Forgive Or Forget? Glee.
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Chapter 4.
Puck's P.O.V
Looks like Finn and Rachel are gonna get together! Argh! After everything he has done to Rachel, She still even talks to him? Ive done one mistake, just one and she never wants to speak to me ever again. That isn't right, that isn't fair. I'm alot fitter than chubs so how come he gets all my girls? First Quinn (partly my fault, but still), then Santana and now Rachel. What sort of bestmate has he been all these years? I know a crap one. Sam Is the real best mate at the moment. He's always there for me and I'm always there for him. I'm guessing everyone is getting together except from me. I still love Rachel... But what else can I do to prove that? Strangely enough I get a text, hope its from Rachel...But I doubt it.
[Santana-Puck]
Hey Puck I was wondering if you wanna come over and decide what we are going to do for the love song?
[Puck-Santana]
Ok but no funny buisness San, I mean it. I'm not in the mood to do what you think of all the time...
[Santana-Puck]
Okay, I promise no funny buisness...Does toungues count?
[Puck-Santana]
Santana...
[Santana-Puck]
I'm joking babes. I was only on about the love song. Now come over now.
[Puck-Santana]
Ok, on my way.
#GLEE#GLEE#GLEE#
Santana's P.O.V
I think its not fair on Puck. Rachel is acting like a bitch. She's trying to make Puck jealous by flirting with Finn. Well its not making Puck jealous, its just hurting him. She is liking the attention of boys trying to be with her. She liked the fact that Sam and Puck was singing to her and she acted like she hated it. Arghh she's pissing me off and no one likes an angry Santana. Puck came to my door and I was determined for Puck to get over Rachel.
"Hey San..."
"Hey Puckerman come in." He looked so down when I opened the door, it was really depressing.
"What's up Puckerman?" I asked him.
"Is that a stupid question?"
"Don't be like that just tell me whats wrong."
"Is this why you invited me over? Well if it is then I'm going." Puck said trying to avoid the situation. Well i'm not gonna let him. He's telling me and then I'm going straight down to Rupaul's.
"No I'm not letting you go. You need someone. You can't keep this all up inside cause' you'll explode! Not literally but you know what I mean.."
"Okay...Well...Ermm..." Puck struggled to get his words out. What is he doing? Its only me just get on with it..
"Spit it out boy!"
"Okay. Its Rachel!" He blurted out.
"Rupaul, what about her this time?"
"Rachel hates me! She is never gonna forgive me! What have I done? I've done this to her again and I can't stand the fact that she's with Finn!"
WHAT? Berry is with Hudson? This is fucking crazy!
"What? They're dating?!"
"Not sure, but something is going off.." Now I'm confused...
"So they're hooking up?"
"I dunno... But it's none of my business if they are or not." Wait I'm even more confused than I was before.
"Wait so they not with eachother? You said to me they was?"
"Well they both want eachother. Lets put it that way." Puck looks down.
"Aww Pucky! Well...What are you going to do?"
"I've tried everything. I've even took advice sessions and read one of Mrs Pillsbury's booklets which is a piece of crap. And she hates me even more."
"Something is up with her. If she forgave Finn, I dunno how many times then surely she could of forgiven you? Something is up her sleeve."
Berry the bitch is planning something. I just know it! Two fit boys sang to her earlier and she went from smiley to ripping their heads off. Its not fucking right and it seems like it's only me realising this.
"We need to do something.." I demanded.
"Santana I've said before I don't wanna do any funny business with you.." I never was on about that!
"Puck I'm not on about that. I mean something to break Rachel."
"Wait, no! I've broke her heart more than once. I'm not doing it even more!"
"No. I mean like make her snap, so we know what she really is up to.."
"No. Santana she's not like that. Maybe in your little world, but not in the real world. Satan just leave it okay. I just need to forget about her. I'm just gonna have to."
"No. Don't do the right thing. Your Noah fucking Puckerman! You never do the right mature thing. You do the complete opposite and that's why I used to love your bad ass!"
"Haha, ermm... Thanks but No. Whats happened with Rachel I can't be that person anymore. I'm never gonna be that person anymore. The only thing she's gave me that I can never thank her enough for, is being a better person. The person who learnt from his mistakes and is turning the mistakes into promises. I promise that I will never be that person I was. That mistake can never be forgotten or can never be erased. Its scarred me. And now I will have to live with that forever."
Aww. Thats so sweet what he just said. Making me tear up! How sweet can he possibly be? Now I definately need to have a word with manhands now! But if she is with Finn then I doubt I could knock any sense into her. No im not being nice or care about Rachel but I care about Puck. and she's on thin ice at the moment. What's she doing to Puck is horrible and nasty. Its like she's trying to be me! Which she's not obviously. But she's playing with Puck and its not right. She needs some mental help to even think about going back together with the twat, Finn.
