I ran as fast as I could and Alex was right behind me. I didn't know where to go and I didn't see any grounders behind us. ''Alex where are we going?'' I asked when he grabbed my hand and pulled me in a hole in a ground. He didn't answer my question until he was sure nobody is in this cave (or whatever this is) with us. ''This is a place that I found two days ago. We will stay here until the grounders go away and we're safe to leave. So make yourself comfortable.'' He said and I looked a round and sit down by the wall.
We were both quiet until Alex spoke ''You know I did ment when I said that your dad is just using you to find Clarke. I sorry but is true. I know that he said that he loves you, but he doesn't mean it. I know you might not believe me, but you'll find out by yourself. When we find Clarke and if she doesn't remembers you...he will probably banish you.'' I was shocked and I did know what to say. My dad. No. How? But what if he's telling the truth. I just hope we find my mom soon so that she can explain everything. ''I know that half of the camp thought that I was a grounder, but I'm not. I mean I don't know who I am and while I was running looking for my dad... I was attacked many times and I survived, so maybe I am a grounder...'' I said and tears came into my eyes. ''O god what if my mom is dead and Bellamy really doesn't believe that I'm his daughter. He will banish me and...and I will be alone all over again...My mom has to be alive. She's strong, brave and everything I am definitely not. '' I said and Alex sit down next to me and hug me. Well this was unexpected. I eventually fall a sleep in his arms. I felt safe. He made me fall safe. WHAT? No I hate him...or do I?
I woke up in he's arms and I saw my dad and the other guy in here with us. Wait my dad was here and he didn't even mind me and Alex hugging (or whatever we were doing). I moved away from Alex and he opened his eyes. ''How did you sleep?'' he asked and I point with my finger on my dad and the other guy. ''When did they come here?'' I asked and he didn't seem to know the answer and he just smiled. ''I'm just glad that he didn't kill me, when he saw us hugging and sleeping.'' he said and stand up. ''Bellamy!'' he said and my dad woke up. '' Well hello there. Do you guys mind telling me what the hell happened out there? We said that we will meet at the river and you two weren't there so this guy over here show me where you two might be...and he was right.'' said my dad. ''We were attacked by a grounder or something and this was the first place I thought of.'' said Alex. I didn't want to say any thing, because I knew that if I would Bellamy would started screaming at us (again).
When we came back I went a round the camp and into the drop ship. I sit down by Alice and smiled. ''Hey besti. How are you feeling?'' I said and she smiled back. ''I feel awesome now that you're here. I've missed you.'' she said and we hugged. ''Alex went with us. He isn't that bad, but I hate the way he has to always be in charge and the way he act a round other girls. I mean it doesn't bother me, he can do whatever he want's but I don't like that kind of guys.'' I said and she raised her eyebrows ''Are you sure you don't like him. Like like like him?'' she said ''No! I don't like like him'' I replied. I don't like like Alex. What happened today will never happen again. ''Today we are having like a game night. And whan I say we I mean me, Timmy, Gaya, Becca, Stella, that crazy Jasper's kid and Alex. I hope you'll come to. We will play spin the bottle and Never have I ever and those games.'' she said and I didn't know any of this games. ''Yea of course I will come, but Ali there is just one problem. I don't know how to play those games.'' I said and give her one of my awkward smiles. ''It's ok. I will explain them to you.'' she said and I just smiled. How bad can it be.
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''You came!'' said Alice and hug me as I came on the 3rd floor in the drop ship. ''Everyone this is Bella. This is Stella.'' she said and pointed to a blonde girl with green eyes. '' and this is Leo (Jasper's kid).'' and pointed to a guy with brown hair and green - brown eyes. ''Ok. Let's get this party going. What should we play first?'' she asked and Tim answer. ''Let's play never have I ever. I mean I want to get to know you guys better.'' he said and I knew that by you guys he ment me. ''Ok. Bella this game is really simple. You say something you didn't do and if someone did they have to drink the moonshine. For example Never have I ever Kiss someone and now every body that did have to drink. Get it?'' she said and I smiled ''Yea. So who goes first?'' I asked and Leo smiled. ''Me. Ok. Never have I ever ... make out with someone outside the camp.'' Everyone except me drank. ''Ok. me next.'' said Stella. ''Never have I ever have a boyfriend.'' this time only Gaya toke a bottle of moonshine and took a large sip of it. ''Ok. Alex your next.'' said Gaya and smiled. ''Never have I ever-'' he said and look at me with one of his smirks. ''killed someone.'' I closed my eyes and toke a bottle in my hands and toke a large sip of it. ''How many?'' asked Stella and I didn't know if I should answered her question. ''At least 20'' and everybody look at me like I was some crazy chick that didn't know anything else beside killing. ''You can't blame me thought I was alone for at least five years and I needed to survive.'' I said ''Is there any other game that we can play. Maybe one that would be much more fun that this one.'' I said and Alice look at all of them and they nodded. ''Ok. We can play spin the bottle if you want. You just spin the bottle and on who ever it lands on you have to make out with them.'' she said and I smiled. ''Yea that game would be much more fun.'' I said and everyone smiled (again).
