Guys I'm sorry this took so long to update, it was my birthday and then there was this ANNOYING family thing... So this is it here now, thank you for all your reviews and follows/favourites. They make me happy:-)

I couldn't open my eyes. I was dizzy, and felt as if I was floating. I tried to open my mouth to speak but I couldn't. My mouth was dry and my tongue felt swollen in my mouth. It was impossible to speak. Someone held a straw up to my mouth and I sucked greedily, the water felt so good as it made its way down my rough throat. I recognised the perfume the person was wearing, it smelled sweet and warming.

"Abuela?" A soothing hand caressed my forehead and I leaned into the passionate gesture

"Santana, you had to be sedated. You were too upset."

Santana's eyes then flew open, remembering the moment she was told about Finn's death.

"Abuela why are you here? You hate me."

"Oh Santana." Her Abuela took her set next to Santana's bed "I don't hate you. Not anymore, that you made the right choice."

"Excuse me? Right choice about what?"

"Your reaction when that boy died. You reacted like that because he was your lover. You don't react like that over just anyone. I know you we're romantically linked with him."

Santana thought for a moment as she tried to comprehend what her Abuela was saying

"No, no Abuela you've misunderstood. Finn and I weren't anything. I have a girlfriend! I'm a lesbian!"

Her Abuela walked back out the room, disgusted. Santana cried again.

Rachel's POV
I woke up with a small hand on my face and the sound of soft snores and I smiled as I realised the sleeping figure next to me was my sister Beth. I sat up and brushed the hair out of her face and kissed her forehead. I walked through to find Shelby cooking lunch, I didn't even realise I was hungry until I smelled the food.

"Morning... Well it's afternoon now I suppose. Did you sleep okay?"

"Yeah I did thanks. Beth is still sound asleep."

Shelby laughed, an affectionate giggle "that girl would sleep all day if I let her. Are you hungry?"

Rachel and Shelby sat and ate. "Rachel honey, why don't you tell me what's bothering you? And don't say nothing. You're like an open book."

Rachel sighed "I don't know. It just feels like I'm not supposed to have anyone in my life. Everyone I love is destined to leave."

"Sweetie no! What happened to your Dad was horrible but it happened. And the crash? Well Santana was in the wrong place at the wrong time, and she's going to get better. Heck she loves you!"

"What the fuck would you know?! You've been in my life 5 minutes!" Rachel was shouting now "people have been leaving me my whole life! Friends, my grandparents, heck you walked out on me twice before you decided you actually wanted to get to know me. It probably won't be long until you leave again!"

"Rachel, please. I'm not leaving again."

"Whatever."