{A/N I thought I should warn you guys this chappy is graphic, you know what that means. ( ^ω^ ) also this is my first citrus scene so go easy on meh. Conflicting thoughts are underlined FYI. Enjoy my lovely ladies and gentlemanz}
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The kiss lasted for what seemed hours. He stopped the kiss and grabbed the knife in the floor. I didn't move, mostly out of fear, but some part of me was still mesmerized by that kiss. The way his tongue moved, gave me the urge to kiss back. The glint of attraction I had before the kiss had grown. I still feared him, but deep inside I couldn't help but feel attraction towards him. Maybe it was because he reminded me of someone, someone dear to me.
What the hell is wrong with you Julie?! A killer!? You developing feelings for a killer, KILLER Julie! But maybe he has a side to him I haven't seen, maybe we can be together...no I have someone already, I wouldn't stoop so low
I was snapped out of my deep thought be Beyond returning to the bed, with the knife in hand. He laid on top of me and continued to kiss me. I didn't resist, knowing resistance would only make it worse. He broke the kiss and lowered his lips to my neck, he bit down to the point that it felt vampiric. I felt my blood run down my neck, unto the bed. He drank it greedily, like it was his life force. I was shocked at how little it hurt. I moaned, Beyond looked at me, his bright ruby eyes were lustful, "Are you enjoying this Julie?" His voice deep and full of desire. I shook my head no, even though the desire was apparent on my face, I struggled to hide it. "No point in hiding it baby" he said, grinding his hips roughly into mine, I felt his excitement through his baggy jeans. I stifled a moan.
You don't enjoy this you DON'T ENJOY THIS!
But it feels...so...good.
Broke our embrace and took off his shirt, I squiggled and squirmed, attempting to get away, hoping my sense would kick in. I couldn't move much, his thighs were tight against my hipbones. It was slightly painful, but only when I moved. Beyond's lips broke me from my trance once again. The kiss was brief. He sat back up, his body was miraculous he looked so much like him. Damn, he is good looking.He took off his jeans. I felt my heart beat faster,I closed my eyes and heard his jeans hit the floor behind me. Damn. I knew what was next I'm not sure if it technically count as rape, since I was kissing him back. Of course it's rape! You don't want this...! Do you...yea they look alike, but this isn't him!
Beyond leaned in for another kiss. He positioned himself in between my legs. I pushed him back, attempting to prevent what would happen to me next. "Are we really going to play this game?" He said breathily lifting himself to sit in his calves. I closed my eyes tightly, and covered myself with my hand. "Okay then" he said heaving me up and throwing me over his shoulder. I struggled, very little, but struggled. "Since you've already done the tiring work of undressing yourself" he said setting me down at the cross, "We can finish what we started much faster." We? Well I guess I DID have a small part in this. He bound me to the cross, I looked down ashamed of my body. I always felt inadequate compared to Miranda, and being tied up makes me feel worse. "God, your even more beautiful than I remember!" He cried. I blushed. Average maybe but not beautiful. He picked up my head, cradling my chin. He kissed me delicately at first, but it became more passionate. I felt his excitement jab into my thigh. I think I'm falling in love, or at least deep infatuation him. It's just Stockholm Syndrome, it will fade once I get out of here, once I'm finally rescued Ill be reunited with my Lawli, I can finally go back to my Lawli...
Beyond's hands tightened on my hips, he thrust into me in one painful motion, I yelped, tears brimming my eyes. He thrust continuously each time deeper, his grip tightening with each painful thrust, I yelped with each movement. I felt my skin bruise beneath his hands. I wanted to let go, leave this body, only return when this torture was over. I relaxed, finally accepting what was happening to me. He continued for hours, I literally mean HOURS. I saw the sun in the bathroom window emerge. He finally finished, I felt his warmth inside of me as he extracted himself. I closed my eyes. I was Tired, and extremely hungry. Beyond picked me up and allowed me to sleep in his bed for the night. I was slightly uncomfortable, knowing at anytime, Beyond could slither in next to me. I finally put my worries to rest, I then fell asleep. Hoping to dream about my Lawli.