Chapter III – Harry, Do You Remember What Happened?
Ginny led Harry down the steps and stopped at her bedroom door. I left my question list here I have to go in and get it. In fact why don't we just do the questions here in case one of my parents gets up for a drink or a midnight snack and find us in the sitting room? They would be sure to ask questions. Harry saw her point so he went in with her and sat on one of the beds.
"Lay back," Ginny said "and close your eyes. Don't think of answers to my questions just let you mind relax and say whatever comes to you. Are you ready?"
"Yes,' Harry said "go ahead."
Ginny pointed he wand at him and said, "Sonama" and Harry drifted into a light sleep. Then she asked, "Do you remember the first day you arrived at Grimmauld Place? Picture it in your head. Can you see it in your mind?"
"Yes," Harry answered "I was angry at all of you."
"Do you remember helping clean out rooms and closets full of dangerous things? Picture those things in your head. Do you see them?"
"Yes," Harry said "the sitting room took two days to clean."
"Do you remember Ron and Hermione coming to talk to you? They wanted a favor from you. Can you see them in your mind asking it?"
"Yes," he said again "I was on my bed when they came in and asked me to switch rooms so Hermione could be with Ron at night."
"Do you remember coming with them to ask me if it was okay for you to sleep in Hermione's bed in the room with me? Picture it."
"Yes, you were lying on the bed near the window." Harry said "You told them it was okay with you if it was okay with me."
"Do you remember that night you came into the bedroom and in the dark you got into my bed with me by mistake." Ginny said.
"Yes," Harry said again "I explained what happened and you said you understood. Then you told me about Hermione's plan to sleep with Ron."
"Do you remember me telling you I loved you and asking if you could love a girl like me?"
"Yes," Harry said "you cried when I told you I couldn't be your boyfriend because I didn't want to lose Ron as a friend."
"But then you changed your mind." Ginny said quickly. "Do you remember deciding you liked me and wanted to be my boyfriend? Do you remember staying all night in the bed holding me?"
Harry said "No, I asked you to please stop crying but you cried all night. I was trying to get you to stop but you kept crying because I wouldn't change my mind. I held you until we fell asleep."
That wasn't right, Ginny thought. Why can't he remember? She decided to try another memory.
"Do you remember my birthday? Do you remember what we did?"
Yes," Harry said "Your mother made a cake and we had a little party after dinner."
"The night before that," Ginny said "do you remember coming to my bedroom just before midnight of my birthday and what we did?"
"Yes, I remember." Harry said. "I switched bedrooms with Hermione as usual. I said good night to you but you didn't answer me."
This is all wrong Ginny thought that's not what happened. Again she tried another memory. "Do you remember my mother calling us to the sitting room because Dumbledore wanted to see us both?"
Yes," Harry answered. "We sat next to each other on the divan. We were both worried and wondering what he wanted; then Dumbledore asked us to relax."
"Then what?" Ginny asked "What do you remember after that?"
"Dumbledore pulled out his wand, pointed it at us and said, 'Obliviate.' Then he began to talk to us."
"Yes," Ginny said "keep going. Do you remember what he said?"
Harry went on, "He told us to think about what we had done; concerning Ron and Hermione and having sex. But I knew that I never had sex so I wasn't sure why he was asking me to remember something I didn't do."
"Harry," Ginny said you had sex with me; you just don't remember it yet."
"Maybe," Harry said "but all I know for sure is I never had sex with any other girl."
Ginny smiled at that and said, "Go on with the memories from sitting room."
"Dumbledore's words made me recall what happened in the bedroom when Ron and Hermione asked me to switch beds. Then I recalled being in your bedroom when they asked you, and then when I got into bed with you that night. I began to see it all again but from your point of view as if I were in your mind as you were recalling it.
Then in my mind I saw us having sex but I didn't remember us having sex; and instead of seeing your face I was looking up at my own face. I saw us making love many times but I was looking into my own eyes. I saw us on the night of your birthday make love five times ending in the shower together."
Yes, Ginny thought, finally he is remembering. "Harry," she said "think back before my birthday to the first time we made love; in my bed the night after your hearing at the ministry. Do you recall that?"
