A day after what happened back in the throne room with Prince Blueballs, sorry I mean Blueblood, Celestia never left my side but I didn't complain. If anything I was more than happy that she was nuzzling me in the chariot that was currently on its way to somewhere called Ponyville. She and Discord thought it would be a good idea if I spend some time around some friendly ponies instead of the stuck up asses back in the royal city.

But in all honesty, I was nervous as hell because I kept thinking that the town would think I was a monster and attack me. That wasn't the worse part; I was more concerned over the possibility that I might lose it and use my new destructive powers on one of them. When Celestia and Luna told me what happened, I was terrified of myself, and yeah I fuck people up if they push me too far but I almost killed the bastard by almost beating him to death with my own hands. Something changed in me, I was stronger than before and I had newly formed fangs that were as sharp as razors, the same ones I used to hurt the mare that was giving me the motherly affection that I never had once in my life.

She said not to worry about hurting her but I couldn't shake the guilt. Not to mention the thought of her sending me away out of spite send fear through my body. I ended up wrapping my arms around my legs, which made Celestia stop nuzzling me and look on in worry.

"What's wrong sweetie?" she asked.

Though the bruises where gone as well as the bite marks, the images of the damage that I had done to her is still fresh in my mind. My hand went for her hoof and I touched the spot where I bit her and she only grew sad, taking my hand in her magic and kissing it lightly.

"It's alright Jacqueline; I'm okay and I would never hold what happened against you. If anything my nephew deserved what happened to him for disrespecting a beautiful young lady such as you," she said.

I blushed hearing that, I'm not sure why but I did and it felt…kind of nice. It felt like I was hearing it from my mom instead of a perverted ass drunk. Still, her kindness was making me glad that I appeared in this world by chance and got the opportunity to meet her despite our rough first meeting.

"And don't worry about the others in Ponyville, they are very kind and are nothing like those narrow minded nobles in Canterlot. You'll have a wonderful time, I just know it."

Soon the chariot started to descend to the ground where a crowd of ponies of multiple colors had gathered to no doubt see their ruler. But when I stepped out all eyes were on me and I didn't know what to do. If I said anything they'd probably kill me on the spot, like the fact that I was the daughter of the god of chaos who used to be the former king of this nation.

Soon the mane six came from the crowd and they were the first to welcome me, especially Pinkie Pie who still wanted to know if I could do all the fun stuff that my dad could with his magic.

"So far all I know is chaos, but I'll let you know as soon I can Pinks," I said patting her head.

The other ponies were still staring at me and I was starting to get nervous and very uncomfortable, but thankfully Celestia was there to help me.

"Attention my little ponies, for I have an announcement. The one you see before you is named Jacqueline and she is the daughter of Discord."

The minute they heard that they started to freak out and looked at her with a silent question of why? But the look on her face showed that she was annoyed at her subjects for acting so quickly and judgmental that she fired her magic into the air like a signal flare, making them stop what they were doing.

"That is enough of that, for she is harmless. I expect you treat her with the same respect that you would me and my sister. For you see, she is the princess of the Draconequus and she was born into this world 3000 years ago but certain events took place and she was forced to leave. But she is back home and I want you all to make her feel welcomed," she said and the ponies looked at me with regret and…pity?

Soon they came closer and started to apologize for freaking out a second ago and not one of them was forcing themselves to say it. For the first time in a while, I felt like I belonged somewhere and fit in with others that weren't quick to try and get rid of me or hurt me.

'Would it be a bad choice if I did go back to the human world and leave all this behind?'

I had to worry about all that later because someone slipped a blindfold on me and I could feel who I guessed was Celestia pushing me from behind to some location.

"Where are we going?" I asked, trying to pull the blindfold only to have it put back down again.

"It's a surprise, trust me you'll love it sweetie," she somewhat mischievously.

Whatever was happening, I was a bit nervous and didn't know what to expect. Usually back on earth when someone says 'it's a surprise' it usually leads to them getting killed or double crossed. My guard was up and my instinct was telling me to be ready for anything. When I didn't feel the mare pushing me I stood still with my fist balled up and muscles tensed.

