Why You?

Chapter 7!

A/N: Hey everybody! I want to thank you all for the great reviews and support that I'm getting! Thank you all! I hope you are ready for this new chapter! Warning: Prepare. Your. Selves. For A. Dramatic. And Emotional. Twist! I hope you enjoy this new chapter! Brad:D

( Previously on 'Why You?' )

After a while, Natsuki had finished in the bath and got out, she grabbed the towel and placed it on her head as she let out a sigh of contentment. Taking the towel off her head, she began to dry her body and then place the towel around her waist when-

The door flung open and Shizuru came in looking in a panic. Natsuki froze and tried to hide her lower region as fast as she could. Whether Shizuru saw or not, she didn't know...

"S-S-SHIZURU!" Natsuki stuttered out as she continued to try to hide away. She quickly wrapped the towel around her whole body.

Shizuru didn't know but she thought she saw something. No, she knew she saw something down...there.

"N-Natsuki..." Shizuru trailed off as she stared at Natsuki, frozen to the spot. "W-Was that...?"...

( The present time! )

Time itself seemed to stop as soon as Shizuru opened that door and walked in. Emeralds and crimson met in a rather large amount of hesitance from the emerald and confusion from the crimson. Natsuki's body is now covered by her dark blue towel that is snugly hiding her extra...part. Natsuki was about to try to say something when Shizuru spun on her heel and ran from the room.

Natsuki reached her arm out to try to grab the girl but she had already most likely run down the stairs.

"S-S-Shizuru! Wait- It's not what i-it looks like! Let m-me explain!" Natsuki tried to run after the girl and she ended up in her bedroom and quickly threw on her own set of nightwear. She had chosen a simple pair of dark blue silk pj bottoms, a white tank top and her undergarments. She quickly threw them on and ran down stairs to see if she can find her... Her what? Does she like Shizuru, maybe even love the girl? Natsuki didn't know. She just couldn't take rejection from her.

"Shizuru! Wait!" Natsuki ran down the stairs and jumped the last few and by the other side of the room, stood a confused and slightly scared Shizuru. Shizuru snapped her head up and Natsuki took a step back from that gaze. It was so full of confusion, panic and curiosity! It was all there, even a hint of rejection. Natsuki saw it nonetheless and tried to fight back the tears threatening to spill down her face.

Shizuru wrapped her arms around herself as she continued to stare. Natsuki isn't fully female. She knows now but she never suspected anything before. All the reasons; the boy uniform, the never changing with the girls in locker rooms, the boyish clothes, everything. It all added up now. Natsuki is different than any one else but her mind is malfunctioning.

"N-Natsuki? What a-are you?" Shizuru asked as she stared down at the...at Natsuki...

"I swear! It's not what you think! Let me explain!" Natsuki tried to reason and so she took a step forwards but Shizuru in return gasped and took a step back.

Pain. Rejection. Disgust. Lonely. The emotions came back and began flooding over Natsuki's mind. She couldn't take it! It hurts! It hurts! It's exactly like her parents, her ex, the old school, her old friends, everything! It's all too much pain to take! Now! Now of all the times for Shizuru to find out! It had to be now?!

One word echoed throughout Natsuki's mind as she stood still and dropped her arms to her side. Pain. Is that the only thing she is in the world for? For people to strike at her like she is a new born with no protector and just thrown out to the merciless beast?

Natsuki's head dropped down as she glared at the floor. Her salty tears staining her face as they fell, one by one and landed on the floor with a 'patter'. Her fists clenched so tight her nails began to threaten the skin of her palm.

It hurts.

Natsuki's heart thumped painfully in her chest.

I'm lonely.

She couldn't move her own body. It felt so cold.

I'm hated.

Natsuki could hear the sound of bare feet tapping against the floor. She knew exactly what was going to happen, there are only two possibilities.

I'm scared.

The first is Shizuru will run. Leave her alone in the dark depths of the sea to drown.

Why me.

The second is Shizuru may try to speak to her and try to sort things out.

Thrown away.

Natsuki's mind is winning. The pain is returning and she can't stop it. Why does everyone hate her? She never asked to be like this! She never wanted this! It's not her fault!

Tell them.

She wanted to scream at the top of her husky lungs and release all of the pent up emotions.

Show them.

The patter of feet began walking to the stairs and they never stopped. They didn't even make any noise! Not a damn thing!

Shizuru eventually came down stairs with her clothes from earlier on. She glanced at the girl shaking but what could she do. She doesn't know what to do. She did the only thing she thought was right. She left. She ran.

Shizuru ran from the apartment after she swung the door open. She ran down the end of the hall and bumped into a stranger. What would they be doing up here? Only Natsuki lives on this floor. Right now, she didn't care. She ran on and pushed the elevator buttons repeatedly. This was not like her usual facade.

