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I am so sorry! I've been so gone from this site but now I'm back and (hopefully) better than ever.

This is the 6th out of 7 stories that I've updated. Time to start number 7.

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-Kat

Disclaimer: I do not own the Divergent Characters. I only own my OCs.

RAES POV

After lunch we go back to training. Apparently the afternoon will be spent learning how to throw knives. I am very worried because if my aim was off with the guns then I can just imagine how bad my aim will be with the knives.

"Initiates, listen up. Four will now demonstrate how to throw a knife." I try and concentrate on Tobias's stance and every move that he makes when throwing but all I can think about is that he is mine. I'm so lucky that he is mine and that he loves me.

"Go get three knives and start practicing…" Everybody scurries to grab their knives. I just walk at the back of the group not wanting to get trampled. I take three knives and walk to the only target left. I get into the stance that I barely paid attention to and bring my arm back and toss it forward releasing the knife. It sticks into the target to the right of mine. The whole room laughs except for Tobias. He comes over to help me for the second time today.

"You really need to work on your aim. First of all your stance is crooked. You need to be facing this way." He takes me by my hips and twists me into a new position. "Now with any luck you'll be aiming at your own target. Get it to stick in your own target and we'll celebrate later, ok?" I nod.

I pull my hand back with the knife in it and fling it forward releasing the knife. It sticks in my target, one ring from the center. I let out a squeal, turn to Tobias and jump into his arms. He holds me up and spins me around. "I'm so proud of you Lia. You have one knife left though."

I go through the same steps making sure to be in the correct stance and hit the center of the target. I guess I'm not as bad at this as I thought I was going to be.

Eric, who has been helping the others, tells us that whenever we hit the center that we can go. Tobias goes up to Eric and he nods.

Tobias comes back to me and tells me that he got permission to take the rest of today off with me. We walk out of the training room hand in hand.

TOBIAS POV

I'm going to show Lia where I've been living for the past year. I just want some time alone with her. As we are walking back to my place I notice that she is deep in thought. That could either be good or bad I guess.

We walk through the familiar path back to my room and once we get there I take out my key and unlock the door.

"Where are we?" It was all she needed to say before I let her in the room.

"Welcome to my room. This is where I have been living since I left abnegation. Well, here, and the transfer dorms. You actually chose the exact bed that I was living on last year."

We walk into the modest sized room and lead Lia over to the bed, which just so happens to be the only sitting area in the room.

I love Lia so much and over time that love has turn into a desperate need. Not only a need for her company, her laugh, her smile, and her glowing personality, but also her body. That last kiss we shared in abnegation sparked something in me that I didn't think existed. It sparked a lust for Lia, and only Lia.

RAES POV

"Ready for your celebration?" I nod.

Tobias smashes his lips onto mine. I greedily move my lips against his. This is ok. I don't mind this so much. Actually it's kind of fun. We move in a steady rhythm and as we go on the kisses get hungrier and needier. Tobias pulls away just long enough to reposition himself along my jawbone. His kisses move down my jaw to my neck where he sucks and nips at me. I feel the pleasure building up in me but I try to hold it in. I can't let him know that I enjoy this so much.

"Ooooh Tobias!" Oops. I guess I couldn't hold it in. I feel him smirk against my neck and his sucking gets stronger. I don't bother to hold it in anymore, I moan knowing that it makes him happy.

My hands travel from around his neck to tangled in his hair. I tug at his hair and it makes him groan a bit. Ok, I'm starting to see the good in this whole intimacy thing. At this point I'm getting majorly turned on. I just want to feel Tobias, every inch of him. I decide to start with his chiseled abs.

Tobias's hands decide to move from my hips (where they were resting comfortably) to the front of my shirt. He starts to fiddle with the hem of my shirt and soon both our shirts are on the floor.

Tobias moves his lips down my neck to my collarbone. I can feel him fiddling with something on my back and it takes me a minute to figure out that it is the clasp on my bra.

I'm not sure I'm ready to go that far with Tobias yet. Am I ready? If I let him take off my bra, the next step will be full on sex. No. I am not ready for that yet. Almost but not quite yet.

"Tobias stop." He doesn't. "Tobias." He still fiddles with the clasp on the bra. At least I can tell he's never taken one off before. "TOBIAS. STOP!" He looks at me. He's panting heavily. His normally dark blue eyes are black with lust. "I love you but I'm not ready to go that far yet."

He brings his arms back around to the front of me and nods. He looks as if he's upset with himself. I lift his head so his eyes meet mine. "Hey Tobias. You know that I love you for always, right?"

He nods again. "I know it's just that I love you so much and I let my lust for you get put first. When we do end up having sex I want it to be special for you. Not just me out of control with lust. I'm sorry."

"You have nothing to be sorry about. I was pretty into it too." He smiles and we put our shirts back on.

"You know what I want to do now Tobias?"

He shakes his head. "No, what?"

"I want to get a tattoo."