The blindfold was pulled off and I jumped when I saw a crowd of ponies yelling 'Surprise' and landed on my butt. Confused was what I was, looking around that was in some sort of library and it was decorated for a party with balloons, streamers, food and drinks as well as some of the town folk.

"Sorry for the scare darling," Discord said as he helped me up.

"What is all this?" I asked.

"Well, I just thought we'd throw you a welcome home party. Pinkie Pie helped me put everything together for you and Celestia was in charge of bringing you here. Do you like it?"

"Y-Yeah, it's cool and everything but I thought you were the god of chaos. Isn't this, you know, the opposite of chaos?"

Discord only chuckled after hearing that, like it was an inside joke that he thought I was in on but soon learned that I wasn't when he saw that I wasn't laughing and only getting more confused.

"Our kind may be beings of chaos but that doesn't mean it's the destructive kind. In fact, we also use the fun kind, for instants." He snapped his talon and there was a flash.

What I saw was…I don't even know what it was I was feeling at the moment but it was something. The little bunny that Fluttershy has, Angel, was turned into a tall walking rabbit with grey and white fur and was chewing a carrot.

"Eh, what's up doc?" it said.

"Bugs Bunny?" I said in fit of laughter and soon everyone joined in, even Fluttershy.

I'm not sure how my dad knew about my favorite Looney Tunes character, but it sure as hell made my day and cheered me up. He changed Angel back to normal with a snap and smiled at me.

"You see, chaos can be used in two different forms, one full of fun while the other destroys. So far you only have awakened your left eye, which gives you control over my destructive chaos but soon you will awaken your mother's power which is the opposite. But for now let's focus on having a good time."

The party was nice; I got to know the ponies of Ponyville along with the mane six and their crazy adventures. One of which was about them resealing my dad back in stone and having to reform him to help better Equestria, though it was strange to know that my dad was sealed away in a stone prison instead of being killed like my mother was, did Celestia and Luna plan it from the start to use my dad to help better their nation or was it something else. Like, did they pity him for having killed so many others of the Draconequus and decided to show mercy to him?

Whatever the reason was, I'm glad they chose what they did because then I wouldn't have gotten to meet him at all. While playing some party games with the six, Discord pulled me aside for a moment and I saw something in his lion paw.

"I have something I want you have darling, a little something I thought you would love. It belonged to your mother and I know she'd want you to have it."

Placing it in my hand, I looked and saw gold locket with and amethyst in the center. When I opened it I saw and old faded picture of a female Draconequus holding a small infant in her arms. It wasn't a baby Draconequus, but a human baby. A tingling sensation started to go in the back of my brain and I started to see things that I never did before.

Flashback 3000 years ago:

The sound of crying filled the room that was a multitude of colors and made of hard candy, filling the space with sweet scents that would put anyone in a good mood.

There on a massive bed that was made of clouds, was Eris, wife of Discord and Queen of Equestria. At the moment she resting peacefully with a bundle held closely to her chest, the look of content was visible on the Queen's face while she slept.

Thought it soon faded to that of worry when the baby began to cry out, waking Eris from her sleep and quickly cradle her baby and whisper sweetly into its ear.

"Hush now my darling, everything is alright. Mommy is here and she will protect you Jacqueline," Eris crooned.

The baby opened its eyes, revealing them to be two different colors, the right eye showing that she was of her blood and wielded her magic.

Jacqueline soon looked her sights on the gold locket that hung around her mother's neck and grabbed it, laughter soon escaping her and it brought joy to the Queen and she wanted to keep her daughter laughing. With a wave of her talon, a violet aura smoked from it and soon formed things that would seem out of a child's imagination.

Butterflies made of chocolate fluttered around the room, bubbles that when popped made raspberry like noises, multiple flowers started to sprout from the floor and dance around. Odd as it may appear to others, it brought pure joy to Jacqueline.

"Someday, I will teach you this magic so that you may bring happiness to your children and feel the same warmth as I do when I see you smile Jacqueline. I love you, always remember that."