"Yes," Harry said "as Dumbledore kept talking I remembered I was standing by the bed, no that was you standing by the bed, and I saw myself, I mean you saw me, come into your bedroom. Ginny, I'm all confused."
"Go on," she said "keep remembering it will all come back."
I took off my dressing gown," Harry said "no, no you took off your dressing gown and you were naked. You said you wanted to make love in case something happened to one of us in the future we should make he most of the present. You were staring at my naked body; I mean I was staring at your body."
"Open your eyes and look at me." Ginny said. When Harry opened his eyes Ginny was standing next to the bed naked. His eyes went from her face to her breasts then he moved them down past her hips to her bright red pubic hair. He was amazed to see she had trimmed it and it seemed to be pointing his eyes to the part of her body below.
His jumbled memory faded away and his mind was back in Ginny's bedroom. As he looked at her his mind became clear. Harry realized that she was truly beautiful and he knew that whatever had happened last year she was just what he needed now in his life. He thought, I never knew the love of my parents and now Sirius was gone; but I can love Ginny and she will love me.
As she crawled into the bed with him he wanted to make love to her as he had in the glimpses of memory he just recalled but he said, "We shouldn't be doing this. We agreed this afternoon that someone made be controlling us and we can't allow that."
"Listen to me Harry, nobody is controlling us." Ginny said. "Hermione and I remembered what happened at Grimmauld Place last year. We were in love; we made love and if you make love to me now you will remember it to."
He wanted to make love to her; he wanted it badly. He rolled on his side wrapping his arm around her naked body, pulling her close. They kissed and Harry ran his hand down her back to her small firm ass cheek squeezing it as he seemed to remember doing when Dumbledore was telling them to forget sex that day in Grimmauld Place. Ginny unbuttoned his pajama tops and he helped her pull them off. He took off his bottoms and shorts so they could feel each other's skin all over.
The memory Ginny was helping him recall seemed to guide him. He knew what she enjoyed; he sensed her mind again as he had back at Grimmauld Place. He could feel her pleasure; his own breasts tingled as he teased and sucked on her nipples. He so wanted to please her. Her breasts were larger than in the memory. She must have grown in the past year he thought. His hand moved between her legs and he rubbed her clitoris until she began to wiggle and moan; it made his own clitoris felt so good. No, he didn't have a clitoris men have a penis. He had to think clearly.
He new from the memory, that when she had an orgasm he needed to wet his fingers so he wouldn't hurt her when he start to penetrate her vagina and then it happened. Ginny shook and fluid came from her opening onto his hand Harry never felt so good her orgasm made his whole body tremble with her; he could feel it with her. He continued stimulating her clitoris but now started working his slippery finger into her opening. Slightly in then back out over and over until she had another orgasm. His body trembled again and he heard himself saying, "Harry, now. Make love to me now."
Ginny said, "Harry, what are you saying? Look at me; are you alright?" She was on her back, legs up and wide apart waiting for him to take her. Harry shook his head to clear it but still saw himself as from Ginny's eyes positioned over her; her hand on his penis guiding it into her waiting opening. He began to push the head in slowly but she was incredibly tight and Ginny's moaning changed into short gasps. He continued to push harder into her as the memory from Grimmauld Place told him should.
Like in the memory; he encountered more resistance and he pushed more. He felt the pain as Harry's penis went into him. Harry shook his head again what was happening to him; it was he who was pushing his penis into Ginny. Then resistance gave way and Ginny cried out loud as he slid all the way into her and Harry echoed her cry as he felt his hymen tear.
Harry hesitated now, thinking of what he had felt as he and Ginny caught their breath. They both said as if one person, "That felt like the first time; it hurt sharply but it's okay now."
Ginny wrapped her arms around Harry and kissed him. "Harry, I know it's confusing as memories return; but don't worry about what is happening. Let's make love now like we never lost this past year."
Harry started slowly humping gradually getting faster until he felt his climax coming. Ginny was moaning again and heaving her hips up to meet Harry's every thrust until he began shooting his sperm into her with each thrust.
