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Chapter 9 The confrontation

I screwed my eyes shut and screamed with all that I have got: "KANAME!"

I tried to get him off me so I struggled and hit him with all my strength but I could feel myself becoming weak.
Darkness was closing in from the edge of my vision.
My punches began to lose on strength and all I could do is lie there and listen to the greedy sucking noises as the beast drank from me.
It was disgusting that such a measly level e drank my sacred blood. I always wanted my brother to be the first to drink from me.
It was an intimate action and my parents always told me that I should be careful with whom I shared this moment. It should be the privilege of my true love to drink from me.
As these thoughts crossed my mind I only could be disappointed in myself.
This moment should have been unique and it should have been with someone I loved and not this filth.
My parents would have been ashamed of me if they were able to see me now.
Weakly lying under this deranged level e and letting him feed off me.
Tears made their way down my cheeks as I could see my parents looking down at me with disgust in their eyes.

And then another thought came to me.
What will Kaname think of me?
I'm sure that he will be disgusted with me. And more tears escaped my eyes.
With this last thought I felt myself slip away.
Darkness was rapidly closing in on me and the last thing I felt were the fangs in my neck being wrenched out.
I let out a whimper and let the darkness consume me.

Slowly I regained conscious again.
I felt myself lying on something soft and a thin blanket was draped over me.
I sleepily opened my eyes and blinked a few times.
It was dark in the room only the shining moon shed some light.
Confused I looked around the room, I didn't recognize it.
Alert I sat up but that was not such a brilliant idea. My head grew dizzy and my neck hurt at the sudden movement.
I steadied myself with my hand on the bed and raised my other hand to my neck.
As my hand reached its destination I could feel a bandage wrapped around my throat.
My eyes narrowed in confusion.
Why did I feel so dizzy and why was my throat wrapped up?
I prodded at my throat and suddenly hissed as pain erupted from that spot.
My eyes shot open in horror as the occurrence from before came to me.
Oh my god! I was bitten!

I could only sit there for a moment as I remembered.
But who wrenched that filthy creature off me?
I got slowly out of bed but needed to hold on to the bedpost as my legs threatened to buckle under my weight.
I grunted in dissatisfaction.
It was really embarrassing to be that weak.
I pondered if I should just lie down again but I needed to find out where exactly I was.
With that in mind I let go from the bedpost and walked carefully a few steps to the door.
I sighed relieved as my legs cooperated.
Steadier and stronger I made my way to the door and opened it quietly.
I carefully held my head outside but nobody was there so I slid outside and carefully closed the door behind me.
The hallway was lightened so I carefully walked along the wall.
On the left were great windows with blue curtains.
I stopped for a moment and made my way to the window to look outside.
A feeling of dread filled me as I looked outside and I could see the school behind a great gate with a wooden door.
'Oh no please let me be wrong!'
Now especially being carful at walking quietly I tiptoed along the corridor.
I soon came to a grand staircase.
I heaved a quiet sigh and swiftly walked downstairs while looking around if someone was there.
Fortunately there was no one so I crossed the entrance hall to the door.
And just as I laid my hand onto the doorknob and was in the notion to open it a clear and deep voice rang across the room.
"Where do you think you are going?"

I cursed under my breath and slowly turned around.
And there he stood in all his glory. my brother.
All thoughts left my mind and all I could do was stare at him.
It was the first time since over 12 years that I was alone with him.
I felt as panic made itself known.
What should I do?

Kaname didn't say anything else he just stood there and looked me up and down.
He didn't take his eyes off me as he made his way down the staircase I myself walked down only seconds before.
I grew uncomfortable under his intense stare so I looked down at my feet and cursed myself for showing weakness.
His quiet footsteps sounded deafening in the silence.
I felt my heartbeat quicken as he drew nearer and came to a stop in front of me.
"Aren't you going to answer my question?", he spoke with that calm voice again.
I felt myself grow even more anxious.
"I..I didn't see anyone..so I thought I would…could!...go to the headmaster." I replied snakingly.
I slowly raised my eyes to gauge his reaction.
He only stared at me with an expressionless face. How I hated that face!
He stood there for a moment and only stared at me before turning abruptly and walked up the stairs.
I only stood there and watched him. That was it?

I was about to turn towards the door again as his voice swept once again through the room.
"Come."
I looked at him and saw him standing on the last step with his head turned to the side so that he could look at me.
With a last loning look at the door I followed him upstairs.
"It was too good to be true." I thought sourly.
We walked in silence as he led the way.
I didn't dare to ask where we were going.
Finally it seemed as we had arrived at our destination.
It was a huge double door at the end of the hallway.
He opened it and walked inside.
I followed him and closed the door with a heavy heart.
I turned around and saw that this was his room. There was a window front at directly across from the door. A big desk was in front of it with a comfortable looking chair behind it. The desk looked like it cost a fortune. It was made of red mahogany and had ornaments craved in it.
In the middle of the room resided two couches with a small desk in the middle and on the right side was a big stone-built fireplace. Above the fireplace was a huge photo.
I felt my throat close up at what I saw.
It was a picture of our family with happy smiles on their faces.
There were our parents. Father with his arm wrapped around mother and his other hand was softly lying on the shoulder of my brother. Mother smiled happily at the camera as she held baby Yuki in one arm and the other arm laid on my shoulder as I stood in front of her and beside Kaname. Kaname stood in front of Father with a gentle smile on his lips and a hand wrapped possessively around mine as I laughed into the camera.
It was a happy picture token only a week before it happened.
I felt my eyes burn and needed to look away.
On the left side was a door which I thought would lead to his bedroom.

As I finally looked back at my brother I saw that he stood in front of the desk, leaning on it and watching me.
I cleared my throat and walked to one of the couches without looking at him.
I sat down and waited for him to begin.
He must have realized that I would not begin because after he waited a few moments he sighed and sat down across from me.
"Shin."
My head shot up and I looked at him warily.
What was he going to say?
I just nodded my head to let him know that I was listening.
"How is your throat?" he asked calmly.
Now I grew even more uncomfortable.
"It is good." I could only say as much.
He just nodded and I saw his eyes glow red for a second as he looked at my throat.
My eyes widened for a moment.

"Was it possible…? Was he really…" No stop! Don't think like that, stupid!
"You have grown up."
His voice cut through my thoughts and I looked at him bewildered.
Did he just say….

Before I could stop myself, I replied sarcastic: „Yes it is to be expected after 12 years."
A surprised look made an appearance on his features for a moment before disappearing once again.
I felt satisfied that I could surprise him.
"I know. It was only a statement. But if you insist on being difficult…"
I cut him off.
"Being difficult?! I'm not being difficult! You deserved that after leaving me there and not even checking up on me once!" I yelled at him

"Shin…" he began again, but I wouldn't listen to him.
"Not even once! You self-centered asshole! You promised me that you would come back! You promised!" I screamed.

"Shin." he said louder.

"But you never came…every time I prayed and begged for you to come back! I hate you!" I screamed at him as loud as I could with tears running down my face.
The next thing I knew a loud slapping sound rang through the air and my left cheek stung.
I raised a hand to my cheek and looked at him shocked.

He stood there for a moment debating something before coming around the table and drew me into his arms hugging me.
All I could do at that moment was cling to my big brother and cry everything out.
All the while he was holding me and whispering into my ear.

"I'm sorry Shin. I didn't know….I'm so sorry. Let it all out. I'm here now!"

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