Author Notes: This story takes place a couple weeks after Music Helps concert. The whole Angie ordeal is not going to be the same in this story as it was on the series. There will be more detail of that in a later chapter.

Pairing: Jude/Tommy

Summary: Chaz realizes Tommy and Jude are together, when Tommy makes a big mistake.

Disclaimer: I do not own Instant Star or its characters.

Rate: NC-17

Season: 1

Category: Romance

Spoilers: Up to All Apologies

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"You're upset," Tommy mumbled making sure no one would hear their conversation, especially since Jude had the day off today.

"Why would I be upset," Jude snapped writing away in her journal.

"It was just lunch," Tommy assured her sitting down next to her, getting her to look up then back down.

"And dinner, dancing, coffee," Jude began nonchalantly then looking at him angry with the last part. "Then her spending the night."

"She slept on the couch, nothing happen god we barely spoke," Tommy swore looking up as people walked by not taking notice to them. Seeing them together was nothing knew, and everyone knew Tommy wanted to talk to Jude about the new single.

"That is not the point," Jude hissed quietly.

"Come with me," Tommy sighed grabbing her arm slightly to bring her with him.

Jude had gone over t his place this morning because she and Tommy were supposes to have a breakfast date of sorts. It was her day off and he wanted to go over a few things with her. Mainly the fact that Georgia got her way of getting Boyz Attack to do a duet with Jude on her album. They were going to do the song they did live; just Tommy wasn't singing he was producing. He also wanted to go over the last songs they still had to record. The last thing she expected to find when he opened the door was his gorgeous of a model ex-girlfriend crashed out on his couch.

Tommy opened the doors to the recording booth; it was soundproof right now so they could talk without anyone actually hearing them. He saw the anger in her eyes, and he didn't think there would be. He thought if he was honest about it she would be cool with it. When he was married to Portia none of his ex-girlfriends were gutsy enough to come up to him. Portia Mills was not the woman to mess with, because she and Darius had it in with everyone. So they steered clear of him, so this was never a real issue.

"You said I should go out when them," Tommy reminded her staring her straight in the eyes. "You told me to have a good time."

"But not to let her sleep over," Jude snapped now showing her anger and hurt. She could hardly believe that did not actually see the problem right now. "Tommy honestly how did you really think I would act when I found out one of your ex-girlfriends spent the night."

"Jude I'm new at this whole exclusive relationship things," Tommy explained in a slightly whining tone. "I've never had to think about things like this."

"You were married," Jude snipped getting a strange look from Tommy. Portia had always dealt with the other women, she made sure the ones who were gusty enough to try understood.

"I guess I didn't see the big deal since I was fully dressed in my bedroom," Tommy frowned seeing the pain in her eyes. "And Molly was fully dressed on my couch."

"The big deal is the fact that she doesn't know you have a girlfriend," Jude said her voice broken from having to say it.

"I told her at lunch I wasn't interested in seeing her," Tommy stated smiling as Jude saw the woman and Chaz walk into the room.

"Obviously she doesn't listen to well," Jude grumbled faking a smile as Tommy turned to see them.

"Oh Chaz," Tommy mumbled under his breath, as Chaz gave them a wave.

"I'll be at home," Jude told him still faking a smile as she rushed off without saying a word to Chaz or Molly.

Tommy felt like he was being torn apart right now because he could not tell them he was dating Jude. He knew that Chaz would not do anything but Molly wouldn't think twice to tell someone. It was one of the reason they never did anything but go out on a few dates every year or so. He could not handle how vindictive she could be, and Jude was not ready to deal with someone like her yet.

Jude knew nothing happened between them the real pain came from the fact that no one could know about them. Tommy wanted to keep it quiet until after her album was released. He wanted to give her as much time to enjoy this time before it got crazy with the media about their relationship. Walking outside she just kept walking, she needed the air. She didn't want to think about Tommy going out with Molly again. Jude shivered even saying that woman's name made her angry. This was not going to be a good day, she could just tell.

