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Chapter 2 – I want you

Santana was lay on her bed on her back looking up at her phone, she had pulled up Shelby Corcoran's number and stared at it. She had her number because of being in Troubletones and she was so glad that she had joined that club right now, she needed to text Shelby it probably wasn't the wisest thing to do but Santana was aching for her. This was a distant feeling for Santana she had always been the girl to string others along, to have them follow her or ache after her and she loved it but now it was the other way around and she had to admit it wasn't becoming a favourite feeling of hers. She decided to text Shelby,

Hi Shelby it's Santana I just wanted to know did I do something wrong? S x

"Just play it cool to start with." Santana said to herself she didn't want to push Shelby further away.

Shelby was sitting in her apartment holding her adoptive child Beth in her arms, Beth had fallen asleep and Shelby smiled looking down at her sleeping child it had calmed her a bit since what had happened between her and Santana. It was practically Shelby's fault she did after all come on to Santana after seeing her check her out it was like she was a horny teenager all over again that was what Santana made her feel like and it was a dangerous feeling. Shelby was a professional after all some would call her perfect although she disagreed with that she was nothing but simply herself but how could she be professional when she had feelings for her student, granted she was only a sub but still it would be a teacher-student relationship. Shelby had stood up and gently put Beth down in bed and she went to make herself a coffee when her phone buzzed showing a text message had come through, her eyes went wide when she saw who it was off.

Santana.

Shelby had opened the message and read it,

Hi Shelby it's Santana I just wanted to know did I do something wrong? S x

Shelby sighed as she read the message a second time now she had Santana thinking she had done something wrong when in fact it was Shelby's fault for starting what she couldn't finish. She had to reply to Santana she could not have her thinking she had done something wrong,

Hi Santana, You have done absolutely nothing wrong I really want you to understand that, what happened today really shouldn't have happened and it's my fault I started it. There are a number of reasons why this can't happen, I'm sorry. Shelby.

It was hurting Shelby writing this text to Santana it was basically telling her to find someone else to lust over but there was no other way they couldn't pursue this relationship even if Shelby did have feelings for Santana, Shelby hovered over the send button for what seemed like hours and she finally sent it with a few tears welling up in her eyes.

Back at Santana's she was waiting patiently for a text back and she got it she instantly opened it up and read it, Shelby was rejecting her again.

"Nuh uh, no one makes me feel like this and gets away with it." Santana muttered to herself so she replied to Shelby,

I'm not going away that easy, I need to speak to you well we need to speak about this face to face fancy meeting up now? I can come by your house or something. S x

Shelby had received Santana's text and she was in two minds, ignore the text and go to bed or invite Santana over…in the end her heart won out she had texted Santana her address and was now waiting for Santana to arrive, it probably wasn't the smartest move Shelby had ever come up with but she did agree with Santana they did need to talk about what was going on between them but she made a promise to herself no funny business. Shelby was getting more and more nervous waiting for Santana, she shouldn't be nervous but having feelings for a girl half your age was a terrifying but exciting feeling, Shelby was interrupted from her thoughts by a knock at door and her nerves went sky high as she opened the door.

"Miss Corcoran." Santana address Shelby with one of her most sweetest genuine smiles and it made Shelby weak at the knees without saying anything she welcomed Santana inside,

"This is going to be harder than I thought." Shelby thought to herself,

"Do you want a drink or anything?" Shelby asked Santana who already sat herself down on the couch after eyeing up Shelby's apartment, Santana shook her head and motioned for Shelby to come and sit down next to her, instead Shelby chose the single chair opposite and this made Santana smirk slightly she had a feeling it would probably be hard for Shelby to sit next to her. It was an awkward silence for about ten minutes neither knowing what to say or how to approach what they needed to say. Santana finally broke the silence,

"Look Miss C –"

"Please call me Shelby."

"Right Shelby, I needed to come over here tonight to see you after what happened today I can't lie and say that I'm not confused I am, you came onto me and now your practically rejecting me which by the way nobody does that."

Shelby smirked at Santana's cockiness something she loved about the Latina and Santana continued,

"I'm done with lying or trying to cover up my feelings, yes I was checking you out earlier and why not, you are the hottest, most attractive woman I've ever seen. These feelings for me are new, I guess I've had them for a while but I've only just realised what they were. I want you Shelby no I need you, you have no idea how you make me feel inside like no one else has ever made me feel this way before. "

Shelby was listening to every word Santana was saying and it did bring tears to her eyes listening to how she felt, she knew Santana wasn't like this normally and she also knew how genuine she was being, it struck at her and there was a pause and Santana was waiting for Shelby to speak.

