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This is dedicated to the more than wonderful Carlos PenaVega, who is celebrating his 25th birthday today.

First Time Drama

Carlos POV

»Logie? «

»What's up, Litos? «

»Come to a club with me? «

I got us fake IDs a few days ago. Logie was really upset, but calmed quickly down.

»Litos, you know I hate clubs! «

»Please…«

I gave him my best puppy dog face. Logan sighed and growled:

»Fine. «

»Yay! «, I cheered.

We got both dressed and headed to a gay club not far away. After we got a drink (nothing with alcohol or Logan would have gone nuts), I asked Logan if he wanted to dance. He shook his head. I could tell he felt uncomfortable and I felt kind of guilty.

»Do you mind if I? «

»Go ahead, Litos. «

I kissed him and got onto the dance floor. I loved dancing. The beat of the music got immediately caught me. Someone tapped on my shoulder from behind. I turned around and gaped at the smoking hot guy, who smiled at me. He was slightly taller than me, black spiky hair, and deep brown eyes.

»Wanna dance? «, he asked huskily.

I nodded. He was an amazing dancer. We moved our body synchronously to the music. He started to grind his backside against me. After a few minutes that guy asked:

»Wanna go o the bathroom? «

»I have a boyfriend. «

»Invite him over. «

I looked shocked. I did not expect that. But nonetheless I shook my head. No way would I share my Logie with someone. My eyes darted to the bar where I left Logan, but he wasn't there. I panicked slightly and searched for him. He wasn't here anymore, so I ran out. Down the street I could see someone who looked familiar to my boyfriend. I ran in his direction and saw it WAS Logan. I grabbed his arm and pulled him into a hug.

»Logie! Never scare me like that again! «

He pulled away.

»Don't call me Logie. «

»What's wrong? «

He didn't say anything. Instead he walked away.

»Logan! Why do you act like that? «

My boyfriend turned around and exploded.

»HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO ACT WHEN YOU ARE DRY HUMPING A BETTER VERSION OF ME? «

A mix of emotions came up. I felt shocked that Logan could yell. I never heard that before. And to be honest that turned me on. And I felt angry at myself. Of course would Logan think something like that. I was an insensitive prick.

»There is no better version of you. «, I said quietly.

I could see that he melted a little bit, but he didn't believe me. He turned around and walked away. This time I didn't chased after him. Instead I took my phone and dialed a number.

»Kendall, I need a favor. «

Thirty minutes later I stood in our living room. Everywhere were candles, because Logan loved candle light. I wore a black tux, because Logan said once he loved to see me in a tux. And I bought a big bouquet of Logan's favorite flowers: red roses. I plugged my iPod into the stereo. I hated this whole cheesy, romantic stuff, but I knew Logan loved cheesy gestures. And he loved me singing. After a few minutes of waiting the apartment door opened. Logan stepped in. His eyes were red and puffy and I felt a pang in my chest. I felt guilty, because I knew I was the reason for his sadness.

»Carlos, what are you doing? «

I started to sing.

Do you ever wonder, when you listen to the thunder
And your world just feels so small

Put yourself on the line and time after time
Keep feeling inside that they don't know you're alive
Are you on the mind or just invisible

But I won't let you fall
I'll see you, through them all
And I just wanna let you know

Oh, when the lights go down in the city
You'll be right there shining bright
You're a star and the sky's the limit
And I'll be right by your side
Oh, you know, you're not invisible to me
Oh, you know you're not gonna be invisible

Do you ever think of, what you're standing at the brink of
Feel like giving up, but you just can't walk away

Night after night, always trying to decide
Are you gonna speak out or get lost in the crowd
Do you take a chance or stay invisible?

But I won't let you fall
I'll see you, through them all
And I just wanna let you know

Oh, when the lights go down in the city
You'll be right there, shining bright
You're a star and the sky's the limit
And I'll be right by your side
Oh, you know, you're not invisible to me
Oh, you know, you're not gonna be invisible

Gotta look far, I'll be where you are
I wish you could see what I see
So don't ask why, just look inside
Baby it's all you need

And I don't understand why you won't
Take my hand and go
Cause you're so beautiful

And every time that

Oh, when the lights go down in the city
You'll be right there shining bright
You're a star and the sky's the limit
And I'll be right by your side
Oh, you know, you're not invisible to me
Oh, you know you're not gonna be invisible

Oh, when the lights go down in the city
You'll be right there shining bright
You're a star and the sky's the limit
And I'll be right by your side
Oh, you know, you're not invisible to me
Oh, you know you're not gonna be invisible

I got close to him and gave him the flowers.

»Logie, I know you think you are not good enough, but that is not true. You are the most perfect guy on this planet. And I know I can consider myself lucky to call you my boyfriend. But I am also your boyfriend and I will for a long time, because I don't want someone else. Because no one is you. I love you. And I am sorry. For making you feel unworthy. For scaring you. For dancing with that guy. And I hope you can forgive me. «

Logan hugged me tightly. His eyes were watering.

»I am sorry for overreacting. I love you, too. «

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