A/N Thanks for all the feedback guys, i wanted to show how much I appreciated it with a hasty upload since it was already written (WOOHOO)!
So today we are going to have thoughts (which will be italicized) and spoken word (which will be in quotation marks) Sooo without further Ado enjoy...
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Sleep paralysis is a terrible thing. I've been having trouble with it recently. I never knew what it was, and the first time I had it I ended up thinking I was dead. It must be a defense mechanism because I was in it right now. Luckily I was one of the few people that can open their eyes without hallucinating. Even still, I made sure not to fully open my eyes so he wouldn't notice I was awake.
From the looks of things I was in a warehouse or a crappy underground hotel of some sort. There was nothing but a dresser, a vanity, 2 doors, and a refrigerator. I found I was bound to a St. Andrew's Cross, my heart raced and my eyes brimmed with tears.
No, nonononono NO!
I knew what these things were used for, I had known since Miranda told me, and I really REALLY hoped he wouldn't be doing THAT to me, of all that is happening to me I fear rape the most. Soon he entered the room. He was so tall, almost freakishly tall, or maybe it was just because I was always the awkwardly tall girl. His eyes were red, bright, blood red. They were enchanting me, haunting me, and burning into my soul all at the same time.
Through half lidded eyes I noticed him rummaging through the dresser in the corner of the room and extracted a piece of immaculate white clothing. It was a baby doll dress, it looked like something I would have worn during my childhood. He came closer with the dress in hand.
I just know he is not going to put that on me.
He came closer and stopped at a vanity, he grabbed a brush, and a necklace. I couldn't tell what was on that necklace due to the poor lighting, but I knew it was some sort of insect.
He came closer. My heart raced, I felt my plans get sweaty.
He better fucking not take off this jacket.
Despite my silent pleas, he did. He unzipped it slowly, as though it were something delicate, fragile. He pulled off the jacket remembering to retie the arm binding and stared at my body, for what seemed like an eternity. I tried to cover up but, my sleep paralysis was still looming over me, not like I could being attached to this thing anyway. It was like a weight on my chest, and my racing heart didn't help. After ample admiration he drew closer, he put his hands around my waist and put his forehead on mine I could see his gleaming red eyes. He whispered whispered, "I've missed you, your voice, your kiss, everything about you."
Do I know you? Have we met before? I couldn't remember, I haven't been able to remember much about my past since that day...
"We will be together again, you WILL remember me" he whispered. He then removed my underwear and held them tightly. I wanted to kick him, scream, do anything at all, but I couldn't it was useless. My body didn't respond to anything. He then stood back staring at me with a lustful look in his eyes, this look told my that my biggest fear would come to pass, and soon.
He released me, finally. He dressed me in the white dress and put the necklace on me, it was a spider, my favorite insect. It was my favorite creature it does good but it is outcasted for the way it looks, it's surplus legs and eyes make it scary to some, it was misunderstood, like me. How did he know it was my favorite?
He took my hair out of the ponytail it was in and brushed it, as he did he quietly hummed a tune. It sounded familiar, but i couldn't put my finger on it. Though it was creepy, it was somewhat soothing. It made me feel safe, however I was confused as to why. Maybe it was the tune he was humming. I felt safe, after a while I dozed off.
Eventually I woke up again, this time I could move. The mysterious man was no where to be seen. I looked around and couldn't find him. Soon the door in front of me opened once again, it was him. He was carrying a knife. He came up to me and put it to my side. "I knew you were awake Julie." He whispered gruffly in my ear. He pushed the knife closer to my side, cutting the dress. "I don't like being deceived" he said pulling back the knife to make a small slit in my side. He walked to the door. I saw him turn back to look at me he brought the knife to his lips and seductively licked the small amount of blood that was on the blade. "Your far sweeter than you used to be" he said softly, almost to the point where I couldn't hear him. I found the courage to speak, "Last time?" I sobbed, tears brimming my eyes. "What do you mean last time?" He smiled and said "You will remember soon enough." He then walked out if the room gracefully, almost floating. I was left alone, and venerable, and terrified of what would happen next.
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A/N And chapter 2 has concluded. While writing this I got an idea. I was thinking that I could read the book and post it on YouTube and you guys could read along. ^^
Let me know what you think of this idea! K guys Bye til next time, I honestly might upload again tonight so keep your eyes peeled! 3