****

Tommy rubbed his eyes as he opened the door to his place, allowing Chaz to go in first. He effortlessly threw the keys onto the counter as Chaz went straight over to the couch to sit down. It had not been a good day. He found out right away that Chaz had not brought Molly; she came on her own. Chaz was there to work on the single with him. The rest of the band showed up just in time for Molly to walk out calling Tommy a few names. It was something the guys were actually used to, so they went back to business as usual.

Chaz smiled as he sat back, this felt good. He hadn't felt like this since the band was together, and with Molly's outburst it made it feel like old times again. The guys were getting back together for a reunion tour but as expected Tommy would not be joining them. Though, Tommy did agree that if they wanted to do a new album he would proudly produce it. That got Chaz and the guys talking, and depending on their tour this summer they might take him up on that offer. Even Darius was interested in getting them back in the studio, after Tommy left he had still wanted to keep them together. But without Tommy him and Bruno just couldn't do it, until now.

"Aren't you afraid of what Molly might do," Chaz asked watching Tommy fall down next to him. He may be five years older, but he still was the some old Tommy.

"In a couple of days she'll be on someone else," Tommy shrugged knowing she was already pushing through her little book.

"What have you done with the real Tommy Q," Chaz joked shifting his body to see that Tommy was not really there with him.

"I just have a lot on my plate right now," Tommy mumbled standing to get up. "Jude's album release date is coming up and Georgia and EJ can't decide on anything about her tour, which is this summer."

"This is me T," Chaz interrupted standing up to face his old friend. He could almost laugh because Tommy still thought he could keep a secret from him. "I've known you longer than anyone else…I was the one that always picked you up when you fell."

"Your point," Tommy replied with a deep sigh remembering all the times Chaz was there for him, and the one time he wasn't.

"My point is that it doesn't take a genius to see you and Jude were fighting today," Chaz answered knowingly trying to keep a passive face as Tommy's eyes began to tell him what he needed to know.

"We do that a lot," Tommy smiled softly trying to push it off as he went to the kitchen to get something to drink. "She can be a little temperamental at times...all those teenage hormones."

"Come on T," Chaz begged laughing, as Tommy looked at him. Tommy sucked in a breath because he did not want to have this conversation, she could not have this conversation. "Man you have always loved to push the limits, but this takes the cake."

"Chaz," Tommy warned softly, almost begging him not to go deeper, but Chaz was never one to listen.

"I never saw you look at anyone the way you look at Jude," Chaz smiled softly, than look up at him seriously. "Not Portia and especially not Angie."

Tommy wanted to deny it he wanted to tell Chaz he was seeing things but he was right. Chaz has known him since he was fourteen years old; he and Chaz were as close as brothers. If you would go by his relationship with his brothers now they were closer. He walked back inside the room falling back on the couch, besides he needed someone to talk to. Jude was mad at him, he tried calling her three times but she turned off her phone. When he called her house seeing if she was back her mother said no. This was going to take one hell of an apology—and that was not something Tommy was good at.

Chaz once again took his seat next to Tommy. He had not been lying this thing with Jude was something that no one would expect. Well not unless they saw them together. They had sparks, when he watched them work together at times it was like walking into an open fire. The hidden smiles, the small touches, and mixture of flirtation and hidden promises were enough to make anyone's head spin. Looking over at his friend he saw the look on his face, Tommy was getting over his head again.

"Tommy, I'm your friend so please don't do this to yourself again," Chaz begged softly. "I can't watch you fall like this again. I just can't"

"She's not Angie," Tommy argued, seeing what his old friend was thinking. "She gets me on a level no one else has or even could."

"That's what you said about Portia and then Angie," Chaz reminded him rolling his eyes, unable to believe he was going though this again. Tommy really hadn't changed in five years.

