Hi minna-san ^^. I want to apologize for the long wait but as you can see this is a VERY loooong chap (and I'm so tired ~~)
I want to apologize in advance because all my stories are about wild love and this is the first time I tried to write something romantic ~~ but it is something very difficult and impossible to me. I cannot be romantic TT^TT and I am feeling down because of this GRR!
So, enjoy if possible. Chap beta'ed by Hayasaka Shion =')
I love you… I love you… I absolutely love you!
Aomine Daiki didn't know why was he letting Kise, another guy, kiss him with so much passion. So much desire. He could feel Kise's deep and intense feelings through his tongue that caressed his with languid and repeated movements. So unique and appetizing. Aomine was melting with such special gentle feelings. He couldn't resist such warm kiss, even if he tried with all his might he just… couldn't. He felt his heart beating strongly, almost painfully, due to the soft warm lips against his. So many emotions were running here and there inside his body, and in so less time. Maybe seconds. How could a simple kiss transmit so many sensations? Well, Aomine had already kissed a lot of people, all girls of course, he wasn't a homo, and none of them made him feel the butterflies inside his stomach. Why was he feeling such a thing in first place? He was in a damn dilemma, however he was feeling relieved. Because right now he could also feel that Kise, the warm and cheerful Kise, was back to him. Kise wasn't suffering anymore, he almost could believe that the blond was… happy? But why was he happy? Because they were kissing? What could that mean? The blue haired teen didn't know, yet he decided just to be guided by the flow of their feelings.
Both teens continued kissing gently… intensely… deeply… exchanging caresses of love with every single soft fight of tongues, letting all the strong wild and sweet feelings boil through the beat of their hearts; travel up and down through their spines. Right now, there was nothing that could separate them from one another. Not even the cold breeze that flew around their bodies and softly but roughly caressed their cheeks making them slightly red due to the low temperature. Not even the loud noises of the people's voices here and there, speaking and laughing of who knows what. Nothing… Absolutely nothing could separate them again. Unless the slow drops of freezing water falling right over their noses, and making them jump due to the sudden cold chill that ran all over their bodies. They quickly stopped their passionate kiss and parted their bodies.
The blond looked at the grey sky and was able to see a few dark clouds. On the other hand, the blue haired male stood still, looking at the blond who previously kissed his mouth as if trying to devour his soul. Aomine was confused. His heart was still racing like a crazy train, his firm body was fiercely shaking as if he was made of jelly. This shouldn't be happening. This was strange. Perhaps wrong. No, definitely wrong. Because someone strong shouldn't feel weak. Someone strong shouldn't fall. Someone strong shouldn't desire. Someone strong should be controlled. Even knowing all this, Aomine was feeling weak, had fallen, was desiring and was uncontrolled.
The blond continued looking up at the immense grey sky, however he had a strong reason to do that. Kise was afraid. Afraid of Aomine's reaction. Afraid of Aomine's words. But mostly, afraid of Aomine's true feelings. Why did he have to kiss him? Why couldn't he control his passion toward the blue haired teen? Now it was too late to be regretting every single thing about the past. He had to face his present to run towards his new future.
Kise's honey eyes left the great sky to look at the blue haired teen in front of him. Doing that, the blond felt like his own world had stopped. Aomine was looking at him shocked, intensely consuming his entire being. Maybe even his soul, because due to his strong gaze Kise felt damnably terrified. However, he couldn't go back now; he had to continue walking over the large way inside his heart to reach Aomine's deepest emotions. So he persisted and continued staring at him. Straight into his piercing blue eyes. He could feel his body weak already due to all the tension surrounding him. Nevertheless, he wanted and had to tell him everything. All the truth. He couldn't lie. Not anymore. For his own sake, but mainly for Aomine's sake.
"I'm so sorry, Aominecchi." The blond said, his voice trembling just like his firm yet fragile body. His lips were curved in a small yet gentle smile, and his golden orbs were half open wearing a sad glow.
"W-What is that supposed to mean?" Aomine asked confused. However, he felt a slight strange twinge in his chest. Because Kise was sad and hurt again, and he didn't know why. Yet, he was dying only knowing that. Seeing Aomine's confused expression, Kise felt on the verge of tears and lowered his face to be able to hide his expression behind golden locks of hair. Definitely he didn't want to show him how weak he was. It could be anyone else, but not him.
