Just want to start off by saying sorry! Sorry for not posting in such a long time! I always told myself not to be one of those writers who abandon or not post chapters in such a long time. But I have failed :( Life caught up with me. I have been worrying about mom. She hasn't be all that great lately. I also have school. Which has been kicking ass! If I'm already struggling with school now it has me worried what the rest of the year is going to be like. Then I went through writers block which sucks! If you write you know exactly what I mean. Anyways enough of me rambling. Hope you enjoy the chapter!

Chapter 12

~Tuesday, June 25 *13 Weeks*~

Loren has been on tour with Eddie for almost two weeks now. Eddie loved having Loren with him. He loved that he was finally experiencing what it was like having a pregnant Loren with him. Although it was a little difficult at times. Eddie understood she was pregnant but he wished Loren would spend a little more time with him. She mostly spent her time at the hotel because she was either tired or was feeling nauseous. Eddie learned her craving and which foods she could eat without making her sick. The worst of it was her hormones. Loren would become an emotional rollercoaster. First she would act completely normal; next she would get angry and would either start yelling or throwing something (sometimes she would do both , but only when she was really pissed); then she would start crying and apologizing for yelling and throwing things. After telling her that its ok and not her fault she would stop crying and act as if nothing happened. Sure it could be frustrating at times, but knowing that he would be having a child in about six months with the women he love was worth putting up with all the craziness. Eddie wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.

Eddie: Lo?

Loren: Yeah?

Eddie: Have you seen my-

Eddie stopped dead in his tracks when he walked into the bedroom of their hotel room. Loren was standing in front of a full length mirror with her shirt up looking at her stomach. Eddie couldn't help but smile as he stared at her tiny baby bump. It has gotten bigger but she was still able to hide with certain clothes.

Loren: Have I seen your what?

She said while turning her head to look at Eddie, giving him a gentle smile. Eddie didn't answer, he kept staring at her in awe. Tomorrow she was entering her 14th week. Which meant she would officially be done with her first trimester and starting her second trimester. Eddie walked over to Loren and put one hand on her waist and the other on top of her baby bump.

Eddie: Your beautiful.

Loren: I'm fat.

Eddie: Your not fat, your pregnant.

Loren: Are you still going to think I'm beautiful when I'm the size of a whale?

Eddie: First of all no matter what you will always be beautiful! And second you will not be the size of a whale. You are tiny and will stay tiny.

Loren: And if I don't?

Eddie: If you don't then I will still love you Loren. I love you for you not for what you look like. Your looks are just a bonus.

Loren:(smiling) I love you

Eddie:(smiling) I love you too.

Eddie leaned and gave her a soft kiss. Loren pulled away from Eddie and put her shirt down.

Eddie: You know you hit your second trimester tomorrow.

Loren: I know! Its exciting! One trimester down, two more to go then we finally have our baby.

Eddie: Have you any thought on how we are going to announce it to the media?

Loren:(sighing) Eddie..

Eddie: I know, I know. But you and I both know that once Jake and Kelly figure out what tomorrow is they are going to be constantly nagging us about announcing the baby.

Loren: I know. Lets wait until after our next appointment. Just to make everything is ok and if it is we'll announce it.

Eddie: Everything is just fine. Quit being so worried. Your going to be in second trimester tomorrow which means the changes of a miscarriage is less likely.

Loren: Eddie need I remind you I was fourteen and a half weeks pregnant when I had a miscarriage. So sorry if entering the second trimester doesn't make worry any less!

Loren was looking anywhere but Eddie trying to hold back tears. Eddie had his gaze towards the ground. He always tried to stay positive about this pregnancy and hoped nothing would ever go wrong. Loren on the other hand couldn't. As much as she tried to stay positive there was always that doubt in the back of her mind. The sound of a cell phone going off interrupted the silence that was going on.

Loren:(clearing her throat) It mine.

Eddie nodded. Loren walked over to the nightstand that her phone was on top of.

Loren: Hello?

While Loren was on the phone Eddie left the bedroom and went into the small kitchen that was in their penthouse suite to grab himself a bottle of water. A couple of minutes later Loren came out the room.

Eddie: Who was it?

Loren: Kelly

Eddie: What did she want?

Loren: She needs me to go back to L.A.

Eddie: Why? What For?

Loren: I have a meet and greet at the children's hospital that I completely forgot about.

Eddie: When do you leave?

Loren:(sighing) Tonight unfortunately.

Eddie: I'm going to miss you.

Loren(Giving him a small smile) I'm going to miss you too.

Eddie and Loren: I'm sorry!

Both Loren and Eddie let out a small chuckle

Eddie: You have nothing to be sorry about.

Loren: Yeah well then neither do you. I really am sorry though. I know you hate when I bring up the miscarriage but its hard not to when-

Eddie: When you have this constant voice in your head reminding you of it.

Loren:(nodding) Yeah

Eddie: We will do this anyway you want. Whenever or however you want to announce the baby we will do it your way, Jake and Kelly will just have to live with it.

~Later That Night At The Airport~

It turned out Eddie would be leaving too. But he would be going to finish his tour and she would be off to L.A. for work. They were walking down a hall way hand in hand. They stopped at the end of the hall where they would go their separate ways. One would go right and the other would be going left.

Eddie: My flights that way (he said pointing towards the left)

Loren: And mine is that way (pointing to the right)

Eddie grabbed Loren by the waist giving her a quick kiss before bringing her into a hug.

Eddie: I'm going to miss you. When will you come back on tour?

Loren: I'm going to miss you too. I'll be back the day after my 15 week check up.

Eddie: Ugh! That's too long! I wish I could go to you appointment.

Loren: So do I.

(Flight 143 to Los Angeles, California now boarding)

Loren:(sighing) I have to go. I love you!

Eddie: I love you to Lo!

Eddie gave Loren one last kiss before watching her leave. Eddie watched as Loren walked down the hall towards her flight.

Person: You know it's not the last time you'll ever see her.

Eddie got startled at the sudden voice

Eddie: Damn it Jake! Don't scare me like that! And I know it's not the last time I'll see her, she's my wife. It's just hard to say Bye.

Jake: Think of it as a see you later. Now come on we have a flight to catch.

So there you go! I know, I know. It sucked. Sorry! Hopefully the next time I post it won't suck and I promise it I won't take as long as I did to post this chapter. Sorry if there are any mistakes. I'll fix them later. Anyways hope you enjoyed and don't forget to leave a review!