First Times Chapter 10: Epilogue, a big time rush fanfic

Here it is the last chapter of First Times. I would like to thank everyone, who read this and who reviewed.

Epilogue

Logan's POV

5 years later…

»Papi! Papi! «

My kids ran to the door, which was opened from my wonderful husband Carlos. The kids hugged each on leg of him and Carlos chuckled.

»Hey! Missed you. «

»We missed you, too, Papi. «, they said in unison.

I smiled. They were so adorable. Carlos came to me in the kitchen.

»Hey, Logie. What are you doing? «

I turned around and kissed him.

»Making dinner. «

He smiled and kissed me back.

»Eww. Gross. «

I laughed.

»You don't want me to kiss Papi? «

»Nuh-uh. «

So many things changed during the last five years. The first thing was that Kendall and James got together. They told us after our honeymoon. I smiled when I thought about the day they told us.

Flashback

Carlos and I sat in the living room. We came back yesterday late at night. James and Kendall were already asleep, so we didn't get to talk with them.

»You are back! «, James exclaimed.

Kendall and he raced to us and hugged us. We laughed.

»We missed you guys, too. «

»So was Hawaii? «

»Great. Amazing. Even if I had to drag Carlos most of the time out. «

»Hey! It's not a crime when I want to spend my honeymoon in my bed with my husband. «

My heart fluttered when he called me his husband. Kendall and James snickered.

»I am surprised you are able to walk, Logan. «

James, Kendall and Carlos laughed, when I blushed. I smacked Carlos chest.

»Stop laughing! «, I hissed.

Carlos chuckled.

»We are just messing with you, Logie. «

I crossed my arms around my chest. They knew exactly that I hated it when people laughed at me. It brought to many bad memories up. Carlos sensed that I was upset. He hugged me.

» I am sorry, Logie. «

I just hummed. To be honest, I wasn't mad anymore, but I didn't want to admit that.

»We have to tell you guys something. «, James said.

»We are dating! «, Kendall blurted out.

Carlos and I exchanged a look.

»We are happy for you guys...«, I trailed off.

»But what the hell took you so long? «, Carlos asked.

I nodded.

»So, you are fine with us? «, James asked worried.

»No, James. We just married. But we don't like other gay couples. «, I replied sarcastically.

Okay, maybe I was still a little bit mad. But I was truly happy for my best friends. So I hugged them and told them:

»If one of you will mess this up I will kick your ass. «

They looked terrified for a moment, until I started laughing.

Flashback End

Last year they married.

One month after we came back from Hawaii, where we spent our honeymoon, I started to have some symptoms. So I went to the doctor and the doctor found out that I have a female reproduction system and that I was pregnant. That was shocking. But after the shock faded I was exited and Carlos…Carlos was ecstatic. And I had the support of our family. Our moms (I consider Mama Knight as my mom, too) were so happy to become grandmothers. Kendall and James were exited to become uncles. The day after the doctor told me, we went to Gustavo.

Flashback

»Gustavo, we need to tell you something. «

»WHAT?! «

I was nervous as well as the others. We didn't know what to expect from him.

»Well…Uh- I am pregnant. «

Gustavo and Kelly looked at me.

»DOG! Your pranks get WORSE and WORSE! «

»That is not a prank! «, Carlos said.

I placed a photo of our baby we got at the ultrasound yesterday on his desk. Gustavo and Kelly looked at the picture than at me and at the picture again. Gustavo's face became red. Carlos hugged me from behind and placed his hands protectively on my stomach. Kelly came closer her eyes wide and shining. Carlos pulled me into him, expecting the worst.

»May I? «, Kelly asked quietly.

I nodded and grabbed Carlos hands. Kelly placed a hand on my stomach.

»You are really pregnant? «

I nodded. She smiled softly and hugged me. We looked at Gustavo. He stared in awe at the photo.

»Gustavo, are you okay? «, Kelly asked gently.

He snapped out of his thoughts.

»Uh…Yes. I am fine. We have to think about what we will tell the press. «

»There is actually more, Gustavo. We…We want to end BTR. We already talked with Kendall and James. They are as sad as we are, but they are agreeing with us to end. «, Carlos said.

Gustavo looked completely stunned.