The rain was now more intense than a few minutes ago, however they remained static in that small alley hearing all the people running trying to escape the unstoppable drops of cold water. Somehow, to Kise that rain was pleasant and a route of escape. That way, even if he looked again at Aomine, he would not be able to tell if he was crying.
"Even if you're not crying, it's enough to me looking into your eyes to know that right here, you are crying." The blond remembered Aomine's deep words and cursed himself in his mind. Why did Aominecchi have to know him so well? He was the one who could tell something with such certainty.
"I'm sorry, Aominecchi…" Kise repeated, this time his voice more trembling than before and his eyes wide shut. Just like his fists.
Seeing him in such a state, Aomine took a few steps trying to approach from the blond, however this one interrupted him shouting, "Don't come near me!" The blue haired male suddenly stopped and Kise continued, "I… can't anymore Aominecchi. You totally ruin my peace…" Eventually, a few tears fell from Kise's shut eyes, and the blond whispered "Why do I have to love you so much?" Aomine ignored Kise's question and continued walking towards the blond teen. Sensing him so near, Kise looked up and began to walk back keeping the distance from the blue haired male.
"Damn it Kise… What the fuck is your problem? Why are you running away? Weren't you kissing me? Shit! Can you stop playing around?" Aomine shouted as he continued walking toward the blond.
Kise's eyes widened with the sudden words and he also shouted, "Shut up Aominecchi! You don't know anything! You don't know how much… How much…" Kise stopped walking and speaking suddenly, and seeing him Aomine stopped too. The blond raised his face allowing him to see his slightly flushed cheeks covered with transparent thick tears. Aomine's heart stopped for a spit second and before he could move or speak, the blond resumed, "I'm sorry Aominecchi. I… I… I didn't want this but… I really don't know when this started, maybe since the first time my eyes saw you… I'm sorry, but I-I love you so much Aominecchi that my heart hurts."
The blue haired teen stood static hearing such words. He could feel so deeply and intensely every single word that Kise said, that his heart pounded stronger than ever. Even more than when playing basketball. And suddenly, everything made sense. His blue eyes widened in surprise and comprehension while remembering one by one the other guy's words.
"Your friend must be really important to you...
I wish my friend also thought about me as someone important to him…"
"He wants to be special for you…"
Yet, before Aomine could say something, Kise said surprising and hurting him "I wish I could stop. I wish I could only admire you, but I can't so… I am so sorry for being in love with you, Aominecchi. I promise you, from the bottom of my heart that I will never again come near you Aominecchi." Kise turned his back to the blue haired male and added, "Thank you for that first and last kiss. Goodbye, Aominecchi."
The blond started to walk ready to say goodbye to his most important person, yet suddenly, he felt a rough warm hand surrounding his wrist. The same wrist and the same hand were one more time connecting two opposite poles. When Kise noticed his body was already in movement.
"W-Wait Aominecchi, wha-what are you doing?" Kise asked confused and afraid.
"Walking." Aomine simply replied.
"Well, that I already know… Where are we going?" Kise asked feeling curious, however the fear continued carved in his heart.
"Play 1-on-1." Aomine replied again simply.
Kise trembled fiercely with Aomine's answer but said nothing. He was afraid it was true, nevertheless hearing that he was happy. After confessing such strong feelings toward his friend, Kise thought that maybe the blue haired teen didn't want his friendship anymore, so playing 1-on-1 would be totally impossible. Yet, here they were walking in the middle of the street ready to play together again.
They continued walking and walking for long minutes, under the intense rain and feeling the cold drops of water soaking their clothes. Probably they would catch a cold, however Kise thought that it would be nice if one by one, all the transparent small drops could take all his feelings of love away. That way the two of them could play and play and play, no matter how many times, without regrets.
While the blond was still lost in all his thoughts, they both stopped and Kise wasn't feeling the intense rain anymore. He looked up and saw a little staircase. Surprised he asked "Um… Aominecchi weren't we going to play 1-on-1?"