"They never got me, not the whole me," Tommy said with a grim expression. "Portia got the musician, Angie got the man beyond the music, but Jude is different, she gets it all. She doesn't want me to change she wants me just as I am."

"Just walk away," Chaz order softly, "Before it's too late before you've lost too much…before she loses too much."

"I can't," Tommy mumbled looking down at his hands then back up. He knew that Chaz would kill him, or hit him, he knew that he would not get it. But then again Chaz had never met someone like Jude.

"Why not," Chaz asked looking at him half curious and half afraid.

"Because I'm falling in love with her," Tommy confessed getting a groan of pain from Chaz, who dropped his head into his hands. "I know of all the women it's a sixteen year old that brings down Tommy Q…it's almost poetic."

Chaz swore he misunderstood the words until Tommy went on. Looking over at his friend who met his gaze, he knew that look. Letting out a deep breath he shook his head then rubbed his eyes. Tommy could never do things right, he always had to add a little chaos to the mix. Like at eighteen he could not just date Portia, his manager's sister no he had to marry her—without her family present. Of course their marriage ended a few months after he walked away from the band, they just could never get pasted what happened to Angie.

Tommy knew he was replaying their history in his mind right now because so was he. His mind kept going back to Angie and then back to Portia. Jude knew about Portia but she knew nothing about Angie. Closing his eyes he had planned on telling her when the time was right, and he knew that was coming. Because everyday he was with her, was a day that fell deeper and deeper. He wanted to tell her why she still had a chance to leave, because if he waited any longer he knew she wouldn't leave even if she wanted. But she had to know why he would need time to allow himself to fully fall for her, she needed to know why he put up his shields.

"What were you two fighting about today," Chaz asked tired of the silence, and doing as he always had, watching out for Tommy.

"I let Molly crash on my couch last night," Tommy sighed getting a chuckle from Chaz. "We were both dressed in separate rooms what is the big deal."

"Oh T," Chaz replied softly, than started to laugh even more as he saw Tommy's look of pure innocence. "You looked like you did when I caught you with your first groupie…you of all people can not be this naïve and stupid."

"Naïve…stupid," Tommy repeated angry truing to k=look at his friend, now it really was feeling like old times. "What hell does that mean?"

"Jude might act all cool and calm but inside she is probably scared to death," Chaz explained softly, he could only imagine what Jude must be going through everyday.

"Scared of what," Tommy questioned confused by his friend.

"That you'll get bored with her," Chaz went on shaking his head, still the same old Tommy. "That you'll move on to someone a little experienced or that you won't be able to say no to someone from your past…someone like Molly"

"Jude knows I care about her," Tommy mumbled with a quick shrug.

"Maybe," Chaz shrugged back getting Tommy to look at him again. "But it might do you some good if you remind her every now and then. It can't be easy for her to be with a guy and have to keep it all bottled up."

The next day Chaz walked into G-Major, Tommy had tried three more times to call Jude but she still had her phone off. He could not leave her a real message because then someone might get a hold of it. So he had to leave her a professional message that he was sure she would delete then rant about later. Chaz saw her on one of the couches practicing one of her songs. He smiled as he walked towards, each time he heard her voice he found himself in awe. The entire band felt that way. Her ability as a singer and songwriter amazed them; artist like her did not come along all the time.

Tommy had the day off, and Chaz had agreed to help Tommy. Jude was coming in here for a meeting with Georgia, they had another photo shot they wanted her to do. This time they wanted one with her and Boyz Attack. People went crazy over their duet, kept calling the radio station wanting to know if they could request it. It was one of the reasons Georgia wanted the song on her album. She wanted to get it out as a single as soon as she could. It worked with Skin; that song went to number one in weeks.

"Hey," Chaz greeted sitting next to her.

"Hello," Jude greeted back nervously, though she tried to act cool.

"I didn't bring Molly here yesterday," Chaz swore softly. "She came on her own to see Tommy because I truthfully have never liked her."