"Puck stop it your making me cry! That was soo sweet what you said. You turned soft! You honestly really love Rachel. and I'm happy that you finally loved someone, but why her? Why the person that is only playing you and messing with your feelings to get payback on you? Probably you hurt her that bad that she wants you to feel how she did?"
"But if she is then wow. I must of hurt her really bad. This is making me ten times worse than I already was. Thanks Santana!"
Oops...I guess that was the wrong time to say that! I feel so bad! But a little sarcasm can't hurt. "Your very welcome!"
"Anyway's Santana don't we need to do the song?" Puck says sitting on the floor with a notebook and a pen in his hand.
"Oh yeah. Did Mr Shue say that we need to make it up?" I sat down next to him.
"Yeah I think so. We need to write our own lyrics that describes on how we are feeling." Puck looks down. He looks so cute when he's focused.
"right now I'm feeling..." I looked up and noticed we was sat close. I knew that as I could see his cute hazel eyes. He lifted his head up and asked me...
"And you're feeling what?" Puck smirks asif to say Santana why are you looking at me like that.
"*cough*cough* Ermm...I'm feeling...Okay?" Puck laughs.
"I don't think we could put that your feeling ok in the song, haha." I feel so stupid now.
"Oh yeah...Right..." I didnt know what else to say, I felt such a dick!
"So...instead of the okay, what are you feeling? Depressed? Sad? Angry? Jelous? Or inlove?" Puck asking me all these random words, none of them described how i feel, except one.
"One of them, maybe." I admitted...
"I know that look, Santana Lopez. Who's the unlucky fella?" Puck was so funny! But how did he find out just by looking at me.
"Someone. Puck have you ever had that feeling where you try so much to deny that you don't love someone, but you just can't because you know that they could be the one?" Asif I just said this.. Just talking to Puck makes me feel...Special. I want him to get over Rachel and I want him to be happy again!
"Wow so you really love someone this much. How can Santana Lopez can ever find love? She just hooks up not fussed with that lovey sappy shit."
"Oi, your trying to make me sound like a dirty slapper!" I said pushing him gentley, just having a laugh.
"No not at all! Haha." Puck saying trying to not laugh.
"No seriously Puck, what do you think of me?"
"I think your a nice, confident lass, who is not affraid of telling anyone how you feel. Who is actually alright. And any guy would be lucky to be with you. Even that lucky fella!" Woah how sweet did that sound! Makes me feel even more for him. What the fuck am I saying? I'm not the type to love. So whats going on with me?
"Wow thanks Puck...Are you feeling okay?"
"No. I'm a wreck!" Yes because of one girl that broke his heart.
"Let me guess manhands?"
"Who? Santana don't say that about her..."
"Oh whatever." He is always gonna love her. No matter how much she's hurting him. I felt abit down so I moved away.
"Whats wrong? Whenever I mention Rachel, You turn from nice to mean. Whats up?"
"Nothing its just, I hate to see you get hurt. Expecially from her."
"Aww. San! I'm fine. Trust me."
We was talking all night forgetting about the song we had to do and everything, we just kept talking. It was sweet and nice..But then somehow it was that late, well early in the morning, we fell asleep. Not in the way people would think. I just slept on the sofa on the other side to where he was. But when I woke up i was in my bed. He must of took me to bed when I fell asleep. But he wasn't in my bed or anywhere else. I wonder where he was. I got out of bed and then i started walking till I tripped over something. It was Puck sleeping on my floor. Well not anymore.
"Puck what are you doing down there?" I moaned.
"Sorry. I couldn't exactly sleep in your bed could I..."
"Well why not? Its not like you didnt before..." Okay I was being abit flirty but hey hoe, thats me.
"Santana...Shut up." Puck started smirking. He knew I was joking. Well I really wasn't, but he didnt know that.
"We need to go school..." I had to say. It was the cheerleader practise.
"Ahh yeah lets go. But wait."
"what?" What can he possibly want now?
"Rachel." Well now I know. No surprise there...
"What about her?"
"She's gonna be with Finn and that. I don't think I can cope with any of this no more."
"Then why are you still trying to make her forgive you? She's never gonna forget what you did.."
"Santana why the fuck are you rubbing my nose in it. Don't you think I know that? Don't you think Ive heard that? This is why I'm trying to do the right thing!"
"But your not. The right thing is to let get on with her life. Let her be with other people... If she wanted to be with you, wouldn't you think she would of by now?"
"She just needs to have time to think things through. I know she loves me...I just know it." Puck never been this certain about anything unless its to do with football,sex or drugs. But he doesnt do sex or drugs because of what happened last time with Quinn and Beth..
"Well...Lets hope she does then."
"Shit!" Puck just bursts out for no reason in the middle of the street. Whats up with him?
"What?!" I asked in a worried way.
"We didnt do our song last night..Ahh well."
"I'll do the song today..I mean I'll right the lyrics and that. Don't worry. You have a lot on your plate." I was finally being generous.