Aomine said nothing and started up the stairs, forcing the blond to do the same. They took a few more steps until they headed to one of the various doors that could be found there. The blue haired male inserted a key in the door, and this opened. Kise was more and more confused and surprised, yet before he could speak Aomine said "We will play don't worry."
"Eh? We will? But… Oh! So you live here… Alone, huh? Amazing! Ah, maybe we came here because you want to change your clothes? Well, that's fine with me." Kise said entering the house. He was nervous and confused, however it didn't matter. Because right now, they were like before. Friends, and that was everything Kise needed to live. Even if it was painful, it was also pleasant. The blue haired teen entered behind him closing the door, and Kise asked looking around "Hey, please turn on the lights, I cannot-" Before he could complete his speech he felt strong arms wrapping tenderly his body, providing him a cozy warmth. Kise's eyes widened in surprise and his heart pounded faster than ever.
"Ao-mine-cchi?" Kise stammered, his voice already uncontrolled and every inch of his body wildly trembling.
"I don't want that kiss to be the last one. I want it to be the first of many other kisses. Gentle… Rough… Sweet… Intense… No matter what kind of kiss it is, I only want to kiss you. I want to feel what I felt before while kissing you. I want to feel connected to you. More… Much more than now, Kise. Do you think that what I feel right now is a simple friendship?" Aomine explained while embracing Kise's trembling body. His voice was gentle and full of love. It was so strange hearing Aomine speaking with such a soft tone.
"I... I…" Kise didn't know what to say, he was afraid of his own thoughts. What if it wasn't true? What if this was a dream? What if… What if… What if… Kise's mind was full with those two words.
"Don't… I-I am not lying… Shit, I'm feeling totally confused too you know? I mean I am not a homo, but I can't deny this. I don't want to deny this, Kise." Aomine said, however Kise didn't speak. So he added "I… Kise I… Shit, how can I say this? Let's… Um… The thing is… Let me be your first, and be my first Kise. I never was with another guy before, and I presume you weren't either so… Let's be the first to one another."
Kise's heart stopped hearing that and a few tears fell from his golden orbs. Then, the blond laughed, a soft laugh, and said teasing the blue haired male "Aominecchi, that sounded weird. You're just like a virgin girl."
"Fuck Kise! I'm trying to tell you about my deepest feel-"
"I know, I'm sorry. I was just afraid, I don't want to suffer anymore Aominecchi. But I also don't want you to suffer anymore. I want to be able to see your bright mocking smile. Do you know, my heart always pounded while seeing it. I really, really want to be special to you just like you are to me, Aominecchi." Kise said and Aomine's blue eyes widened in shock.
"He thinks just like the other guy… Amazing, I never thought that the other could be so right about Kise. I will have to thank him later." The blue haired teen thought. Then, he moved his mouth to Kise's and felt his cheeks grow hotter. Thank God the lights were off. Their lips were connected again, however this kiss was sweeter than the first one. Aomine planted soft small kisses in Kise's lips, then licked them tenderly begging for a gentle entrance to deepen a little more their slight connection. Kise allowed him to slide his warm tongue inside his mouth and Aomine did so, caressing his tongue gently in slow addictive movements.
Kise's feelings were growing and growing while kissing the person he loved the most. No matter how much time could pass, no matter how many painful things the blue haired male could say or do to him, all those strong emotions inside of him would grow until they filled Kise's heart. No, his heart was already full… That was why these feelings were overflowing from the deepest spot of his heart travelling all over his being; almost touching his soul. Nevertheless, something missed. Yes, three simple words were missing to make those strong feelings touch and fill his soul.
Aomine broke the tender kiss and whispered, breathing heavily, "Damn it, now I know that this is not a simple friendship."
"Then Aominecchi, what is it?" Kise asked also heavily breathing.
Aomine didn't answer him for a few seconds, which seemed like hours to Kise, then said "Do you wanna know?" Kise noticed a playful tone in Aomine's voice and frowned. "Then let's go Kise, let's play 1-on-1." Saying that, the blue haired teen kissed Kise's mouth again, but this time wildly than before. He wanted to and he would show Kise his true feelings through his gentle wild gestures, touches, kisses, but mostly with his own deep feelings.