"Why would I care about Molly," Jude replied coldly, attempting not to cringe at saying her name.

"I know about you and Tommy," Chaz explained softly, getting Jude to look him in the eyes. He didn't need her to say anything because he saw all the questions in her eyes. "No he didn't tell me I didn't leave any room for him to deny it."

"Right," Jude mumbled looking down at her guitar.

"He's crazy for you," Chaz laughed getting a small smile from her. "I have never seen him this hung up on someone, and I've known him since before he was Lil' Tommy Q."

"I know nothing happened," Jude confessed looking around making sure no one was watching them, then back at Chaz again. "I don't even know why I'm that upset really."

"Because you're in love with a guy and can't tell anyone," Chaz offered smiling, than his voice got very low. "Jude you acted like any normal girlfriend would, actually you acted a little better then some I've had in the past."

"Tommy sent you to talk to me," Jude smirked knowingly, than shook head. She did not blame him, she shut off her phone and when she heard his voice she listened to the message realized it was not real and deleted it.

"He asked me to give you this," Chaz confirmed giving her a smirk of his own, lifting a folded piece of paper. "But before you take it I have something I need to say to you, and I need you to listen."

"Get out now," Jude guessed as Chaz met her eyes again.

"I don't want to see him hurt again," Chaz explained softly, remembering how he was after Angie. "So make sure that you really want Tommy, if not get out now before it's too late. Because when Tommy loves, he loves completely. "

*****

Jude ran her hands though her red hair as she smoothed down her dress as she came up to Tommy's apartment. All his note said was, "Dinner at seven please be there." So here she was about to knock on his door, because she not willing to give him up just because of some model. The look in Chaz's eyes was almost enough to make her not want to come. She began to think about them again, could they really make it, was it just hormones. What would happen when they did finally go public, what if they broke up. She knew right now that would destroy her, would it destroy Tommy as well. Chaz sure thought so, what did he mean by Tommy getting hurt again. She was under the impression that his divorce with Portia was easy. Tommy always said that it had been mutual and she had seen them talking and laughing with one another before. Was there a part of the divorce he didn't tell her about?

Tommy sucked in a deep breath this was not going to be easy night. He had decided not to tell her about Angie just yet, he wasn't ready to open that wound up at this point. But he was willing to do the one thing he never did with anyone make her a promise he could keep, and would fight to keep. Chaz made him realize this could not be easy on her. As bad as it was; having a secret relationship was something he had practice at, but Jude didn't. She didn't like secrets or lies, so he knew this was killing her. Then seeing him with Molly, as Chaz began to talk he began to finally see. It wasn't about Molly at all; it was about what Molly could do. She could be with Tommy in public, and Jude couldn't.

Walking towards the door he opened the door allowing her to slip in, he internally groan at the fact she wore a dress. It was kind of an unwritten rule that she was not allowed to wear dresses or skirts around him. It was just too easy to pull her into a bathroom or storage closet, and with them wanting to keep it quiet it was not a good idea. But tonight he had a goal--he just wanted to be with her. He just wanted to hold her until he couldn't hold her anymore. So if there was no sex he wouldn't complain, well he would internally but not to her. Tonight was all about Jude, tonight though he could not voice it he would show her what she meant to him.

Jude walked in to see the food on the table the candles were lit giving the place a romantic glow. She could tell that he went through a lot of trouble. Tommy didn't cook for just anyone, and she was moved that he would do this for her. Slipping off her jacket he hung it up on the rack as she slipped her shoes off. Tommy had a thing about people wearing their shoes on his floor. She turned to look at him to see he was taking his time, she tried not to smile. He was just as nervous as she was. He smiled as he turned to have her blue eyes met his.

"Jude," Tommy started as they walked more into his apartment, to have her grab his hand to stop him.