End Flashback:

I didn't realize at the time, but I started to feel tears drip down my face and I held the locket close to my heart. Loneliness was what I felt, and it hurt so much worse than I knew. At the time when I was told that Celestia and Luna killed my mother in war that happened 3000 years ago, I thought it didn't bother me because I never got the chance to really know my mother.

But that's what hurt the most, not getting to know her, not getting to have memories of the goddess that loved me so much and would do anything to make me smile as a baby. Pain that I didn't even know was there started to swell in my chest and the tears just kept coming as I fell to my knees.

"Mom, I miss you so much. I wish you still here to help me with this," I cried.

Pain was quickly replaced with anger and my crimson aura started to flare violently, scorching the floor as it started to intensive. My left eye started to hurt like before but didn't care, my mind telling me to seek revenge, to spill the blood of those who took my mother from me and killed some many of my kind.

"Jacqueline?" I turned to look at the two princesses with rage that continued to grow and my power glowed brighter.

"For my mother," I said, raising my hand and firing a powerful bolt of magic at them.

I thought for sure that I hit them but they teleported out of the way and just ended up blasting half of Twilight's home and making everyone scatter in fear. Soon the six summoned five necklaces and a tiara that soon started to glow, but Celestia quickly grabbed the tiara from Twilight's head and the glowing stopped. Seeing my chance, I fired once more, only this time Discord shielded them with his magic.

"Jacqueline, stop this. Everything is going to be fine, just stop and we'll forget this ever happened," he said gently, trying approach me slowly but I stopped him by snapping my fingers and sealing his feet in stone.

"I'm going to finish what you couldn't father," I said as I passed him and went outside where the princesses were standing.

"Jacqueline, sweetie what's wrong, please tell me what's wrong so I can make it better," Celestia said, her warm words doing little to extinguish my rage.

"You want to know what's wrong; I'm standing in front of the ones who killed my mom. I never got the chance to know her and it's your fault, all of it is. It's because of you two that Discord had to send me away and I had to endure nothing but hell and loneliness for 16 years. Everything that has happened to me, every ounce of pain that was done to me and every scar that was put on my body were because of you and I'll never forgive you!" I shouted and them.

The two ruler's ears dropped when I said what I did and guilt was visible on their faces. It was my chance to attack and started to charge my power but soon things started to go wrong from there. My power started to grow out of control and I started to regain my senses after my anger was completely gone. A jolt of pain shot through my body and it started to worse as the aura started to thicken, I had lost control of this chaotic magic and now I was going to die because of it.

Before I was consumed completely, a tingling feeling started to go off in my right eye and the red mist started to get mixed with a bright violet. Despite my current situation, I was starting to feel a bit happy and soon my chaos magic was completely gone but soon the violet aura started to fade as well as my happiness. Everything was calm for a moment and I stood up and looked at the damage that I had done to Twilight's home and the area near it. I had done this, with the magic that I lost control of and let myself go crazy with rage and the intent of revenge that needed to satisfied.

My hands were shaking when I looked down at them; these weren't the hands of a human but those of a monster. A monster that could hurt others if they were angered and was not doubt hated for what just happened. Looking back at the princesses was hard to do when I saw the fear in their eyes. They had every right to be scared of me, for fuck's sake I was scared of me and I started to run. I didn't care which direction it was I just took off and didn't look back or listen to calls for me to come back or stop. I reached the edge of Ponyville and ran straight into a thick forest that made the six stop dead in their tracks but the Sun Princess didn't stop, she looked determined to get me to stop but she was having a hard time chasing me and quickly took to the sky and soon had the advantage.

But I started to take random turns to shake her off my path and disorient her. I was successful when I saw her keep flying when I ducked inside cave that I was fortunate to find. Taking a moment to catch my breath I was hit with fatigue and aching muscles. I stayed in the cave for a while to make sure that I had lost Celestia and that no one else was following me, I didn't want to go back to any of them. After what just happened I probably just made myself an enemy to Equestria for almost killing the princess.

