A/N: I am thinking there will be two more chapters. I hope you all enjoy this update. Leave a review and I will update this weekend a couple times :)

Days went by and Brian was still in a coma. Olivia visited him every day; all day. Some days she stayed overnight in the hospital. But she had been feeling worse as the days passed. She asked the doctor every single day if there was any indication of when Brian could possibly wake up. Every day the answer was the same; it's up to Brian.

One day Olivia asked Brian if he was still there, her heart had just about popped out of her chest when Brian had slightly squeezed her hand. It gave her hope that he would wake soon. But that had been a week ago; everything is the same as it was before.

Olivia sat in silence in her usual seat beside Brian's bed. She held his hand. All Brian's physical injuries were either fully healed or almost healed. He leg was the only injury that would create problems in the future for him.

Olivia jumped as her phone started going off; taking her from her thoughts. She reached for her phone in her purse on the floor beside her oxygen tank. She breathed out sharply and quickly covered her mouth when she looked her phone. It was a reminder she had set a month and two days ago.

Tomorrow you leave for the Bahamas with Brian 3

Tears flowed down her face. She had totally forgotten about their trip to the Bahamas. She had forgotten that they were going to renew their vows. She had forgotten that Alex, Cragen and Fin were going with them.

"Brian you need to wake up. Please. For me. We were supposed to go to the Bahamas today. We were going to renew our vows during the trip. When you wake up we will have to reschedule. Hopefully I will be healthy enough to go. Hopefully you will be healthy enough to go. The doctor did say everything looks good. Your leg is going to be the only pain for a while."

Olivia looked at Brian's face. There was nothing that showed that he was there at all. No facial movements. He looked the same as he did yesterday, last week and the very day he had been here.

"Brian. Please just give me a sign that you are here. I miss you so much." She held his hand lightly; hoping for him to squeeze it again.

Nothing.

Olivia stood. She wiped her eyes. "I need some air." She left the room and told the doctor she was just going for a walk and to come and get her if anything at all was to happen. The doctor nodded. Every day when Olivia left Brian's room; even if it was for two minutes; she told the doctor to come get her if anything at all happened. Of course, nothing ever did happen. Olivia still felt the need to tell the doctor. It gave herself hope that something might happen.

Olivia walked on the sidewalk in front of the hospital. She watched as people walked to and from the hospital doors. Some people leaving smiling, some crying. Some arrived crying, some arrived smiling. She wished she could be one arriving smiling. She wished even more she could be one leaving smiling. Her worst fear was that she would be the one to leave crying. She did most days. But she didn't want to leave really crying. Olivia was snapped from her thoughts when a nurse approached her in a rush.

"Brian is awake."

Olivia had no clue what to feel. She stood there in shock. Was she serious? Brian is awake?!

Olivia stood there; frozen. The nurse took her hand and gently pulled her back into the hospital and to Brian's room.

"Just wait here until the doctor finished with him." The nurse gestured to the chairs in the hallway outside his room. Olivia sat down. She couldn't stop shaking. He was finally awake. She stood to look into the window; desperate to see him. The blinds were closed. She sat back down. She took a deep breath. Brian was finally awake.

The door to his room opened and the doctor walked out. Olivia stood and walked to the doctor.

"How is he?"

The doctor smiled. "He seems to have no memory loss. No brain damage. Everything is perfectly fine. He is asking for you."

"Thank you. Thank you so much." Olivia walked past the doctor with tears falling down her face. She slowly opened the door and walked in; closing it behind her. She looked up and saw Brian sitting up in bed.

"Liv." His voice cracked. He was crying.

"I'm so sorry. I am so sorry this happened. It's all my fault. Bri please forgive me." Olivia walked to her usual spot and sat down, Brian taking her hands in his.

"Liv this is not your fault. Don't you dare blame yourself."

Olivia nodded through her tears. "I missed you so much. It was a long month." Olivia stood and hugged Brian as best she could. Brian kissed her cheek.

He nodded. He held her tighter. He was glad he was finally awake.

"When can you get out of here?" Olivia sat on the bed still holding Brian's hands.

"The doctor wants to keep me a few more days. He also wants to see how well I can walk. My leg was apparently shattered." He chuckled.

Olivia smiled. "I hope you can come home soon. I don't like waking up to your side of the bed empty."

Brian smiled. "I hope I can get home soon too."

Olivia turned away from Brian and began having a coughing fit. She had been having coughing fits almost twice a day. It was scaring her.

Brian looked at her with concern. "Olivia are you okay?"

Olivia turned to face him again. She nodded. "Yeah." Her voice was raspy.

"Liv, how have you been feeling? What has your doctor said?" His voice was filled with worry. Part of him didn't want to hear the answer.

Olivia sighed. "Not good Brian. I feel worse than I did a week ago. The doctor is thinking I am going to have to stay put soon. No more travelling." Olivia wiped her eyes. She hated this so much.

Brian's eyes filled with tears. "What about the Bahamas?"

Olivia shook her head. "It's not going to happen." Olivia took a deep breath. The one this she really wanted she couldn't get because she now too sick to travel.

Brian shook his head. "No. You need to go to the Bahamas with me. You need to. It was number one on your bucket list."

Olivia shook her head. "Brian truth be told I don't even feel up to going. I don't feel well at all anymore. I just want to sleep and relax. I am tired and my stomach hurts and I can never stop coughing."

Brian wiped his eyes. "If I would have just stayed in the apartment none of this would have happened. I am so sorry Liv."

"It's fine Brian. I am just so thankful that you are okay and awake."

"This isn't fine Olivia. I messed this up and I am going to fix it."

Olivia frowned. "Brian there is no way that I can travel. I can't. Even I am agreeing with the doctor on this one. It is not a good idea."

Brian frowned. "We will renew our vows though. And we will write them. And I will have it somewhere special. It may not be where we went on our first vacation together those few years ago, or our honeymoon place, but I am determined to make it just as special for you."

Olivia laughed lightly and wiped her eyes. "I love you."

"I love you too." Olivia leaned down and kissed him lightly.

Olivia sat and wondered what Brian would do to make this special. She knew that he had something up his sleeve. She just didn't know what.