The elevator finally dinged and she hurriedly stepped in and pushed the lobby button repeatedly, willing the doors to close faster.

Then she looked up and saw a women's back as her brown hair danced along her back and then that women said something as the door closed and Shizuru could only just make it out.

"Ah, I knew you were no different. You can never bring what is rightfully mine happiness. How pitiful." And then the elevator doors closed as soon as the women stopped speaking and she felt the elevator go down.

Once the elevator stopped, she ran to the car parked outside for her and turned back to the hotel and hesitated until she went to her home.

Natsuki's legs gave out from under her and she crashed on her knee caps on the floor. She whimpered, willing herself to be strong but she couldn't. Sobs racked her body and they turned into cries of anguish. She hated how this happened every time! It hurts so fucking much! Natsuki just gave up. Her dull and lifeless eyes began to sob as she let the pain take over her body. She fell on her side with a painful thud, completely laying on her left side.

Emerald eyes stared and stared into no where. Her body continued to spasm on the floor and twitch now and then. Her legs lay curled up but outstretched at the same time. She's laid on her left shoulder with her arms stretched out in front of the once proud and happy body that is now frozen and limp. She thought of staying there but she knew she would only drown herself in pity.

It actually happened. Shizuru found out and she left. Left like all the others besides from one who she got rid of. Now all she wanted was someone...anyone...to embrace her. Natsuki's mind began to travel back and forwards from the past to the present of her parents.

(Flash Back: Parents! )

A young raven-haired 6 year old walked down stairs from the room she stays in. The house is silent besides from the slight chatter coming from her fathers study. Being a curious child, she went to see what her parents may be talking about. As she closed in on the large and intimidating oak door, she noticed that it was slightly open and so she peeked through.

There sat Lanster Kruger. On the opposite side of his desk is her mother, Saeko Kruger. They seemed to be in a heated conversation and so she listened in and placed her small ear as close to the door as she could.

"That child! Such a thing we have! How did this happen to us? What did we do to deserve such a disgrace!?" Lanster slammed his hands down on the desk that created a loud 'slam' and poor little Natsuki flinched. Her mother didn't even so much as blink an eye.

"I have told you over and over. It is the nano-machines the doctor used when we had that car crash. I am no longer able to get pregnant. Natsuki is the only heir we have. We discuss this same thing every day and to be honest it bores the death out of me. I suggest we just try to get it removed or we dress the child the best up as a boy we can." That is her mother. Stone cold.

Lanster seemed t be thinking this over and so Natsuki looked down at her body. She knew she is different. She has something girls are not meant to. From what she was told, when her mother was pregnant her mother and father were involved in a car crash and that lead Natsuki to being born early, otherwise she would have died. She was told how the doctor injected a drug into her mother's blood stream to help reproduce blood cells faster. At the time, the drug was still new and so when Natsuki was born, they found out that the nano-machines had caused a mutation in the genes and her body came out as half of both genders. When her mother gave birth, she also caused Endometrial ablation, leading to the removal of her mothers uterus.

Ever since then, her parents treated her as an abomination. A monster to the world. She was locked up in the house and in her room. The world showed no compassion, her mother said to her. Thus the reasons she was locked away as a beast in a cage.

Natsuki heard the talking come to an end and she hurriedly moved away from the door and ran to the large stairs, making it seem as though she was coming down them and not eaves dropping. As she began to walk down the stairs with her small tail suit flapped behind her. She watched her father exit and then her mother. They stopped and looked at her with hatred. This made Natsuki cower away with fear and this action angered her father.

Lanster stomped over, grabbed a hold of her small arm and pulled her down the stairs and flung her on the floor. Then he picked her up by her elbow and made her stand in front of him and his large body, she cast a glance at her mother who looked away with slight pain. Her mother knew what her father would do to her. Every now and then, her mother herself would do it but a 6 year old child or any for that matter, do not deserve it.

"Stand up straight, you disgusting creature! You are from the noble blood of the Kruger's! Don't you dare show weakness or fear! You are nothing! A curse sent from hell!" Lanster shouted at her, this made Natsuki try not to sob but she couldn't hold the whimper in and her father raised his hand, slapping her left cheek with his back hand and sending her to the floor.

Natsuki couldn't take it and so she jumped straight to her feet and stared at the man. She hated him. It's his own fault for looking at himself in the mirror instead of on the road.