»W-why? «

»Well, at first, because of the baby. We want to keep the whole Hollywood thing away. We want our baby to have a childhood, which is as normal as possible. We finished our latest album and we have a few months until I start to show that I am pregnant. So we can have a final tour. And even if BTR was the best time of our life we want to develop ourselves. We all want to do this. And finally we don't want to end like Boys in the Attic: desperate for another short moment of stardom. «

Gustavo was silent for a view moments, until he finally said almost not audible:

»Okay. «

Flashback End

Gustavo was really sentimental. After our 'Big Time Dreams' Tour, we officially announced BTRs end as well as Gustavo announced that he would stop making music. Then we moved back to Minnesota. Carlos and I bought a house. Well technically Gustavo bought it as a gift. When we were settled, I started having online classes and Carlos got into the Police academy. And then finally our son was born. We named him Liam Roberto Garcia. He was our pride and joy. The first months were really hard. Struggling with a newborn, Carlos training to get a cop and I started having real classes. But somehow we managed it. But then a few months after Liam was born I got pregnant again. Then it became really hard. I took a lot of online classes to make up for the lost time. When I got pregnant for the second time Carlos finished fortunately the academy and was a cop, so he had better work times. But sometimes it was still hard. And it didn't help that I was worried sick about Carlos every time he worked. I mean Police officer was never the safest job. After nine months Isabella Maria Garcia was born. Their godfathers Kendall and James were really in love with our kids. But they couldn't visit us very often. They still can't. James is a famous model travelling around the world for photo shoots and Kendall became the star player of the Minnesota Wild. It was hard for them sometimes, but they managed to make their relationship work.

I put a lot of effort in my classes. So I could end med school one year earlier, when Liam was three. I didn't like it, but during that time Carlos and I fought a lot. Every time broke our hearts. But somehow we made up every time. Now I was in the second year of my internship.

What I love is that Carlos didn't change much. He was still the hyper, bubbly guy I fell in love with. Even after all the fights we had, after the whole stress we have sometimes, after the terrible things he sees sometimes at work. And I…I am still myself. I didn't change much except for the worrying. I am worrying more than before. For example right now I am worrying, too. About Liam, who is in Pre School right now for two months and he never talks about friends. I am worried about our financial situation. Carlos does earn a nice amount of money and we have still some of the money we earned with BTR, but kids are expensive they need a lot of things and I want to give my kids the best life. But I just have to wait until I finished my internship, when I am a real doctor. And I am worrying about Carlos getting hurt.

»Stop worrying, Logie. «, Carlos said and kissed me.

»How did you know? «

»You always get that special face when you are worrying. But don't worry. Everything is fine. The kids are fine. I am fine. You are fine. «

»I know. I am sorry. «

Carlos chuckled and kissed my forehead.

»Don't be. It is just who you are. «

I set the table.

»Kids! Dinner is ready. «

They chased each other to the table. I laughed. Sometimes they were just like Carlos. Especially Liam. He even looks like Carlos. Except for the eyes. He got mine. And Isabella is a perfect mix of Carlos and me. Not just from the looks. Sometimes he is active as Carlos and sometimes shy like me. In this moment when I saw my amazing husband and my wonderful children, I knew it doesn't matter what will happen in our future as long as I would have my family. I kissed my kids on the forehead and then Carlos. Every time I see or touch or kiss Carlos I feel like when we started to date.

»I love you, Litos. «

»I love you, too. «

Just breathe, just breathe
Just you, just me
All the things that I need to say
You're here, you leave
Heart on my sleeve
I don't know how much I can take

And I've been going crazy
'Cause everything we do
Makes me feel so amazing

When I'm with you, yeah
You, yeah
It feels just like the first time
When I'm with you, yeah
You, yeah
It's still just like the first time
When I'm with you, with you
with you, with you
When I'm with you, yeah
You, yeah
It feels just like the first time

Your touch, your kiss
I can't resist
Still don't know how much I can take, yeah
I'm on my knees , you're off I need
How you got me feeling this way, yeah

I've been going crazy
Cause everything we do
Makes me feel so amazing

That was it. I hope you like it. I am considering doing another series of one shots about this story. I am not sure if I do that and when I would post that, because school is starting soon again and I have other stories to take care of.

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If you want to read more from me, please check out my Kogan story Sometimes Love has a strange way to show itself and if you are a Jagan fan I will post a Jagan story called Minnesota Love soon.