"I..god this is so hard for me Santana, I shouldn't be feeling this it's wrong your my student and I'm old enough to be your Mother! In fact you're in the same year as my daughter."

"Shelby age is just a number and you're my sub teacher so really it doesn't even count besides that you are beyond beautiful, I don't know how to put in words how I feel about you."

Shelby was surprised to say the least, Santana Lopez speechless was a new one, Shelby needed to say a few things out loud if this was the night they were going to admit everything Shelby was going to make sure she wasn't going to hide anymore.

"Okay Santana you want to hear the truth I'll tell you, I've had feelings for you since a week or so after I first saw you, I knew how gorgeous you were, the way you walked. Then you joined The Trouble tones can you imagine how hard that was for me to keep myself under control with you around. I've been in denial about my feelings for you but when I saw you checking me out I just had to know if you felt the same so that's why I said what I said, I know you say age is just a number but I can see you getting bored of me and finding someone younger and prettier. I can't put myself through that pain Santana; I couldn't bear the thought of losing you."

Santana was in shock hearing Shelby say something like that; like Santana would get bored of Shelby and find someone else it was wrong in so many ways. Santana stood up and walked over Shelby and knelt down beside her she could see Shelby was trying to fight with her emotions so she lifted Shelby's chin up and stared directly into her eyes.

"You have to listen to me Shelby, I would never get bored of you or find someone else and yes I can tell you that, you are the most interesting person I know, you probably don't know this but you have me exactly where you want me, if you want me? Because I sure as hell know I want you Shelby Corcoran but as I've said do you want me?" Santana finished her speech and was waiting for Shelby's next move, a move she didn't expect.

Shelby divulged everything Santana had said and her heart was beating fast at having Santana this close to her and the only thing to keep replaying in her mind was Santana asking her if she wanted her, of course Shelby wanted Santana she didn't need to ask, Shelby hadn't felt like this in what seemed like forever and she deserved happiness right? To be with the one person she had been dreaming about being with and knew she had a life with. Shelby gave in and leaved forward towards the Latina's mouth what she did next was pure ecstasy for both woman. Shelby kissed Santana it was ever so slight but was felt by both parts, it felt like electricity was coursing through both woman the kiss was beyond amazing, when Shelby broke the kiss she had to control her breathing and Santana opened her eyes slowly.

"Wow!" Santana said and Shelby just hummed in agreement,

"If that's how I feel after I kiss you I can't wait to have you." Santana added and this made Shelby smirk.

"All in good time Santana I don't want to rush right into this." Shelby replied,

"Soo I guess that means that you want me?" Santana questioned and Shelby chuckled.

"Of course I want you."

And with that Shelby went in for another kiss and Santana added her tongue which caused Shelby to elicit a small moan and twinge was felt between Santana's thighs. Santana broke the kiss she had to in case she couldn't stop her next actions, Shelby looked into Santana's lustful eyes and understood why she had stopped, it felt great for Shelby to have someone who wanted her who thought she was beautiful and the same went for Santana. It was getting pretty late and it was school tomorrow so Santana had to say goodbye to Shelby, she hated having to say goodbye but at least she would leave with a smile on her face knowing she was now officially with Shelby granted she couldn't tell anyone but no one needed to know as long as they were both happy that was all that mattered. Santana had promised Shelby that she would text her as soon as she got home so that Shelby knew she was safe and with that they shared another kiss and a hug then Santana left.

Shelby shut the door and leant against it with a huge grin on her face that had gone better than expected and to think she was going to end it before it had even begun. She started waltzing around her living room practically dancing because she was happy, Shelby stopped and laughed at her behaviour then she locked up, checked on Beth and took herself to bed waiting for a text of Santana. About 15 minutes later there was a buzzing from her phone and of course it was Santana. Shelby opened up the text and read it, she was glad she was home safe but the next line had made her eyes wide.

So there's chapter 2 really hope you like it, leave a review! Will let me know whether it's doing good and if I should continue with the fic, all mistakes are mine I don't have a beta but if anyone wants to be mine PM me. Also what do you think of Shelby being the insecure one, I wanted to put that in there I mean I know Shelby is beautiful but I assume sometimes being an older woman and having a younger woman wanted to be with you can make you have insecure feelings? Maybe well thank you all for reading!