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"The lust for comfort, the stealthy thing that enters the house a guest, and then becomes a host, and then a master" -Kahlil Gibran

Chapter Three: Pizza's Here

Logan was pretty occupied the first few hours. We spent our time picking out of my collection of DVD's and watching boring, old comedy. I don't know how Logan could even laugh, because I couldn't find it funny.

"This is fun", he smiled, politely sitting on the couch. He had a child like excitement, which made me smile. He looked uncomfortable, in his jeans and green button up with that vest. "Hey, Logie. Do you want to borrow some pajamas?"

He replied, "Yes, please. Thank you." I led him down the hallway to my bedroom, although I didn't need to sleep. Whatever I was, I know I didn't need sleep. I didn't even know the powers I had except strength and invading people's minds.

We finally arrived at my bedroom. The bed sheets were on the floor, clothes lazily thrown about, and garbage left everywhere. Logan giggled, "Wow, Kendall. You sure do know how to clean up after yourself."

I rolled my eyes in amusement, and dug through my dresser. I pulled out a pair of PJ pants, which had dark skulls on them. Then I pulled out a baggy red shirt. I tossed them to him, and I led him to the bathroom. "You can change in here."

I watched him as he walked through the doorway, as I lightly closed the door. I stopped when the door was almost closed, and watched him. Logan seemed to not even notice. He first stripped off his shirt, which exposed his pale skin.

What was I doing? Why did I keep watching? Logan then, unbuttoned his jeans, and I found myself staring intensely. He slid his pants down. He then wrapped his fingers around his elastic waist band of his boxers.

I looked away, although I was drawn to the sight. Logan was beautiful: his skin so flawless, his eyes so shiny, his hair spiked up and smooth. As much as I wanted to see Logan naked, I just couldn't. It didn't feel right.

I walked back to the livingroom, and decided to call for pizza. I bet Logan was hungry.

"Hello! This is Metro Pizzaria. How may I help you", asked a too eager and a bit annoying worker asked. I replied, "Hey. I would like a pepperoni twenty four cut."

After I told him the address, and my number, Logan strolled out in my pajamas. He did look quite cute, in those. I smiled at him, as he walked towards me.

"Pizza is on it's way", I smiled, and he flashed me back a grin. "Good. I'm starving."

We settled down on the couch, and just sat there. "Kendall, how come you don't have any girlfriends? I never have even seen you with anyone", Logan surprisingly asked, in his polite voice.

I shrugged, and stared into his eyes, "I dunno. I guess I haven't met the right person yet. Maybe I'm just not fit for love. Or love isn't fit for me." Logan seemed to make a face. "Love is for everyone, Kendall."

"If you ask me, I think love is a bunch of bologna", I chuckled, and watch him furrow his eyebrow and cross his arms. "Love is not bologna! You have to feel it to understand it. People say that because no one wants to love them." Logan felt very strong about this discussion. And I could tell already, I wasn't going to win.

I watched as Logan's eyes got heavier, and heavier. He was tired, and the pizza wasn't even here yet. "Logie", I shook his arm, and pulled him.

He jumped, and sat back up. "Can you wake me up when the pizza gets here?" I smiled, and replied, "Sure thing, Logie."

His eyes, then slid closed and he started falling towards the edge of the couch. I gently grabbed his arm, and pulled softly. His body fell to mine.

Logan was asleep fast on me, his head leaning on my chest. For a moment, I felt normal. Human. Logan was so warm, so fragile. I beamed down at the smaller boy, and smiled. I think I liked Logan. I did. I liked Logan.

That's what was wrong with me the past few days. I was falling for hi-. A knock at the door invaded my thoughts. I gently pushed him off me and lightly slide his head down on the pillow.

I didn't want to leave him. I wanted to hold him, and hug him. For the first time in a while, I felt lust. I felt want, desire. It's like Logan gently jolted my heart back on again. I feel alive.

I opened the door to see a figure of a man, a pizza place hat covering his head. I smiled, and reached into my pocket. "How much was it again", I asked, the thought of Logan still in my head.

"15 dollars", he answered. I stopped, and remembered. I knew that voice all too well. Rick. I stepped backwards and took a look at him. It couldn't be. No.

"Hey Kenny. Long time, no see", Rick shoved the hat off his head, and I felt an anger wash over me.

"You", I breathed in, and then out. I couldn't breathe.

"Yeah, buddy. I told you I was coming. Did you feel it", he put a foot in and stepped forward, "I have to say, I missed you, Kenny." Rick looked different. His hair was cut, his face tanned and he seemed more in shape.

"What the fuck are you doing here", I screamed, as he frowned. "Can a man see his friend from a while back without being hassled?"

I bawled my hands into a fist, and I gritted my teeth.

"I know you're confused about what you are", Rick smiled, "But I can help. I made you into something great. But, instead of using your abilities, you hide what you are."

"You made me a monster", I screamed, as I felt something inside of me snap.

"Kendall", asked a confused and tired voice. Logan. I turned to see Logan behind me, in a daze. No...No...

"Well, Kendall. Why don't you introduce me to your attractive friend", Rick smiled, and I felt myself grow angrier. I threw my palm out in rage at Rick, but then I sent Rick flying out the door. A ring of fire was pushing him.

What the hell did I just do? "What the hell", Logan gasped, and I ran backwards. I grabbed Logan's wrist and pulled him down the hallway. What was I going to do?...

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