Without breaking the kiss, Aomine pulled Kise to his room pushing him onto his bed. Aomine's hands travelled everywhere around Kise's slender but firm body, feeling his tempting warmth possessing his own. His hands were gently touching every inch of the blond's body exploring and providing him soft and intense sensations. However, the blue haired teen wanted more. He wanted to see and feel Kise deeply carved inside him. So he moved one of his hands to Kise's white shirt, unbuttoning one by one all the small buttons. Once he could unfasten them, Kise's pale skin was exposed to the cold air in the room. Aomine cursed not having turned on the lights, however from now on he would feel, kiss and see Kise as much as he wanted. That's what he wanted at least. He ignored the darkness in the room, and caressed the blond's skin gently. His skin was soft, warm, tempting. Aomine's fingers were touching that softness very slowly here and there providing gentle and tender sensations to Kise's body. And from the blond's shut eyes, countless warm tears fell taking all the pain he suffered until now away.
"Right now I can't stop crying. I tried… and I tried… and I tried… Over and over again I tried to stop those warm salty drops that ran all over my flushed cheeks, however it was impossible. I am so happy… My heart is also crying due to all the strong feelings he provided me. I… I never thought that he, someone so rude and full of himself, could make me feel so special. Everything he does is unique. He is touching me as if I was fragile and could break at any time. I only want to tell him, again and again, about these overflowing feelings inside my heart; craved in my soul.
I love you… I love you… I absolutely love you… Aominecchi.
But… No matter how many times I say them, it seems that these feelings will grow stronger than ever. Is this really possible? Can someone love another so much? If so, then please I want that this person can also be able to love me as much as I love him. I want to be the one for him. I want to make him to be the one for me; even more than now. I want to be connected to him. Aominecchi, I want to strengthen our bond.
Because I love you… I love you… I absolutely love you!"
The wild passionate kiss continued and the blue haired teen was feeling his body vibrating with every frantic fight of tongues begging for more and more movements and sensations. Kise's mouth emitted small noises that Aomine's lustful mouth swallowed with intense pleasure. The desire for each other was unstoppably growing leaving them breathless. So breathless, that Aomine was forced to stop the kiss.
"A-Are… you o-o-okay Kise?" He asked concerned about the blond.
"I… Y-Yes… Aomi-necchi I… I love you so much." Kise said smiling warmly with transparent tears glowing in the darkness.
Aomine blushed slightly and supporting his forehead on Kise's chest said "Jeez… I can't anymore… Kise, I want you. Do you also want me?" his voice trembling yet dominant echoed inside Kise's ears.
"Don't be idiot Aominecchi, I want you. Always." Kise said pulling his lover to another wild kiss. His legs quickly wrapped Aomine's waist and the blue haired teen moaned lightly in Kise's mouth.
"Shit, I will totally, completely devour you Kise." Aomine said pulling the blond up. "Let's take these annoying clothes off and fill you with me." The blue haired teen whispered smirking in Kise's ear making him moan louder. Then he took off Kise's white shirt, black pants and blue boxers leaving him totally exposed.
"Fuck, I should have turned on the lights. I want to see you properly so much right now Kise…" Aomine bemoaned his situation. "Well, if I can't see you then I wanna feel you more." Saying this, the blue haired male leaned his mouth to Kise's chest and planted soft kisses over his pale hot skin. His hands grabbing Kise's hips tightly pulling him closer to his body. The blond's skin was so tempting, so warm against his lips that when he noticed his tongue was already licking it. Slowly savoring his addictive warmth.
Kise gasped feeling Aomine's lustful mouth directly touching him. His tongue was being gentle yet teasingly exploring his soft skin. He felt Aomine's teeth slightly brushing and biting his body, provoking uncontrolled loud moans of pleasure. The blue haired teen was starting to stimulate more and more his desire. He was feeling addicted to that gentle tongue and teeth caressing slowly… tenderly every inch of his skin. He wanted more… more… much more… So, as if he could read his mind, the blue haired male moved his lascivious mouth to one of Kise's nipples licking it languidly applying a small rough bite making the blond jump due to all the strong vibrations throughout his body.
"Aaaah… I… Ao-minecchi…" Kise groaned intensely and hearing him, Aomine quickly stopped touching him to look at his ruddy face. Kise's breath was heavy due to the strong groan his mouth emitted. "S-Sto-Stop teasing me geez…" Kise said looking at him, a small pout in his mouth.