"Tommy I know nothing happened," Jude told him sadly but truthfully. "It just hurts that you can go out with her or any other woman in the public but not me…no one knows you have a girlfriend."

"I'm sorry," Tommy admitted with a deep sigh, cupping her face. "The last thing I want to do it hurt you."

"I know," Jude smiled softly hearing the truth in his voice. "It just hurts that I have to lie every day to everyone."

"Jude you need to know that I would rather die then ever cause you one ounce of pain," Tommy swore with everything he had.

Jude didn't know if that was an empty promise or not but right now she wanted to believe in it, so she kissed him soundly on the lips. The moment his lips meet her all her answers come from that one kiss. Tommy poured everything he could into it he wanted her to know he was speaking the truth. He wanted her to know exactly what she meant to him, and how she made him feel. Nipping at his bottom lip Tommy willing opened his mouth to hers.

Tommy groaned as her tasted overwhelmed him, there was never a sweeter taste than Jude Harrison. One of his hands went behind her head while the other went to her hip, moaning softly as he felt the heat of her skin through the thin fabric of her dress. Moving her tongue against his he took what she was so willing to give and right now so was just so willing. Walking backwards Jude pulled his shirt out from his pants, needing to feel his skin against hers.

He smiled as she pushed him back on his couch straddling his hip before taking his lips again. Tommy made a decision they only went as far as Jude took them. He would not do anything to her unless she asked him because he doing the one thing he hated doing---giving her full control. For those who knew Tommy they knew this was something special because Tommy Quincy hated not being charge. He needed to dominate especially in bed. If there was one thing Tommy knew how to do besides making music it was making his partner squeal in ecstasy.

"Are you okay," Jude asked concerned as he pulled away. This was about the time that Tommy began pulling her clothes off.

"You're in full control tonight Harrison," Tommy told her softly moving her hair out of the way. "We only do what you want to."

"We tried this before," Jude reminded him smirking. "The first time you slammed me on the table and decided to substitute me for the pizza."

"This time I'm serious," Tommy exclaimed putting his hands on her hips fighting the urge to bury his hands on the skirt of her dress. "This time no matter how much it kills me I am not going to take control...it's all about you."

"That what you said the second time," Jude laughed taking his hands in hers as he laughed with her. "When we were taking a shower and you promised to let me have my fun. It lasted until I touched you."

"They say the third is a charm," Tommy replied smiling softly, getting another laugh from Jude who rolled her eyes.

"The third time was two weeks ago in the viper," Jude sighed pulling him forward to crush his lips against hers. Tommy groaned as the memories of the viper came back to him.

"I really love that car," Tommy mumbled against her lips, then pulled away. "This time I swear I will not stop you…I am yours to command."

"I can do anything I want," Jude smirked sliding off of him with a wicked glint in her eyes.

Tommy knew the moment those words come out of his mouth he would regret them and he was right—well maybe not. Like she reminded him, this time would be no different. The moment those soft delicate hands of her went for his buckle he pushed them away, than dropped his head in guilt. He thought Jude would be laughing or saying, 'told you so' instead he saw the twinkle in her eyes appear again. She pulled him towards his room pushing his shirt off his shoulders as they did so. He should have known she had a plan; he could almost laugh because it was the only way he would not interfere. And it is the one position he thought he would never be in.

Right now he Tommy Q was tied to his bed railing. She had taken something he was thinking it was one of his old bandanas and tied up his hands, smiling the entire time waiting for him to object. Instead he helped her tied so that he couldn't break free, but also so it would rub against his wrist. Now he had never been tied up but he had tied up a few of his girlfriends who liked it a little kinky. He could almost laugh because he knew people would pay a lot of money to see him tied up like this. Hell they pay her just to hear her tell the story.