"It's you own fault! You were probably looking at yourself in the car mirror and you didn't see the car! It's your own fault! You are a creature! You are disgusting! I never asked for this! I never wanted this-" Natsuki couldn't continue when multiple slaps hit her cheek. For her outburst, she paid the price of being locked in a dark room for a week with little food and water, multiple beatings and lectures. That is the price she had to pay for standing up for herself and so, she never once again stepped over her boundaries.

Natsuki heard heels 'click' against the floor as they approached but she didn't care.

"Natsuki... I warned you, baby...I told you, you will never find anyone like me in this world." A women spoke with a slight accent but Natsuki knew straight away who it was and the women is right, she did warn her.

"I am the only one who will embrace you. I will hold you when you need it. All you have to do, is pick that frozen body of yours up and come back to me. If you do that, I can offer you everything the others can't. Just stand and be mine again." The women said again as she walked forwards and stood a few feet away from Natsuki's un-stable mind. She knew she is using Natsuki's emotions to her advantage now but she doesn't care, as long as she has Natsuki.

Natsuki didn't know what to do anymore. Shizuru left and now 'she' is back. Her mind is too full to care. She doesn't want to feel anymore, she just wants an embrace.

Natsuki slowly dragged her limbs across the floor and shakily began to rise to her feet. Her body hunched as she stood on her knees and they felt like they were about to buckle themselves. She felt like a new born child, learning to walk for the first time. Natsuki's legs guided her as she turned and came face to face with her beautiful ex. She walked a few steps and stumbled the remaining ones and the women caught her.

The embrace is warm and familiar. Even after all the hardships of the life dealings that Natsuki received. She once loved this person and she thought this person loved her. That was all a lie as far as she could tell but she didn't care anymore.

"I'm glad I have you back, ki-chan. My Ki-chan. I love you. I don't want to see you in pain." The women finished as she enjoyed how Natsuki clung to her and relied on her. Right now though, she had something different in mind.

Slowly, she guided her hands up and down Natsuki's toned back, loving the feel of it. Natsuki knew exactly what she is doing but she didn't have the energy to stop her and so she let the women guide her around the room and up stairs as they caressed each others skin and shared lip locks on the way. If it wasn't for Natsuki being held up, she would have fallen down the stairs by now.

Natsuki's arousal grew with each caress her ex gave her and she didn't admit it out loud but she loved it. Judging by her bodies reactions, it loved the workings too. As they slowly removed each others clothes as they stepped backwards towards the bed in a duel for dominance, Natsuki couldn't think anymore and so she gave in. Her body took over everything for her. She didn't need to think, just act. That is exactly what happened.

Natsuki had a sudden burst of energy and she twisted the women in front of her around so Natsuki's front pressed up against the women's back. Natsuki slipped her right knee between the girls thighs, parting them to the side as her hands roamed over the girls flat stomach. The girl whimpered and moaned.

"Say my name, Natsuki..." The women pleaded as she brought up her hand and wrapped it around Natsuki's head that is next to her neck as she moaned. Loving the feeling of having Natsuki's tongue nip at her creamy flesh. Natsuki trailed her hands up and under the women's shirt towards her clothed breasts as her knee rubbed between her legs.

"My name, please...Natsuki...Ah!" The women gasped as Natsuki pinched her nipple through her bra. It all felt so good, just like how she had taught Natsuki to do when they first had sex and she took Natsuki's virginity.

"Shiori." Natsuki whispered. Shiori shivered at the lust filled husky voice. "I really hate how you're using my fucking emotions against me but I don't care. I won't let you off the hook with a slap on the wrist. I'm gunna fuck you until I have you begging for more. You want me after all, right?" Natsuki spoke in her ear in a whisper.

Natsuki had enough playing about. She is tired of people rejecting her. She will do her parents bidding and take over the company. She will do it all. Everything that people want her to. She will be a soulless body. Nothing more, nothing less.

Natsuki pushed Shiori forwards on the large king size bed. Shiori landed on the bed but not how she was expecting. She is on all fours in the middle of the bed with Natsuki ripping her clothes off. Natsuki un-buttoned Shiori's shirt and chucked it over her shoulder, not caring where it landed. Then, she snapped the bra off of the creamy back and threw it away. Shiori's upper chest is now bare and all that is left is the female slacks and her panties. Her heels were thrown off before they walked up the stairs after she closed the door.

Before Shiori knew it, her pants are being ripped to shreds but she doesn't care. She indulges herself in the rough touches she is receiving. Natsuki's mind is spinning. 'What the hell am I doing? Am I giving up? That's not like me. Shizuru, I don't want this! I want you! Do I have to explain everything to you for you to understand? Do we have a chance? Will you even give me one even though I haven't tried-Wait! Why in the hell am I sulking when I should be running after her?! I haven't even tried asking for a relationship! I don't want Shiori! I want Shizuru! I'll take over my parents company! I'll do anything I can to prove to her that I can take care of her! I have to find her!'