She could feel it filling her. "Don't stop Harry!" she called out "I'm almost there and she went into another orgasm as she spoke finally wrapping her legs around Harry to hold him on top of her until the felling faded. Harry was trembling as he felt the orgasm spread from his vagina. It was a hundred time better than the feeling in his penis.
Harry rolled off of her onto his side and they embraced kissing repeatedly. "That was the best thing I ever felt." Harry said.
"Better than the times we did it last year?" Ginny asked.
"It felt stronger than in the memory, a deeper more lasting feeling that spread all over my body from my vagina outward." he said.
"Harry," Ginny said what's wrong with you? You're saying the oddest things.
Then he rolled onto his back and saw a smear of blood on his penis. "Ginny," he said, "there's blood on me."
She looked at him then down to her legs. There were little smears of blood on the inside of her thighs near the opening of her vagina. That's not supposed to be she thought. A girl should only have that happen the first time. Could this have been her first time? Was it possible all her memories of having sex with Harry were false? She started to panic but then realized she didn't care right now. She would figure it out later. Now she was with Harry and right now their making love was real. She had wanted this for years and she was going to make the most of it.
"It's nothing important." Ginny said, "You were wonderful. Do you have any memories of other things we did in bed back at Grimmauld Place?"
Half an hour later she was still trying to get Harry to remember more of the sexual things they had tried at Grimmauld Place but without success. His explanation of what he felt as they had sex a short time ago made no sense. Ginny thought maybe he just needed to get back more memories and he would be less confused.
"Earlier you said you remember us ending up in the shower together on my birthday." she said.
"Sort of," Harry said "but not clearly. I don't remember how we got there or leaving; just being in the shower."
"Let's take a shower." Ginny said. "Maybe it will help you remember more."
"You mean right now, in the middle of the night? What if your parents catch us?" he asked.
"They won't." she said "Their bedroom is one floor up and on the other side of the house. Come on, it may help you remember. We have to wash my blood and your sperm off us anyway."
The shower was across the hall and feeling excited and daring, rather than dressing, Ginny opened the door a crack and simply peaked into the hall to be sure nobody was there then they both quickly scooted across the hall naked, locking the door of the shower behind them. Ginny turned on the water and adjusted it so the temperature was just right and she stepped in.
"Come on in." she said "and soap me up like you did that night at Grimmauld Place."
Harry got in with her and turned around to completely wet his head and body. Then he took the soap from Ginny's hand and began to rub it on her back using a wash cloth in his other hand to rub the soap all over.
"Don't use a cloth," she said "use your hand to soap me up." After a minute she turned around and said, "Now wash my front."
Harry started at her shoulders and worked his hands down over and around her breasts feeling her nipples stiffen as he rubbed her. His hands then moved down her flat smooth abdomen until he reached the small bump under her pubic hair.
She rubbed some of the lather off her breasts onto her hand and used it to rub his already stiff penis. As soon as she touched it Harry knew he had to make love to her again right now.
She felt his need in her mind and she turned around, spread her legs, and bent over gripping the tap for balance. Harry got behind her and grabbed her by the hips. Because his penis was still slightly soapy he was able to slide it into her though she was as tight as the first time. He began to pull out and push back in slowly and Ginny got into rhythm with him.
"Do you remember what you did to me in the shower at Grimmauld Place?" she asked.
When Harry continued to hump her without responding she added, "You buggered me; do you remember that?"
"What?" Harry asked.
"Buggered me", she said. "You put your penis in my anus instead of my vagina. Think back to Grimmauld Place; remember it."
As Harry thought back the shower he was in now at the Burrow faded from his mind and he stopped humping. His mind went to the sitting room in Grimmauld Place and Dumbledore telling them to forget what Ron and Hermione had done and about having sex. Then the thought of being in the shower at Grimmauld Place and having sex came back to him; but he was in Ginny's mind. He was Ginny; bent over with the water coming down on her. He could feel her feelings. He started moaning as she had. He was enjoying someone penetrating his vagina from behind as she had. He turned and saw it was him. He was humping in and out of himself.
Then he heard Ginny's voice say, "Switch holes and bugger me again."
Harry felt the penis come out of his vagina, no it's Ginny's vagina he thought. Then he felt his penis go into his anus, no he thought again it's my penis but its Ginny's anus. He felt it withdrawn and pushed back into his vagina again, back into his anus, back into his vagina.