He sucked in a deep breath as he watched her slowly strip in front of him. The food on the table long forgotten because the hunger he felt was for the red head in front of him. This was going to be a long night because he had a feeling she was going to push him to the edge on purpose. The dressed slipped off her shoulders falling into a puddle at her feet. He watched her moved her hips slightly as she then took off her bra, revealing the beautiful breast and erect nipples. Tossing the bra aside his mouth went complexly dry as she slowly slipped off her panties revealing her gorgeous naked body to him, but also reminding him he could not touch her. Closing his eyes he realized this is what hell is going to be, he opened them back up to see her coming towards him—very slowly.

Dropping his head back he closed his eyes shut tightly as his felt her naked flesh crawl way to slowly up his body to his thighs. Gripping the railing he hissed as her mouth kiss the tender flesh of his inner thigh. It looked like the student was going to show the teacher what she had picked up. His control was snapping; he realized that if he wasn't tied up she would be under him begging for mercy. Tommy groaned as her wet little tongue came to the very sensitive tip of his growing erection. He let out a groan as her tongue moved down the throbbing organ, coming to nip at his sacks very gently. Causing his hips to move forwards in shock, he was not expecting that.

Taking one into her mouth she smiled as Tommy arched him self into her, yet still biting back his moans. She could hear the small whimpers of moans and groan but nothing compared to what she would make him do. Sucking harshly she moved her hand to his swollen member, Tommy could not handle this. He could not remember the last time anyone had gone down on him. It had to be at least two years, and he did not remember it feeling this good. Hissing as her mouth left his sacks he finally let out the loud sounds she was hoping for. Her plum lips went around the tip of his erection, her tongue rolling over her tip before her mouth began to move up and down.

Gripping the railing until his fingers were white Tommy moved his legs further apart giving her more room to work. He kept his eyes closed because if he saw her he would snap the railing he was sure of it. Moving his hips with her mouth felt it begin, felt the tingle throughout his body, felt his body fighting to release. He shook his head as the last coherent though enter his mind as he cried out her name as it came crashing down on him. When he open his eyes she pressed her lips to his, devouring his mouth hungrily. He didn't know which turn him on more; her on top of him with him being able to feel her heat or the fact he was tasted himself on her tongue.

He groaned as he felt her fingers on his shaft again, this time it wasn't for pleasure. Well in a way it sort of was, she was slipping on his condom slowly bring his hunger and need for her to a new level. He realized she was not going to untie him, instead she moved to his neck to the spot she knew drove him crazy. His mind was swimming with need, a need that if she did untie him would probably hurt her. He hissed as she slipped her self on him, enveloping him in her hot wetness. Slowly taking him in further and further, moving her mouth back to his she kissed him roughly but made no move to speed up. Her movements were slow---really slow which made him believe that she was trying to drive him insane.

He could not look at her if he looked at her he would lose it. Releasing his lips she sat up, pulling herself out of him then slamming into him. Smiling as a cry of her name left his lips, she did this a few more times. Then finally she snapped and gave into the need, she let her body take over the movements. Smiling as his cries grew louder as her movements became more quick and frantic. Moving herself up and down him he met her thrust for thrust, Jude smiled as she felt Tommy body began to shiver and shake as his body began to reach climax. She increased her speed feeling her own starting. Tommy yelled out louder than she thought she would ever hear him. But as he felt her muscles tighten around him, massaging his very sensitive erection it pushed him so far over that he didn't know if he would recover anytime soon.

Falling on top of him he smiled as he kissed the top of her head. She made no movements to move nor did he want her to move right now, right now he just wanted to hold her. That was all he wanted to do tonight, he didn't need to have sex with her. Being with Jude made him realize for the first time in his life that there truly was a difference between having sex and making love, and right now he cherished what they had. Jude lifted her head up smiling as she saw Tommy trying to himself back together, without opening his eyes. She moved her hands forward untying him, than she rolled over kissing his shoulder.

