Thursday June 29th, 2012

To be fair it's really Blaine's fault. He took advantage of me, knowing I was attracted to him & had no experience so I was willing to kiss anyone. He said he didn't recognize "this" as what his emotions were taking shape in but I don't believe him. I don't think that's the full truth. I know he had a thing for me last summer before college was here and before his breakup. I think he's just trying to hide his feelings for me by covering it up with college and ex-girlfriend emotional baggage.

I feel used. I feel like he took advantage of my vulnerability with my lack of experience and just. crushed me. This feels GREAT.