He felt an orgasm building from his vagina outward. Something was wrong an orgasm happens in a man's penis this was like the other orgasm he felt a half an hour ago; he was feeling what was happening to both of them. Now he felt it in all parts of his body and it was wonderful. He called out loud but it was with Ginny's voice, "Oh Harry, Harry don't stop."
He woke up on the floor of the shower with the water still hitting him and Ginny shaking him. "Harry, Harry, are you all right?" she asked.
"Is that what you feel when we make love?" he asked.
"What do you mean?" Ginny said. "What happened to you?"
"I was in your mind, in the shower at Grimmauld Place." Harry was whispering; he couldn't find the right words. "We were having sex but I was in your body, feeling what you felt. I never new girls had such a wonderful experience. The sex we had a little while ago felt great to me as a male but having your feelings in me was overwhelming I must have fainted."
He tried to get up but Ginny had to help him and still soaking wet they returned to her bedroom walking slowly. "Lie Down," she said "and I'll go get Ron and Hermione. We have to get you help."
"No," Harry said "if Ron and Hermione are doing what we were they shouldn't be bothered until they're ready. I'll be fine, I feel better already just a little shaken. It was like when I was picking up Voldemort feelings last year; I was in one place then suddenly I was in another place. I had my feelings then suddenly I felt another person's feelings.
With him everything made me feel horrid but your feelings were all pleasant my entire body never felt so good. I felt all the good feelings that you have during sex; I shared your mind. Come in the bed and hold me, stay with me and love me. There is nobody else left alive that loves me."
Ginny was worried but she climbed in next to Harry, pulled the covers up and put her arm over him. They were both still naked but they weren't thinking of sex they were thinking of love. She whispered in his ear, "You're wrong Harry, Hermione loves you like a sister and Ron loves you like a brother. My parents love you like one of their own children. There are many other people that love you."
"Do you love me?" he asked "I know now that I love you more than I could imagine until today."
"Yes, I love you." Ginny said with a voice so choked up she could hardly talk. "I've loved you since the day I first saw you."
He kissed her gently and put his arms around her squeezing her until she had to say, "You're going to break me in half if you squeeze any harder."
He stopped and said, "I'm sorry."
Don't be." she said. "I'm not. I've been hoping for you to do that for five years now."
It was three in the morning as Harry and Ginny held each other exchanging occasional kisses. Although she and Harry both wanted to make love again Ginny wouldn't allow it. "Harry something strange maybe dangerous is happening to you every time we have sex. Before we make love again we need to find out what's wrong."
At five thirty Ginny said, "We have to go back up to Ron's room before my parents get up. It's the time Hermione and I agreed on. Don't tell Ron what we did or what happened to you. We don't need him getting his knickers in a twist. If he asks we'll tell him you stayed on the divan in the sitting room and I went back to my bedroom because Hermione asked us not to come back and bother them. I'll talk to her about what happened to you; maybe she'll have an idea of why and what to do."
When Ginny knocked on Ron's door Ron yelled, "Just a minute."
Through the door they could hear Ron say, "Hermione get your clothes on and sit on the bed like we were just talking."
A few seconds later Ron, His pajama top buttoned incorrectly, opened the door. They went in and Ginny asked Hermione, "How did things work out?"
"Fine," she answered "Ron got back almost all his memories back. And you two?"
"There was a problem," Ginny said "and we need to talk about it; but it will take a while. Let's all get cleaned up and dressed before mom calls us to breakfast. Then I think we should go back to the pond like we're going swimming again so mom won't hear what we need to discuss."
Ginny and Hermione returned to Ginny's room leaving Harry and Ron to shower and dress. When the girls were back in the room Ginny locked the door and said, "Hermione, this can't wait; I have to tell you I think there is a big problem with Harry's memory. We might need help from someone that knows more than we do about this stuff."
"Let's shower first." Hermione said "Then you can start at the beginning as we get dressed.
