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Willows pov.
Darkness.
Complete and utter darkness.
No noise, no light. And most importantly no memories.
Nothing. no visions, no dreams, nothing.
I feel like I'm floating in a guilt free pool of darkness.
This is what death must feel like, freedom, I must be dead. I finery died!
"Willow, my beautiful mate. please, please wake up" sob an angles voice pulling me a wake or to heaven. Ether on I do not want. When I'm a wake all there is for me is death, heartache and pain, and I do not belong in heaven. Heaven is for Hero's and good men. I am nether, I have killed, I have been a coward. No heaven is not where the angles voice is taking me. Maybe it is not an angle. Maybe it is the devil, don't they say the demons are the most beautiful, the most alluring. That I what the beautiful voice is. It's the devil calling me to hell or the reality, both are te same.
"Wake up my mate" some thing purred in my ear, nurseling my neck just below my ear. The movement sent tingles down my sleeping body, being me closer and closer to consciousness. NO! NO I do t want to go back! Don't make me go back there! I don't want to remember don't make me go back!
"I can sense you are waking up my mate, please let me see your beautiful eyes again. " the angle sob again, why is the angle crying? Angles should not cry.
"Please wake up, for me" the angle pleaded again, but I don't want to wake up. I enjoy the darkness.
"Please" the angle whispered sounding defeated, like he had tyres his hardest but still not given up, like a Hero and a hero should not be begin the villain to wake up.
"Please" my able whispered again kissing my neck just below my ear.
Slowly I start to feel my body come back to me, I can feel I'm back in some sort of bed, the smoothness of the sheets around my waist but leaving my top half uncovered, yet I still didn't feel cold Instead I feel warm, for once I am not cold. I can also feel the warmth that radiates of the strong body that Lyes next to me. The feel of someone holding me I their muscular arms, keeping me warm. But most importantly I feel safe. I haven't felt safe since, since, since the murder of my family.
Now I can remember, I can remember the blood, the screaming, the monsters attacking, killing an raping my family. Why, why couldn't I stay in the darkness! Why did the angle bring me back to this! A life if misery, hunted by my past mistakes! Is he laughing at me back in heaven, was this all a cruel and twisted joke of his!
"I can feel you awake now, please open your eyes" the angle whispers in my ear kissing my neck a again making me moan out, it felt so good, then I realised what was happening.
Quickly my eyes snapped open and I screamed with terror as I looked at the face of some boy in my bed! Quickly I jumped out of my bed running to the other side of my room, hitting my back against the wall screaming for Rachael in terror.
"Please don't scream, please nothing is going to hurt you! I will never let anyone hurt you" the beautiful man from earlier slowly said getting out of the bed. O no! I remember the meeting room! The screaming, and the wolfs! What is he doing here why hasn't he killed me yet!
"RACHAEL! Help me some one help me!" I he'll starting to sob! This can't be happening! No no no! He is going to kill me! I don't want to die like this!
"My mate please calm down, it's only you and me here" the wolf tyres to calm me using his amazingly sexy voice. No don't think about that! He is a frikin wolf! And a man!
"Please don't hurt me" I quietly sob falling into a ball in the Connor, if he kills me, just make it quick.
"I would never hurt you, beautiful" he sounded hurt, broken Evan at the thought of hurting me, but why?
"Please" I sob "don't hurt me" I start shaking and I can feel my cold tears roll down me checks, wetting the fabric of my jumper.
"Never" he says determanly, slowly walking toward me. He crouched down to my level, and as I turned my head and looked into the wolfs eye, I could tell he was 100% sincere "I woul never hurt you, I'm here to help you. I'm so, so sorry if I scared you earlier, I wasn't thinking."
I sod harder at that, he was telling the truth, yet he still scared me. But what scared me the most was a part of me that just wanted his arms around me, making me feel safe, loved. And as he held me everything would just drifted away, the pain, the sorrow, the guilt.
As if he had the same thought as me he gingerly put his big arms around my shaking form, never dropping eye contact as if to check I was ok. Seeing no protest in me he pulls my body to his muscular shape which I seemed to fit perfectly to, like I was meant to be there.
And just like I said, all the pain washed away, I was happy.
I tucked my head in to his neck and he placed his head on top of mine, holding my body to his. I snuggled into his top growing more and more comfortable with him.
"My name is Paul, by the way" Paul said as he held me tightly to his chest.