'Why did I do that, especially to her, what's happening to me? I don't want this, none of it, maybe I should've just gone back to the human and forget all of this.'

My hands were still shaking and I did my best to try and get it to stop while trying to not think about how I got myself in this mess. I've been in worse situations before but this was an all-time low, I was sitting in a cave in the middle of the woods, I had no supplies and no idea what was out here in this creepy ass forest. How could get any worse?

The sound of thunder boomed and it immediately started pour and I got soaked, but mostly I was pissed the fuck off now.

"I HAD TO FUCKING SAY SOMETHING!"

Three days had passed since I ran and made the cave my home, but I wasn't doing so well. I was losing weight since all I could find to eat that was safe enough were some berries and some water from a small stream that I found but it wasn't enough. I couldn't hunt because I didn't know how to make traps or craft any tools to kill an animal to eat. Magic was out of the question because one; I couldn't risk anyone finding me if the sensed it, two; I don't know how to control it and it might kill me. I did have my butterfly knife still but that wouldn't be much help if it broke and I would without a proper weapon so I didn't risk it.

While sitting at the mouth of the cave, I poked at the little fire that I had made to try and stave off the cold that was making me sick while chewing on what little I had to eat at the moment and gripped the locket that was around my neck. If didn't die of starvation then I would of sickness, but then again that didn't seem so bad. My life didn't amount to anything back on earth and it probably wouldn't amount to anything here either. It'll be like I never even existed, so who'd really care if I died right now anyway?

But still, I would die knowing that the others were safe from me and that I didn't kill anyone back in Ponyville. Odd enough that actually made me feel a bit at peace.

'Celestia, Luna, Discord; I'm sorry, for everything that I did and said back there. I hope you can forgive me.'

A deep growling caught my attention fast and I stood, not noticing the fact that I was being watched by something at a distance. Green eyes appeared through the thick brush and a horrid odor filled my nostrils that I wanted to throw up whatever was in my stomach. It started to closer and I was able to get a good look at them. For a minute I thought they were wolves but that didn't seem right when I noticed that their bodies were made of twigs, branches and leaves with teeth and claws of stone.

They looked like wolves, and if they acted anything like them there was bound to be a pack lurking behind it. By the way it was standing I looked as if was about to pounce and make me its next meal. I started to back away as slow as humanly possible and not give this thing a reason to attack.

"Hey there doggy, where did you come from," I said, putting on a fake smile and speaking gently.

Thought it didn't really work when it started to creep closer along with a few others that had the same hungry look in their eyes, but something told me that there were more waiting from behind.

"You guys don't want to eat me, I'm sick and I barely have any meat on my bones. Trust me it's a wasted effort to even try."

Things were going south faster than I'd hoped and seeing how my options were very limited, I did what there was left. Turn in the other direction and run like hell on wheels. That only encouraged them to chase me and try to kill me even more but there really wasn't much of a choice for me.

They started to catch up at an alarming rate until one was close at my heels until I grabbed a low hanging branch and let it swing back and slap it in the face, making it fall apart. These things my look frightening but in actuality they were push overs. It was a mistake to think that so soon when one flanked me for the left and latched itself on my left forearm, sinking its stone teeth right through my jacket and into the sink.

It didn't just hurt like holy hell, but it burned, like there something being pumped into my bloodstream and numbing my arm. I tried to shake it off but it was determined to hold on, my fear was starting to be replaced with anger and my left eye was starting to act up.

'No, I can't lose control now. But if I don't do something now I'm as good as dead. Oh, fuck it.'

I gave control over to my anger and instinct to destroy anything within my vicinity, and this wooden wolf that was trying to rip my arm off just so happened to be in it. I imagined fire and my power gave me just that, my aura flared violently until it actually formed into fire, instantly turning the wolf to ashes but also burning me a bit as well. The damage that was done was bad, the veins in my arm started to turn black and the skin was black in some places. After wrapping with my bandana I started to run again because I could hear the others closing in on me.

