Kurt opens his arms reaching them out to Rachel for a hug. "Anyways, movie time? Can we watch an action movie and put the one on that the bad guy- Puck in my case gets blown up? Sounds good! Came out last week!" Finn smiles trying to avoid watching a chick flick. Rachel started bawling after she heard the name Puck. "Erm...Finn I think you should leave it with the expert on heartbreaks...Call Mercedes? We are going to have a sleepover! Sounds good?" Rachel starts smiling slightly. "But we've got school tomorrow...You can't its a school night." Finn starts sounding like a parent. "Its not like were going to get high or anything. We are just eating some harmless popcorn and watching a couple of harmless movies. Sorry Finn but this is a flick chick night and well...Your not into that kind of stuff so...Bye MOM." Kurt says in the nicest way he could possible say it. Rachel went up to Finn and hugged him. "Thanks for caring anyway Noa...I mean Finn." When he heard Rachel call him Noah...He just felt annoyed. He wanted Puck out of Rachels head and also his. Finn sounded like he was jealous of Puck. He couldn't stand him. All Finn wanted was Rachel all this his-self but he hated the fact the Puck was the only thing that was on Rachels mind. I guess Finn didn't really care about dating Rachel untill him and Puck had that fight. He wanted payback and he's going to get it.
Mercedes arrived. When she saw Rachel she quickly hugged her to say everything is going to be okay. Rachel believed that for a second and realised It wasn't. She has a broken heart and she thinks she can never get it fixed. One day it will, but she will never know when.
Puck's P.O.V
How the fuck did my life get so fucking messed up! Ive lost her for good, definitely after beating the crap out of Finn. I was a jerk, I know that. But I don't get why Finn has to get involved. I love Rachel, I always will. I will never stop loving her! I wish i could just go back in time and undo all the stupid mistakes I did in the past. Maybe then I could get somewhere in life. Someone that I'm proud to be. Not a Lima loser, I tried avoiding to be a loser but somehow it catched me up and made my life a big shit whole.
Finn is gonna get on my frickin' nerves. Fuck that. He IS getting on my nerves. ARGH! Who gives him the balls to tell me that I'm a DICK? Has he seen himself lately. Well atleast I have a dick,haha! Anyway what can I do to make this all better? I don't give a shit about Finn, cause' right now he's a prick. I' not wasting my time on that. But I wanna' make it right with Rachel. But I've tried so much...The only thing I can do is go to someone for advise and that person I have to say...Miss Pillsbury.
"So what's your problem, Mr Noah Puckerman?" A little cute voice spoke out.
"Just call me Puck." I smiled. It sounded like I'm getting married or something. The only person who calls me or used to call me, Noah, was Rach. No one else does except the beautiful girl that once did.
"Okay so Puck, what's been troubling you?" Didn't she just ask me that already?
"My Life." I said looking down.
"Are you in any danger of hurting yourself?" What the fuck is trying to say?
"No, I'm just sick of my life!"
"Why is that, Puck?"
"Well Rachel dumped me. Finn had a fight with me. So thats one of the reasons why."
"Why has your girlfriend Rachel, dumped you?" I started to get ashamed of what I was about to say.
"Because I cheated on her, well not exactly...I just kissed another girl...Infront of her..." I struggled to get all that out. I never admitted or told the truth not once in my life, untill now.
"Well those kind of things upset some girls. Puck you need to think who you actually inlove with before you start going around kissing other people. Its not fair on the ones that love you." Wow, I never thought that anything would make sence as much as that did.
"I know but how am I going to fix it. HELP ME?" I litterally went on my knees begging. Such a good job noone was there to witness any of this, otherwise I'd be a dead beat.
"Here..." She handed me a pamplet saying 'cheating and want to solve it?' I don't give too shits about a fucking leaflet. I cant be fucking bothered to read, never have and never will, unless its on facebook.
"Whats this gonna solve? My reading issues?"
"No Its to help you with your problems. I can't solve this for you. You asked for help, so I'm giving you help. Read this and follow what it says. These are in my own words, so really I'm giving you the advice. My door is always open Puck, if ever have a problem come to me okay?" That seemed quite comforting.
"Erm..Yes thanks. I got to head to class so bye."
"Bye Puck and good luck." I headed out the door and smiled.
Right now that I'm out shall I just read it in my locker? Hmmm...Lets see... 1st step; is to appoligise, yeah Ive tried doing that. 2nd step; show her that you really are sorry. Wtf does it mean by that? Oh yeah, It says underneath it haha. ...By giving her flowers, even possibly a letter. I can't be fucked with writing. I'm not doing more work, I'm already starting to read the fucking thing, now I have to write? Nahh' fuck that idea. If not those things then try and get alone with her and talk it through or even... SING. Now that I can do! But what song that will apoligise for cheating on your girlfriend? I have no fucking clue. Oi Sam can help me right?
"Oi Sam!" Sam turns around.
"Yo, whats up?"
"I need your help..."
"Sure what about?"
"A song for Rachel...To say I'm sorry."
"Yes sure! I'm in."
"Thanks man, now walk with me. Heres what we have to do..."
#GLEE#GLEE#GLEE#
~choir room~
Everyone sat down for Glee club. Puck sat at the back just looking at Rachel. He knew that Finn was only trying to make him jealous, but it didnt really work. Puck is not Jealous, he's just hurting. He knows that it's his fault that he cheated on Rachel, and he was doing everything he can to get her back.