"Willow" I replied turning my head into his neck, completely laying all my Weight on him, yet Paul did not move. After a while I stopped crying and notice that I had destroyed his top.
And we just sat there, for what seemed like hours. Just in each other's arms. And for once-while I have been awake- the memories have left me alone. I feel at peace.
I could trust Paul and I don't know why. The other werewolves I have been with terrifying. But Paul was something eases. It felt right being in this arm.
Every now and then I would feel Paul nuzzle my neck taking deep breathes. At the moment he is quietly purring which is sending sieves down my spine.
Pauls POV
My wolf was calm, at peace.
He was happy.
And I was too.
My mate was sitting in my arms. My beautiful imprint.
When she first woke up she looked terrified. My wolf went on high alert to find what the problem was but soon she calmed down and allowed me to protect her.
I could still not figure out what had scared her so badly. Maybe it was because of what happened when she pasted out. If the guys hadn't held me back there would have been no problem. Emily told me the pain of being away from your mate at first was painful. Maybe the pain was too much for her?
Whatever it was it will never happen again. I will never let her go.
She was mine. And mine alone.
My poor, poor mate. Why have they put you in this place? There is nothing wrong with you. I would be able to sense and smell if you had a mantel problem, just like I could with the others in here.
I pulled my mate closer to my side and nuzzled my head into the crack of her neck, taking a big sniff of her scent.
She smelled like the forest, trees, flowers and fresh air. Like newly cut grass on a summers day. It was intoxicating. I placed some small, light kisses on her neck, showing her I already love her.
Wait what? Love? Since when do I love anything? That must be the wolf taking but not the man. I cannot let the wolf take control again.
Slowly I get up of the floor, pulling willow with me – I was still trying to get all control back- I walked over to her small, grey bed and sat on the edge taking her with me.
"w-w-why d-d-do i-i-I feel li-iike this?" I hear the small voice of the girl who had already won my wolfs heart stutter.
"feel like what" I ask pulling away so I could look in her eyes. The perfect mixture of blue and grey., mystery and wonder filled them.
"s-s-safe." She finerly said "why do I f-f-feel safe?" she asked
"why should you not feel safe?" I ask worried. What do they do to her to not make her feel safe?
"I never f-f-feel s-safe" she replies looking down.
I gingerly hold her chin up so she is look at my eyes "you should feel safe. You have nothing to fear when I am around. I will always protect you" I say honestly.
Her face became panicked and sad. Willow moved away from me to the other end of the bed making my wolf whine at the loss of contact.
"t-t-that's what the-ey said" she look terrified again. I slowly moved closer so I was in front of her again.
"who said that" I tried to sound calm but who every said that must of hurt her, and my wolf hated the thought of someone hurting his mate.
"The last werewolf I met" she said looking me straight in the eye.
"What?" I asked panicked. She has met another werewolf! She knows what I am? How!
"You're a werewolf. I can see it in your eye" I she seeming more conferment the more we talk, I like this side of her better than the scared girl I first saw. This one was brave.
"What do you mean you have met other werewolf's? they didn't hurt you did they" I asked hurried.
"Why are you here. It was your kind that dumped me in here at the first point. Are you here to laugh at me?" she questioned "the scared little witch who got herself thrown into a mental asylum. Very funny isn't it? The little witch with no family left slowly losing her mind? Why are you here?" she asked.
I'm shocked to say the least. What did see mean? My kind dumped her in here! O no let's focus on the point she said she was a witch! Or the point where she said I was laughing at her? No, no lets go back to the witch part?!
"What do you mean witch? Are you a witch?" I almost yell. I saw her sink back as if she was scared of me.
"p-p-please just leave." She started to cry looking terrified. But of what? She said she felt safe with me! Why does she now look so scare. It must be this place. Its messing with her head! I need to get her out. My mate should not be in a mental asylum!
"I will not leave you" I say looking directly into her eyes "and I am not hear to laugh at you." I say giving her a small smile.
"t-then what are you here for?" my angel asked.
"Im hear for you. Im gonna get you out of this hell hold" I say giving her a cocky grin.
"w-what?" she asked confused.
"were leaving" I say
"what, how why?" she asked surprised.
"don't worry, I can get you out! You said my kind put you in here" she nodded "Well let me make amends for mind kind and get you out of here!" I said excited.
"why? Why should I go with you?"
"because who else is going to?" I said knowing I had her.
"ok"
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