That was before Natsuki suddenly stopped. She groaned in refusal and felt Natsuki move away from her body. So Shiori turned to see the hold up. She wasn't expecting Natsuki to start re-dressing!

"Natsuki! What the hell?! Why did you stop?!" Shiori yelled in frustration as Natsuki put on a pair of black slacks and socks. She then jumped up and went into her wardrobe, pulling on a dark blue button up shirt and a pair of converses high tops.

"Shiori. Get out of my home. I don't want you." Natsuki spoke her words and ran off out the bedroom and down the stairs towards her front door. Then she went to the elevator and straight down to the parking lot for her Ducati and placed her helmet on and sped off towards Shizuru's house.

At the Viola residence. Shizuru laid on her double bed and stared at the plain white ceiling above. Her thinking too much hurt her head and so she decided to listen to her heart first. It thumped when she was with Natsuki only. Natsuki made her feel special and loved. Maybe Natsuki did love her but does she love Natsuki? Now that she knows Natsuki is different, will she be able to accept it?

"Oh Natsuki...Would I still be able to accept you?" Shizuru whispered into the lonely air, expecting no reply when her chest sped up and thumped.

Shizuru immediately sprang to life as she sat up on her bed and jumped off it and ran towards putting her shoes on. That was all an answer she needed to know she wanted Natsuki only. Even if she is different, she doesn't care. Natsuki is Natsuki.

Shizuru straightened her clothes out and dashed out of the room and running towards her front door, she almost fell on her face. Regaining her balance after running through the large mansion she finally made it towards her front door.

Quickly grabbing her coat and placing on her shoes she flung the door open and set off straight for the houses garage. When she made it, she immediately pulled out her Lamborghini car keys and hopped inside her sexy ride. Then she opened the garage door and sped off towards the houses gate so she can talk to the guards and leave.

Little did she know that her other half was already half way to her home. Revving the car's engine, Shizuru set off to the gate as the garage door closed behind her.

"Ara! Good evening, gentleman. I need you to open the gate so that I can run an errand. Preferably now." Shizuru spoke in that sweet Kyoto-ben that made people week in the knees.

"Ah yes! Of course, miss Viola! Right away!" The man saluted her and then wondered off to the side of the wall and pushed a button that made the gate open and as soon as it was opened enough, Shizuru sped out leaving nothing but the dust behind her.

The only sound heard for miles is the sound of Shizuru's roaring engine as she continued to speed down the rich neighborhood. Mansions built at the side of the road next to each other. Trees surrounding the roads. Posh cars parked everywhere.

Shizuru then noticed the rain pattering against her wind shield as the wipers wiped the water out of the view. The road began to grow rather slick as she continued to drive along the main driveway, heading towards the city since Natsuki lived in a hotel. Shizuru's mind traveled to thoughts of Natsuki and how she must have been in pain so much from her actions. That hurt facial expression strangled Shizuru's heart as she recalled it.

Shizuru was so lost in though she hadn't realized that a red light had appeared on a street light and when she immediately stepped on the brake, the car began to skid and slide as she whizzed past the light. Thank fully it is rather late so no one was on the road.

That was what she thought until a rev caught her attention as the driver of that vehicle tried to brake also seeing Shizuru wasn't able to stop but the the driver didn't have enough time to make a complete halt.

The impact wasn't as hard as Shizuru though it would be, in fact it was as if the thing just flew over her car but that didn't help with the big bruise now forming on her head as she had been thrown against the steering wheel before the air bag came out. Shizuru inspected the damaged and noticed her car had barely moved besides from skidding to a halt on an angle. Her left car door is dented and the window cracked. Other things appeared on the car but Shizuru didn't spare them a glance.

It is rather dark and so she couldn't see who or what she had crashed into. Shizuru stepped out of her crashed car doors side. She looked around and went to her trunk and pulled out a flash light and shined it around but she couldn't see anything besides odd pieces of a...bike?

Shizuru rushed to the over side of her car and ran a few feet as she approached a shattered bike and a body laying motionless on the floor. Shizuru panicked and let the tears roll down her face as she sprinted to the person's side.

"NATSUKI!" Shizuru screamed at the top of her lungs as she carefully took off the person's helmet...

A/N: Ohh! Another cliff hanger! I'm so mean;) I hope you enjoyed this chapter because I enjoyed writing it! I'm sorry about this Shiori character but I needed to have her come back so she can awaken their feelings and guess what...It did! What will happen now? You shall have to wait! Please do check out my Facebook page for regular updates on progress for my stories! I hope to see you there! Brad:D