I didn't get very far though since I was starting to lose feeling in my legs and my sight started to get slightly blurry. Whatever poison was in me was working fast and no doubt in few minutes I would be dead, if the wolves didn't get me first. After collapsing to my knees and breathing hard, but it was a mistake to stop right there when another caught up and bit my right leg and the pain was worse than the one in my arm. I cried out from the pain and it kicked it in the face when whatever strength I had and shattered it.

My situation was getting worse but I had to keep moving. When I stood I had to fight the tears that wanted to escape and the shooting pain of the poison that was rapidly doing damage and slowing me down. Running, or should I say limping, blind through the forest was pretty frightening, but then again so was being hunted. My body was screaming for me to stop and rest but that was something I wasn't about to risk. Something caught my foot and I ended up tripping and hit my head against a tree root. Blind and in a daze I managed to roll onto my back, the sound of growls filling the air and I knew there was no point to try and run again.

This was going to be how I die, in a forest, eaten by a pack of weird wooden wolves that have never heard of a breath mint. With what little sight I had left, I used it to look up at the sun the hovered in the sky and just smiled at it, knowing that it would probably be the last time I get to see it. When I started to close my eyes I heard something that scared the shit out of me. All there was to process was an intense heat, a loud and unknown sound, and a type of primal neigh of a horse that seemed to be out of place in the forest. But was the farthest from my mind when I started to feel the ground shake and the sound of being demolished was apparent.

Whatever it was, whether it was divine intervention or a bigger animal that saw me and wants to eat me more than these wolves, it mattered very little when my sight completely failed and I passed out, not sure if from blood loss or the poison. For a moment I really thought I was dead, that this empty darkness was all that awaits us when we all die, but the distinct sound of a rather annoying beeping made me second guess that notion.

Soon the dark started to recede and was replaced with light and blurred images. It didn't last long, everything cleared up and I was aware of the sleeping princess that was lying on top of me in her room with hospital equipment next to the bed, an IV in my arm along with a heart rate monitor.

Celestia looked completely exhausted; her fur matted around her eyes and had some dark circles too, her beautiful mane was had a bit of bed head and her tiara crooked. Her wings covered me to keep me warm but they were around me pretty tight, like they had no intention of ever letting me go. I tried to move but couldn't since Celestia was practically holding me in place and said princess was starting to wake up. Her eyes were a bit bloodshot, probably from crying or lack of sleep, either way she looked awful. When she looked at me I was at a loss for words, mainly because I wasn't sure if she was pissed off at me or have a breakdown and cry all over the place.

"Do you have any idea how much I've worried about you young lady?!" she shouted in my face.

She was pissed.

"Do you how scared I was when I saw you in the condition that I did, very sick, badly hurt and at the brink of death? You can't even begin to understand how upset I am at you for making me so worried," she continued, fresh tears spilling over and her voice cracking a little.

Her wings started to tighten around me to the point where it started to hurt as she kept chewing me out at how pissed she was for making her scared that I was seemingly dead.

"Don't you ever do something like that again, do you understand Jacqueline?"

The pain soon started to become too much to bear and I cried out just to get to stop before she crushed my ribcage.

"Celestia stop, you're hurting me," I yelped and I wasn't faking either, this mare was freakishly strong and if she continued I'd be dead.

The Sun princess soon snapped out it and released me, finally realizing that she was causing me more pain then I was in already. She acted quick, covering my face with motherly kisses and lighting her horn and making her golden aura wash away my pain better than the pain killers that were being put in me. It felt nice and comforting and almost put me to sleep, until it stopped abruptly and I looked at her confused.

"Why did you run away Jacqueline?" she asked and her face was one of hurt.

I couldn't look at her when she asked that. My reason for running was because I didn't want to hurt her again, or anyone else for that matter. No doubt I wouldn't be welcomed back in Ponyville after what happened, plus Twilight was more than likely pissed off that wrecked her place. The tips of her wings gently moved my face back to look at her and her eyes pleaded with me to give an answer.

"I-I-I didn't want you to hurt you or for you to think of me as a monster," I said.

