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Last night was super awkward, I can't believe he walked in, actually I can't believe he's here. The worst part is that Emily left, she put her clothing on and just left. She thinks I still have feelings for him, but to be honest it's her that I have every feeling for, she just doesn't trusts me. Let's recap last night;
"Hanna?!"
I looked up and saw him for the first time in a long time. He walked out the door disappointed, reminds me of the last time he walked out the door on me, so I jump off of Emily's half naked body and quickly put on my robe hanging behind the door and chase after him. "Hey!" I call from the stairs, before he walks out the front door.
"What the hell Han?" He said
"What are you doing here Caleb?" I ask
"I came back to make things right! And- And-" He stutters, "I come back to see you in bed with someone else! And that someone else is Emily!" He raises his voice
"You left me remember?" I say. Seeing him, it reminds of our breakup, I hurt so much from it, I moved on, and now he's back.
"And then I realized it was the worst mistake of my life," He snaps
I paused for a small while, but it didn't stop the anger. All the hurt from before was building up again, "And you come back to make it up now? After endless nights of crying, months to get over 4 years of my relationship, and- you can't just come back for me now," I cry
"Let me make it up to you," He begs. Then we hear a footstep from the stairs, we look up to see who it was and it was Emily, who was dressed in her cloths. Caleb looks away and walks out the door.
"Hey," I say, whipping away my tears. I look back up to Emily, "I thought you were going to sleep over?" I ask
She ignores me and walks towards the door, "Em-," I say as I close the door when she begins to open it
"What?" She quietly says in hurt.
"Don't go," I say.
"You just left me back other there-" She starts
"I'm sorry," I cut her off, "It'll never happen again"
"Do you still have feelings for him?" She asks
I took a pause, and pause I should of never had and said no right away, but I didn't. She rolls her eyes, "I can't believe it," she says then tries to open the door again, but I shut it.
"Emily, I love you, he's history," I said
"You were so in love with him before what if something happens-"
"I would never cheat on you," I cut her off. "I don't believe you" She says
"Why can't you trust me?" I say
"I- I just need some time to think," She says
"Are you breaking up with me?" I ask, feeling the terrible lump in my throat where you're trying to not cry
"No, of course not," She says
"Okay," I say as I get out of the way of the door, respecting her decision on needing space to think. She opens the door and takes a step out, I watch her back as she walks away. No goodbye? I run behind her and pull her hand, she turns around and I smash my lips on hers. She hesitates at first, also I could feel her tear from her face touch mine. She was hurt, but she kissed back. I deepen the kiss, I wanted her to feel that I do care and I wouldn't hurt her.
I pull away, "I love you" I softly say. "I love you too"
It's past 2 days, I've talked to Emily, well text. It's more like those Goodmorning text and then she'll reply late because she's working extra at the Brew. I visited her today at the Brew, I saw Caleb ordering a coffee, I find Emily serving the orders. It was really really awkward since all of us were under the same roof. Then when Caleb gets his order from Emily he looks at me sitting, pretending to be reading a magazine and looks away and leaves.
Emily watched him leave and walked towards me, "Hey," I greet
"Hey, what are you doing here?" She asks
"I wanted to ask you if you were done thinking, and you know, if you wanted to just go back how we were before and continue what we were doing before we got barged in on," I grin.
"What?" She blushed
"I'm joking," I say, "Though, I want to know if you're ready to talk" Luckily it was Emily's break, I had at least some time with her.
"I have been thinking actually," She says "I'm okay if you guys are friends, but I'd like it if you talked to him about it, not just having a awkward stare knowing that he wants you back,"
"So you trust me now right?" I ask,
"I also thought about trust a lot," She says and then leans in to my lips, "I trust you to talk to him without doing anything wrong," She kisses me. I kiss back, happy with the thought that she trusts me.
I left the brew and texted Caleb to come over my house so I could straighten things out with him.
I got home, about 10 minutes later Caleb arrived. I open the door and let him in. I sit down on the stairs, "Hey"
"So why did you call me over?" He asks and sits on the stairs next to me
"I wanted to straighten things out with you," I say
"Han, no" He says "No matter what you say it won't change the way I feel for you,"
"I know, but, I just want to be friends at least" I say
"I'm sorry I left, this probably would've never had happened," He said
"No, it's okay, I'm happy" I said
"I still love you" He said. It hit my head, I didn't know what else to say. He began to lean in to my lips, I close my eyes and allow. Though I could't, I was going to stop him, but I didn't, the lucky part is that the door opened and I pushed Caleb away in case it was Emily.
"What's going on?"
Sorry for the late update, but I really hope you enjoyed it! I really don't know if I should just end it sooner or add a little more drama and end it later. Though all stories come to an end! (I'm not going to be those writers that just abandons their writings that's why I'm telling you guys)
Review and tell me what you guys thought about this chap and if you want this to end sooner or add a little more drama and end it later.
Thanks for all your reviews! Btw I updated my other fics earlier you guys should check it out, Hit and Run and The Wrong Kiss
