It's been A week since i last talk to Stan after what happened at school last week. i haven't even returned any of his calls or text message. I haven't returned anyone phone call/ texts in weeks not even Kenny's calls. i'm afraid that Stan had token Kenny's phone just to call and yell at me. i haven't nobody i'm or out of my room other then mom and Ike. Kenny and Cartman had stopped by a day ago but told mom not to let them in because i was still sick and didn't want them to catch what i had. I just want to be alone is that so hard. my super best friend probably hates me for embarrassing him in font of the whole class and Wendy. I mean after all they are still dating. Wendy gets embarrass for her and Stan. i mean they are planing to get married after high school. Stan wanted me as best man but after what happened i don't think he dose anymore. which is fine with me because i didn't want to go to the wedding anyways. seeing my best friend getting married to some bitch who never treat him right anyways. seeing Stan getting married at that matter breaks my heart. stop thing like that Kyle he doesn't love you like that. why me why. I love stan. i love him so much that it hurts. STOP IT KYLE YOUR ONLY MAKING THING WORSE FOR YOUR SELF. i felt like just breaking down in tears.
" Kyle bubbie come on down and eat" mom yell
" coming" i yell back. I hope no one comes during dinner i don't need to have a break down in front of everyone. that's the last thing i need. i go down to the bathroom and wash up before going downstairs
Okay sorry guys i haven't been on for a while sorry i been busy. sorry for the sort chapter but i have to go babysit but don't worry ill do more later on i promise
- Keisha ( aka. )