Chapter 5: The only thing I know is "depression"

Kim

I felt comfortable in Jacks embrace, I felt right for once in my life. But my mind jumped back to the time he left.

I don't want to get to close then get hurt again. I quickly pulled back wiping my tears, I kept my eyes down not letting myself look.

"Kim" he whispered placing his fingers under my chin. He raised my head, I saw his soft eyes. Ugh if looks could kill I though.

"Yes" I answered. "It will be ok" he said. I nodded "Can I get out of here" I asked. He nodded taking my hand. I quickly rejected it.

I didn't want this to lead him on at any way, he left, he made his choice.

I made my way out of the house. "What do I do now" I asked. "We kept you in witness protection" he answered. I nodded

"So i'm forced to live in fear for the rest of my life" I said. He had no comment, just the look of pity painted on my face. I got into the car waiting for him to drive me back to the station. The drive was silence again, there was an awkward tension between us.

"So when did you get back" I blurted out. He looking calm yet ok with the question. "About when I got your case" he said.

"Now i'm a case" I said disgusted by his look of me. "No, I got the case before I knew it linked to you" he said catching a glimpse of me then turning back to me.

"So you would have dropped the case, if you knew it involved me" I asked. "No, just- is there any answer that wouldn't get me trouble" he asked.

I let out a laugh, and I finally got to see a smile that I longed for. "Why did you ever leave" I asked out loud. His smile quickly left his face.

"Because" he breath out but didn't want to finish. Why can't he just tell me? Doesn't he know how much it hurts me?

He pulled the car up at the station pulling the car out of drive. I put my hand on the handle about to get out. "Kim wait" Jack said grabbing my arm. "Yes" I huffed.

"I can't tell you, but I do care about you" he said trying to find the words. "Jack please" I said removing his hand from my arm. I opened the door and walking back into the station…

Hours later

"We are going to put you in witness protection" the police man said. I nodded letting my eyes wonder.

"For now your new name will be Katie Wilkes" he said pushing a paper to me. It read all of my new qualities and features. A new everything, almost a new life

"Something I could really use right now". I nodded again having no words. Just that the Kim I used to know was gone, I'm the new Katie Wilkes.

A/N

Sorry for not updating in a while, school has gotten in the way a lot. But thats life, right. Hope you like the chapter, sorry making it short. Review!