"Thanks Satan! Your a life saver!" Puck said before entering the school doors.
#GLEE#GLEE#GLEE#
Puck's. POV
I got to school to see Rachel and Finn all happy..But I guess Rachel deserves happiness and she desevers someone better. Yeah Finn has a good heart but she doesn't want to be with a jerk...Like me and Finn.. Because Finn will break her heart at some point and I don't want her to be in the same position as she is now. I just have to face that I need to move on. She's never gonna forgive me..Because when I walk past her she just forgets that I even exsist..
Santana's P.O.V
When I saw Puckerman broken when he walked past her and she just made him jealous by flirting with Finn... Who does she think she is. Gonna speak to that bitch and set her straight.
"Oi Berry." I shouted loud enough for everyone to hear. Rachel came over to me if she gets one step closer to me I dunno what I'll do.
"What?" She knows fucking what!
"You know what!"
"Woah Santana, I dont know what you are on about?"
"Look I know what your little plan is and its not working with me. You think you can make Puck even more miserable than he even is, but lets face it Berry you've pushed him away too far..His given up trying because there's nothing he can do for you to be mature enough to deal with this. He's hurting and your just gonna push him to where he can't deal with this no more. Then we will see who's crying when he moves on."
"Yeah the girl that gets cheated on next. Look once a cheater always a cheater."
"Wait a minute, your actually judging other people about what they've done wrong and all that crap..But have you ever came to terms that your the same?Your no miss perfect, you make mistakes and you get another chance to fix them. But have you ever realised that your not giving Puck a chance to even make this right. You know what noone derserves this, not even Puck." I walked away feeling much better. I went to find a song that me and Puck are gonna sing and I found the perfect one!
I found Puck and gave him the words to the song I picked so he would know before glee started.
"Thanks San, your the best!" He gave me the sweetest hug and we walked off.
One hour later it was time for Glee club. I glared at Rachel and sat down waiting for Puck to arrive.
#GLEE#GLEE#GLEE#
Everyone all sat down and waited for Mr Shue to speak.
"As our assignment is love songs so we are going to do one duet each day ok? Right so Puck and Santana are you ready?"
"The song we are gonna sing is together." Santana introduced the song.
Rachel's P.O.V
Is Santana only singing with him to make me jealous or does she actually have feelings for him?
[Santana]
Remember love
Remember you and me
Remember everything we shared
On this planet when we cared
Remember hearts
Remember unity
Remember loving neighbours
Without expecting favours
Why be afraid
Its like they are trying to make me jealous. Not Noah intensionally, but Santana, yes. They are getting quite close! Makes me feel kind of hurting. Maybe I love Noah that much, that its hurting me!
To make an honest mistake
If you acknowledge the pain
And you wanna change
You can get through anything
[Both]
Do you remember at all
People walkin' hand in hand
Can we feel that love again
Can you imagine it all
If we all could get along
Then we all could sing this song together
Oh oh oh oh-oh, oh-oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Singin' Oh oh oh oh-oh, oh-oh oh oh oh oh-oh
[Puck]
Look at me, now look at you
Now look at me again
See we're not so different
Look around
What do you see
We're throwing things outside our window
We don't care to keep it clean
I had a dream
Beauty was only skin deep
And if we all just believe
Love is all we need
Nothing else can set you free
[Both]
Oh oh oh oh-oh, oh-oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Come on, come on, come on, singin'
Oh oh oh oh-oh, oh-oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Hold the hand of your neighbor
Together, together, singin'
Oh oh oh oh-oh, oh-oh oh oh oh oh-oh
Come on and sing it with me
Oh oh oh oh-oh, oh-oh oh oh oh oh-o
Woah! Good song but you can tell Santana was enjoying every minute of it!
"Good song. Let me guess Santana chose that song?"
"Why little bit jealous are we?" Santana hissed back. I knew she was trying to make me jealous just didn't see it coming.
"So your trying to make me jealous over song. Oh please, I sang more better songs than you've had sex. And trust me thats alot."
"Rachel stop it!" Mr Shue shouted.
"So what are you trying to fucking say, huh? ¡Maldita perra no vuelvas a hablarme de nuevo puta!"
"What was that? Speak english?!"
"Enough! I'VE HAD ENOUGH WITH ALL OF THIS! I GIVE UP!" Puck shouted so loudly it nearly bursted my ear drums. He stormed out of the room and I feel so bad! I need to say something to him but I guess I can't. I've hurt him and I didn't mean to it just happened! Will he ever forgive me for being a complete bitch? I just miss him so much and jealousy and anger got the better of me! But how his he gonna forgive me now?
~End of chapter~
A/N: Like it dislike it? Puck cracked. Rachel showed the other side of her..Which noone liked. Will she try and be the loving and forgiving person she was when she was with Puck? What will Santana do to have Puck? What will Puck do with all this drama? Does he really give up or will he turn this all around? Find out! Please review! And keep reading,thanks!xo