We played for at least half an hour an I had fun. I kissed Alice, Tim and Leo. We all laugh when Gaya sin the bottle and it landed on Tim (her ex apparently). It ws my turn to spin. The bottle didn't and didn't stop and for the first time since we started playing I was worried. When the bottle stopped in front of Alex I didn't know what to do. I still didn't know how I fell about him and god he was cute. No! No! NO! I did not think that he was cute. My thoughts were interrupted by Alex's hand on my cheek that pulled my head thorns him. I look at him and then he broth his lips to mine and I didn't know what to do. HALO! My first kiss just happened. It's not a big deal or is it?... I don't know I'm freaking out here. Somebody help me please...Wait he was still kissing me. His lips were still on mine and it felt great or did it? I don't know for got's sake it was my first kiss. When he moved away I just stood up and ran away. I didn't not need to know what other's think. I just needed to go away.
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I didn't talk to Alex and he didn't talk to me. Well that was until the grouneders came and wanted me. But why? Nobody know. ''I need you to give me that girl that you found running a round the woods alone.'' said the man. ''I don't know who your talking about. Maybe if you gave me specific I could tell you where she is.'' said Bellamy and smiled. ''Are you kidding me? She is over there.'' he said and pointed at me. '' Hair dark as night but eyes blue as the ocean.'' he said And I stepped forward. ''Do you have my mom?'' I asked and a grounder replied. ''Yes we do and we are ready to return her if you come with me.'' he said and I really didn't have a choise. He has my mom and I need to save her. I promised her. ''Ok. But I have to see her first and I have to know that she will come back to us.'' I said and grounder nodded. ''NO! Bella you can't do this. I won't let you do this.'' said Bellamy and I just look at him with no emotions in my eyes and said ''Sorry, but I think it's too late for you to play the father. You will get Clarke back and I will go with them. I was an accident. I know that, better than anyone. I know you and my mom have something special and i would just ruin that. So Yes! I will go and trade my life for my mom's.'' I said and turned back to the grounder. ''You name place and time. I'll be there.'' I said and the grounder said ''The bride. At dawn tonight.'' and left.
I went back to my tent and started packing my things when somebody entered. ''I told you that there's nothing you can do that'll change my mind.'' I said and turned around but it wasn't Bellamy behind me. It was Alex. ''I know we haven't talk since the game night, but I-'' he said and I could see that he didn't know how to finnish his sentence. He stepped closer to me and give me a big hug. ''Just be carefull ok. Just because we don't get along (or whatever) , doesn't mean that I don't care.'' he said and I could see tears in his eyes. I couldn't resist and that's why I hugged him even stronger and I didn't want to let go. I felt safe again. Now I know he cares, but I still don't know why. I'm still new with all this friendship stuff. When we let go he said ''Just don't get yourself killed troublemaker'' and I smiled. ''I want you to go with me tonight to the bridge. I want you to bring my mom back to my dad. Please.'' I said and he nodded.
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The walk to the bridge was ...nice. My dad came with us. He wanted to make sure that Clarke was alright. But I knew that he just wanted to se me go away from his life. Or so I thought.
When we came to the bridge I saw my mom. Jeez she was old (hehehe) Well she sure was in good shape, because in a second she saw me she ran like hell to me. Nobody didn't even try to stop her. When she came to me she gave me a hug and kiss on a cheek. ''Omg. Your so big and beautiful. I-'' she said and look at Bellamy standing behind me. ''I've missed you princess.'' he said and hug her. Tears came down her cheeks and I knew I did a right thing. When she moved away they kissed and I looked away.
''Ok. We did our part of a deal now you do yours.'' said the grounder and I toke a deep breath and turned around. ''I love you mom. I did it. I found dad and you two can be together again. I know that I wasn't ment to be born, but who know's who would have bring you two together if not me. I want you to forget about me, because there is a chance that I won't be coming back.'' I said and my mom was in shock. ''What? No you can't go with them I just got you back.'' she said with tears in her eyes. ''I love you. Both. I know that you don't think I'm your kid but this is my way of showing you two how much I love you and you two should be together. So...now you have a that chance.'' I turned to Alex and kissed him. ''I don't know what this is. I don't even know how friendship works. But If I ever come back I will figure it out.'' I said and hug him.
I turned a round and walk to the grouners that were more than happy to blindfold me and take me away (for good, I think)
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