He tossed the used condom away in the trash by the side of his bed. Smiling as Jude rested her head on his chest, taking his hands into hers. He wanted to speak but found right now he could only processors words like, wow and oh my god. He looked down he saw her smiling as her body started to cool down and relax. Bringing her hands to his lips he kissed them, smiling when Jude kissed his chest in return.

"You are amazing," Tommy whispered finally able to speak.

"I am hungry," Jude corrected as her stomach made a noise to confirm that. "I told my mom Kat and I were going out for dinner, so I didn't eat."

"Wait here I'll get you some food," Tommy laughed slipping out of his bed. He looked down at Jude lying in his bed, and he knew this was right, it just felt right.

"What happened to the no eating in bed policy," Jude smirked sitting up as Tommy gave a small laugh. After what she just did, he would do anything she asked of him.

"After tonight I think I can allow it this once," Tommy winked at her, because he was starving too and he did not want to leave that bed. Besides if they went out there to eat he would just shove the food on the floor and take her on his dining room table—again.

"So does this mean you'll give me control more often," Jude asked playfully, not missing the fact that Tommy's attention was on her body.

"Oh yea," Tommy nodded getting a giggle out of her as he walked away quickly. He just needed to get the food, so they could eat, and he could repay her for her kindness.

*****

Chaz walked into G-Major to see them talking on the couch. The people here got used to their flirting, used to seeing the looks of longing and desire. Chaz knew that Georgia would not mind until it became a problem with Jude's music. Right now Jude was giving them her heart and soul in music, so Georgia would not question anything. Today they finished up their single; Georgia wanted it to be aired on the radio next month. He could see why, people all over wanted to hear their duet. Their TV appearance was number one on top downloads for the second week in a row.

Looking over he saw Bruno watching them too, it didn't take a genius to see it. Chaz just looked away, Tommy Q like to push the limits. He had a secret affair with Portia Mills for months. Chaz and Bruno were the only who knew, making excuses as to why he was late or telling Darius he saw Portia in places away from Tommy. Then with Angie he did the same, always lying to Portia about the truth. Bruno knew the end was coming back then, knew that Boyz Attack was long gone. Chaz knew too he was too blind back then, too busy picking Tommy up off the ground.

Shaking his head he remembered the night that Tommy told Portia about his affair. Remembered a few weeks later when they found out that Angie had been killed because she was driving drunk. Chaz had to literally pick Tommy up from the ground, he was the only one Tommy had at that moment. Then it all went worse from there for Tommy. Chaz turned against Tommy, his album failed along with his marriage, and he was left to pick himself up again. Tommy proved that what didn't kill you did make you stronger. Chaz only hoped that the love he saw between them now never went away, because he knew Tommy couldn't handle losing her. This time there would be no recovery, though she may not know it Jude Harrison singe handily had the power to destroy Tommy.

"Hey T," Chaz smiled coming up to them, watching them separate as they pretended to talk about music. Were people in this place really that dumb, or did they just like to play it. "You two ready to go in."

"I am," Jude smirked standing up smoothing out her shirt. Tommy smiled as his eyes went to check out how she looked from behind in her jeans. Chaz tried not to laugh he didn't want to bring attention on them.

"Tommy studio 2 is open," Kwest yelled from afar, not wanting to be anywhere near Chaz.

"Do you and Kwest no get along," Jude asked noticing Kwest dislike for Chaz right away.

"It's complicated," Chaz sighed with a grumbled as his eye met Kwest. Kwest walked away, even though Tommy could forgive him he refused to.

"Let's get this finished," Tommy said walking past them not wanting to get into a discussion about the past, especially the topic on why Kwest and Chaz didn't like each other anymore.

"Let's," Chaz laughed motioning for the rest of the guys to follow. He saw Kwest sitting down, and he looked up his eyes begging him to say something but he didn't. Instead he followed Jude into the recording booth—Chaz realized this was going to be a long day.

TBC

A/N: More will be explored about why Kwest don't like Chaz in a later chapter, I swear.