"Right Glee club. Puck and Sam are going to sing a song for us. There own orginal song, so here goes." Puck and Sam stood up and stood in the middle, infront of everyone.
"This song is about a girl thats very special to me and I want her back! Its called, Please be mine!"
Please be mine!
[Sam] (verse, rap)
I let you down and now I know,
you was my halo and I was your hero,
I'd never thought I'd loose you like this,
I'd never expected that would be our last kiss,
And now I don't know what to do,
on how to make it up to you...
I tried to send you flowers but you did not accept,
I thought about you, even when I slept,
Now what do i have to do,
to prove it all to you?
[Puck] (chorus)
and you learnt me how to fly,
you tought me how to be a better guy,
and now it has all gone,
cause' of the things that I have done,
I wanna let you shine,
so please can you be mine,
Ive changed,
to the guy you made,
I'm not that guy in the past,
I really thought that we would last,
forever...
can we be back together?
Rachel, I miss and love you,
you made my dreams come true..
[Sam]
But its all gone,
[Puck]
if you say that were done.
[Sam]
I'll do anything for you
[Puck]
and that is true.
~song finished~
Sam's P.O.V
Wow that song was pretty good. Cause' me and Puck made it up just for Rachel. She can't just ignore that! surely. Puck worked his lazy ass off, on this song for Rachel. Lets hope she fogives him.
"Wow guys, thats an amazing song! Did you guys write that?" Mr Shuester looke d;like he's impressed, But Rachel doesn't.
"Yeah, Puck worked his ass off. True Fact. He must really love Rachel." I said trying to actually give Puck credit this time, he does deserve it.
"Will you guys stop it!" Rachel screamed. What the fuck is her problem?
"Rachel, I'm trying to say I'm sorry-" Puck didn't even have the chance to say anything because Rachel inturrupted him.
"No, you tried to say that I'm an Idiot and that I dumped you for no reason. You tried to make me look bad, and make people feel sorry for you." Well It didn't work.
"Hold on there, how selfish can you be. Rachel he's trying to tell you that he freaking loves you, and you don't give a shit." Santana sticking up for Puck. Which someone needed too.
"If he can cheat on me, then obviously he doesn't love me."
"Rachel, everyone cheats on people. It doesn't mean that they don't love them anymore. Its because there not thinking properly or they made a mistake. Which everyone can see that Puck was drunk and he made a mistake. Puck wants to make it up to you. Some jerks usually don't give a shit, they would just go fuck someone else. But Puck isn't his he. His working his ass off to make it up to you. But all you do is flirt to chubby Hudson over there." Woah Santana knows her stuff. I wonder if she's single?
"Right everyone calm down. Seriously. Sort this outside school, not inside okay. Right Pair up because were gonna do duet work so girl and boy. our assignment will be Love. Okay." Who am I gonna pair up with, Rachel's pairing up with Finn, Puck's paired up with Santana, Tina is paired up with Mike obviously...I'll ask Quinn...
"Hey Quinn, wanna' pair up?"
"Yeah sure!" I'm guessing I have a partner now.
"So what song are we gonna do?" I asked, to start the conversation.
"Ermm...San we have to choose a love song so..Yeah. Just come round to mine tonight about 7ish? and we'll figure something out then. Deal?" Quinn kindly suggested. How could I not say no.
"Yeah,deal."
Puck's P.O.V
I couldn't help but look at Rachel and Finn, getting closer and it was killing me. I had to talk to Rachel... "RACHEL!" She just stopped. She was facing her back to me but atleast she'll hear me out.
"I know you probably hate me right now. But you know deep down that I am really sorry. You can't get avoiding me! I'm trying my best to apoligise. I've even gone to Miss Pillsbury and read one of those stupid pamphlets. I've honestly tried my best to win you back. But why won't you forgive me and give another chance?" There was just silence. "Playing the silent game now are we? Well all I wanna' say is fine run to Finn but I can't guarrentee that your not gonna' be hurt, because you will. Just tell me.. if were over or not. But what I wanna tell you is that I'm not giving up on us. No matter what." I just waited to see what she was going to do, but she just walked off. not looking back, not saying anything. Well thats me told, but I'm not giving up.
Finn Passed me when I was heading out the school doors. "Hope that blonde bimbo was worth it. Meanwhile don't ever go near Rachel or even speak to her ever again!" Is that douchebag threatening me? Who the fuck does he think he is!
"Or what? I'm not fucking scared of you chubby." Then there we go he's the all that flab gives him an unfair advantage.
"Now you know."
"Haha, Fucking Prick. I'm never giving up on her you know." I said, not bothered what he was gonna say back.
"FUCK YOU."
"Please don't, I'm not gay. Fuck someone else apart from Rachel." He's a fucking Prick. I wanted to kick his fucking lights out. But what was that gonna prove? I beat up the Quaterback? Yeah I probably could, but it wasn't worth it. I'm a changed man. Just gonna have to find a way to get Rachel to forgive me. Another day another plan? I dunno. Anyways need to get some ice on this fucker. He made me frigging bleed. The stupid fat cunt. Ahh well...Everything will be okay? I hope.
~End of chapter~
A/N: Thanks for the reviews. This might be a short chapter BUT i have big ideas for the next chapter. The song that was in this chapter, I made up. Because I needed words that understands how the character is feeling. Will Rachel ever forgive Puck? What will happen to Puck if he doesn't give up? What is Finn's plan? Is Finn gonna ruin everything? Will there be a frabrevans relationship? FIND OUT IN NEXT CHAPTER! thanks xoxoxox.