You watch all of them sit there in a defining silence. The whole room is silent and you wish that something would happen to bring everything back. Back to the way it was because sure, you're dead but you want everybody to move on with their lives so you didn't need to suffer by watching them miss you.

You know everything you say is sounding selfish but that's what you want them to do, that's what you need them to do.

You can see the new tears in their eyes and you wish you go up to them and say

"I'm alright, I'm here."

You can't do that however because you tried it before and it didn't work leaving yourself in a mess of tears.

You took the possibility that this is all a nightmare but you have realised time and time again that's it not and this is a cruel punishment of watching the ones you love fall apart in front of you.

You watch them from a distance because now you're scared that if you get to close they'll notice you and yell at you for all this because you know it's your fault they're like this and all you want now is for them to live on and forget about you.

You watch the first one as she places a rose and talks for a minute before heading back, bawling while having another comfort her.

The next one comes up after settling the last one down enough so she is fine by herself. You watch as yet another flower is placed and more words are spoken before she walks back sobbing into the one she comforted.

There is a break before the last person comes up. She look the worst of them all and you know you're the reason for that because you've watched her day after day blaming herself that your gone that she wasn't good enough to keep you here.

You watch her as she takes the longest of them all to talk to you because she knew you the best. She knew what was wrong with you and she took you in anyway. She was the reason you survived as long as you did.

When the final person has left you walk over to the three of them and you stand behind them and look at the engravings on the stone.

Aria Montgomery

1996-2014

Daughter

Friend

Lover

Those are the words inscribed onto the stone and you find yourself in tears as you watch as your three best friends look down at you grave and you can only think of one thing to say.

"I'm sorry, Hannah, Emily, Spencer. Goodbye."

You find yourself staring at spencer because in in life you don't want to depart with no matter how much pain you cause her. You know you're making yourself sound selfish again but you can't stop so that's when you peel eyes away from your love.

It is with that, that you walk away from all three of them because you know that miss you but you also know that they won't move on with you lingering presence around them So, you don't stop walking.

You just keep moving in hopes of forgetting.

I had tried to upload this chapter 6 times but i got there.

Sooooo, that happened.

If you want more (NO HAPPY ENDINGS) just ask and I might

The only reason i did more was because some people asked. (Your welcome)

-Guessmename (waddles away)

I may end up re-writing this chapter if people are confused by it