Aomine continued looking at him for a few more minutes, but suddenly chuckled and said "I didn't know you were so cute when pouting…" Kise's cheeks were redder than before, and he closed his eyes trying to ignore all the embarrassment he was feeling. Suddenly, he felt a strong gentle hand grabbing his wrist and opened his eyes to look at the other's face.
"Come Kise, I will make you feel unique." Aomine said pulling Kise to his lap. The blond felt his body moving on its own toward his most loved person.
"W-Wait Aominecchi I… Y-You're still dressed and I want to feel you!" Kise said feeling embarrassed.
Aomine pulled Kise's head to his and smirking whispered in his ear, "Don't worry Kise, I'm ready to fill you with me and make you feel the most special being in all the world. Besides," Aomine interrupted his own speech to pull out his horny erection allowing Kise to see it, "you will feel me as much as you want Kise." Saying this, the blue haired teen moved one of his hands to Kise's ass and introduced one of his fingers in his hot entrance, caressing his insides softly and carefully. The blond felt a slight pain and discomfort, however Aomine began to tenderly nibble at his small pink nipples providing him more pleasure.
A few more minutes passed, and Kise's expression wore more lust and less pain, so Aomine introduced a second finger scissoring both fingers inside Kise. The blond felt again discomfort, yet the previous pain he felt wasn't there anymore. He could feel Aomine's tenderness and desire through his long fingers inside his tight opening. He was being careful trying not to hurt him, and the blond was starting to feel special already. Nevertheless, he wanted to be one with the person he loved above all. Suddenly while he was distracted losing himself in all the different sensations that Aomine offered him, he felt a third long warm finger slide inside of him; also being moved in slow and repeated movements. Kise writhed in pleasure when one of Aomine's fingers slightly rubbed his sweet special spot. He wasn't ready yet… He knew it, however he wanted to feel connected to Aomine now. He wanted to be one with his most important person right now.
"Ao… Nnhh… Aomi-ne-cchi- Aaah- I… enough…" Kise moaned trying to control his breath.
"Y-You sure?" Aomine asked concerned. His voice husky and his breath heavy.
"Y-Yes… Mmm-" Kise replied trying to escape to Aomine's unstoppable fingers inside him.
"Are you… f-feeling something already Kise?" Aomine asked smirking. However, before the blond could reply back he pulled out his three fingers and very slowly, pushed Kise's body down; sitting him over his hard erection. The blond strongly groaned feeling Aomine's tip rubbing his bare entrance. As a response, he engulfed more of Aomine's hot member inside him tightening him while he was sliding… and sliding in languid movements deeper and deeper. All the small gasps that escaped from his mouth were followed by Aomine's name.
"S-Shit~ Kise- Mmnh… I th-think I h-have to move…" The blue haired male moaned lightly. His forehead against Kise's chest.
"Aaah~ no… I- mmm- to-day I o-only- Aaah- want to feel you… Nnnnha-" Kise said being interrupted by small yet intense groans full of desire. Pleasure. Love. Passion.
"F-Fuck Kise!" Aomine intensely groaned as his horny member inside the blond grew more than before, filling Kise's body with all his desire and love. Hoping that the blond could feel special. Unique.
"Aomi… Aaaah- stop… I… Aaaah~ you… bigger…" Kise moaned.
"Shit! Then stop being and saying such lustful things. Do you know how much I had to restrain myself to not burst right here and now? Fuck Kise! You are so… tight dammit!" Aomine said , his voice deep and serious. "So… Did I answered to your question? Do you believe now that what I feel is not a simple friendship?" He asked hiding his face in Kise's chest.
The blond smiled warmly and embracing his lover said, "I believe in you Aominecchi… And you, do you believe in me?"
"What the hell are you saying Kise? Of course I do!" Aomine said looking his lover in the eyes.
Kise lowered his lips to Aomine's and said "I absolutely love you Aominecchi." Saying this, the blond kissed Aomine warmly and tenderly showing him how important he felt right now.
I'm so sorry again *reverence* I tried my best to be romantic, really ~~ I'm sorry, sorry!
Well, I hope you had enjoyed.
I will update the next chap soon I promise.
See you
Chuu*