She gasped, not at me hurting her but the fact I that thought she would see me as such, a monster. More tears came and shook her head in both disappointment and sadness, then moved in to nuzzle my face.

"I could never see you as a monster, so why would you think of yourself that way?" she asked.

"Oh come on, you saw what happened at the party. I lost it, so much repressed emotions that I didn't even know where there came out, and when you told me that you and your sister killed my mom I thought I was okay with it but apparently I let myself believe my own lie and you almost got killed because of me," I said, shedding tears of my own.

I really did care for Celestia, she barely knew me but she was there for me when things went bad for me in my short time here in Equestria. To hurt her is basically me throwing her kindness right back in her face like it was nothing special.

"You should just send me back to my world so I won't end up doing something to you that I'll regret for the rest of my life. My father did something right in sending me away, it was obvious that I don't belong in Equestria with you and the others," I cried.

To me that was the truth, there weren't any problems here before I came along and ruined everything. Maybe I was a burden and that was the reason why all my foster families treated me like shit all my life, and why I was so out of place with the world.

"NO! I will not send you back to that hellhole that is called a world. Your father made a great mistake in sending you away because it brought nothing but suffering, I refuse to let that happen to you again."

That caught me off guard, even when she pulled me in her chest. It sounded as if she was determined to keep me in Equestria despite what I said in sending me back. It was confusing me to no end.

"And what said was the truth back at the party," she added.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"That the pain that was done to you was our fault, if we hadn't started the war against the Draconequus then you would have had a chance to grow up happy with your mother and father. But I want to fix that." The way she said that kind of threw me off but when she looked me in eye and asked the next question I could tell she was being serious.

"Jacqueline, would you let me adopt you as my daughter so that you can have a family?" she asked.

No words were able to come from me for a seemingly long moment. This being, this Alicorn princess who controlled the sun was asking me permission to be my mother. But why was the question, I was already 18 which made me a legal adult so it was pointless, plus I already had parent. Celestia chuckled, as if she had just read my thoughts.

"Discord gave you up so that legally does not make you his daughter anymore, plus there isn't an age restriction on term of adoption," she said, smiling slightly.

"B-But we're not even the same species. You're a pony and I'm a human Draconequus, won't your subjects look down on you for adopting me?" I asked.

"What the buck do I care what my subject think of me for my own choices, it's none of their business what I do in my personal life anyway."

Wow, to hear a princess talk the way she did was something; no doubt Twilight would faint from the use of a pony version of profanity that her teacher just used.

"And besides, you deserve to have a family, one that won't treat you like nothing or ever dare lay a hoof on you," she said, being nothing but kind and sincere.

"I feel like you're not being completely honest right now," I said, seeing that she was hiding something. I could read people pretty good; it's one of my many talents besides art and skateboarding.

"Well, I've always wondered what it'd be like to be a mother. Though there was the problem of finding a suitable mate that wasn't after me for power or an increase in their social status. So adopting is my next option, but it also takes time to earn the trust of the young one that you wish to take care of. Do you trust me Jacqueline?"

Good question, did I trust her? I usually don't trust others that I just met but that was mostly because of how I grew up. But this mare wasn't like others; she put a roof over my head and fed me, and was the one who saved me before I died back in the forest and gave me affection unconditionally. I felt safe when I was with her and every time she nuzzled me it was filled with nothing but love that was never given to me from the moment I was put in the human world. I put my arms around her neck and held her tightly.

"Of course I trust you Celestia, and I would want you to adopt me if you can forgive me for being stupid and running away and if it's not too much, do you think you can teach me how to control my magic since it gets out of hand whenever I get pissed," I said, getting her to chuckle a little.

"Thank you Jacqueline, I promise you won't regret this and I would be honored to teach you to control your magic."

I was happy beyond belief, I had a mom that actually loved me and I could tell that things were going to be better. Exhaustion hit me unexpectedly and started to fall asleep with Celestia holding me.

"Rest sweetie, you need it since you're still in bad condition after what happened," she whispered and gently lied me back down.

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