"Well," Ginny said "I sort of had a shower with Harry a couple of hours ago but I should have a proper one now. They undressed and wearing just their dressing gowns they crossed the hall to the shower. Ginny told Hermione to shower first and she started the story as Hermione reversed the anti-pregnancy charm on herself.
Ron's sperm was pushed out of her vagina and ran down her leg. Inside her cervix reopened to allow normal fluid flow between the uterus and the vagina.
"Never forget to reverse the charm." Hermione said. "If your cervix is blocked when you have your period it will hurt a lot and could make you really sick."
As Hermione started to shower Ginny said, "First I have to tell you it seems that Harry and I were both virgins until last night."
"What!" Hermione said sticking her head out of the shower to look at Ginny. "You told me last night you recalled having sex with Harry many time last year."
"I did, I still do remember doing it many times; in my bed, in the shower, standing against a wall, with Harry on top, with me on top, the time he buggered me. I recall them all and they were wonderful but last night when Harry penetrated me I felt my hymen break and I bled. I was still a virgin."
"You let Harry bugger you?" Hermione asked. "What was it like? Angelina told me she liked it but she's as tough as any guy. Other girls said it hurt a lot. I was sure I would never let Ron do it to me, but the feeling last night when he stuck his thumb in my...… Well never mind that for now. What else happened with you and Harry?"
"I asked Harry questions like we planned. He would remember something but he was confused. He remembered things but not the same way I remembered them. I remembered him telling me he wanted to be with me as my boyfriend and he remembered saying he couldn't be my boyfriend.
Then when we started to have sex he was talking like he was the girl. He fingered me until I had an orgasm then he yelled, "Now Harry, make love to me now." It was what I wanted to say to him but he said it before I could.
After he broke my hymen he gasped from the pain along with me and he said it felt like the first time. Only a girl would feel that."
Hermione came out of the shower and started drying her hair. She said, "Let me think about what you said. Take your shower while I dry my hair then tell me more."
Ginny had already reversed her anti-pregnancy charm so she stepped into the shower and when she came out Hermione was finished with her hair. As Ginny dried her hair Hermione asked, "What else did Harry do that was odd?"
"We were having sex in the shower and I planned to tell him to bugger me like he did in the shower at Grimmauld Place. I thought it would help him remember. When I asked him to remember what he did he stopped humping and just stood with his penis in me holding my hips. Then he shook and moaned then fainted. He was out thirty seconds or so. Later he told me he was in my mind and he turned and saw himself buggering himself and he felt my orgasm in him.
He described it as like when he saw images from Voldemort's mind but instead of feeling bad he enjoyed being me."
They returned to Ginny's room and dressed. Hermione said, "I have to go back to the twins room and look through their text books some more." But then Mrs. Weasley called them to breakfast. Nobody talked at the table and when they were finished Hermione ran back to read some more.
When Ginny returned she said, "Mom is packing another picnic basket but something is wrong. She was asking questions like she always does and I got the feeling she knows what we all did last night."
Hermione stopped reading and with a worried look on her face said, "What did she ask?"
Ginny closed her eyes the replied, "First she asked me if I still feel the same about Harry as I used to. That in itself isn't odd because she asked me that every summer after I got back from Hogwarts. Then she asked if Harry still feels the same about me. She never asked about Harry's feelings before and I never told her that Harry ever had any feelings for me.
Then what made me suspicious was she asked if you and Ron feel the same about each other as you did last year. Last Year! She knows Ron fancied you for a long time and I did tell her you fancy Ron."
"So that's not suspicious." Hermione said.
"You didn't hear her tone and see her face as she asked and specifically said last year." Ginny said "I tell you she knows something.
Have you found anything in the books that may help?"
"No," Hermione answered "these texts are too elementary; but I'm not done with all of them yet. If I can't get more advanced books we may have to ask someone for help. First I want to talk to Harry and hear what happened in his own words. We have to separate him from Ron so I can talk to Harry alone. Any ideas of how?"
Ginny thought for a moment then said, "Yes, in fact I have the perfect thing. Dad told Ron to clean out the chicken coup. I tell mom Ron never did it and she'll get on him. Ron will be busy at least an hour but Harry will offer to help so you'll have to stop him from going out with Ron."
"No problem." Hermione said. "Let's go tell your mom."