I have now taken over this fan fic with permission of JacNaylor2014.
At work the next day the whole of Darwin was celebrating the birth of Jac and Jonny's baby who was called Isla. Zosia walked in on all the celebrations not feeling great that morning and not really wanting to bump into her father after last night's conversation and she wasn't in the mood was arguing with anyone especially not Guy.
Zosia was in the consultant's office as Elliott had asked to speak to her when Mo walked in with a beaker of coffee and Zosia had to make a dash to the bathroom as the nausea swept over her and she spends the next couple of minutes chucking up her guts. When she arrived back her dad was standing there with Elliott and Mo and they were discussing something but as soon as she walked in they all hushed and stopped she knew they were talking about her. As her father saw Zosia he saw how pale and unwell she looked and ordered her to sit down. As Zosia went to stand up ready to start her shift she went dizzy all of a sudden and her father caught her as she lost her balance and then ordered her to go to the on call room and sleep for a while and that she did not have to work today if she felt really bad even though that meant that Darwin would be 3 staff down. Zosia didn't want to go but she did feel so unwell and didn't have the energy to fight back.
After about an hours sleep she woke up and went back to the consultant's office to tell either Mo or Elliott that she would be working today. But while she had been asleep a rumour had gone round the whole of Darwin that Mr Self daughter was pregnant and as Zosia was leaving the office one of the nurses who didn't release who Zosia was told her the rumour and Zosia was fuming and stormed off. Guy had seen this happen and went after his daughter not knowing what was wrong with her. As he saw Zosia heading for the peace garden he went and sat down next to his daughter and then he saw that she was crying so he asked her what was wrong. 'Everyone knows' she said and Guy asked what she meant and she then told him about the rumour. She obviously couldn't deny it but also she didn't want to reveal her pregnancy until 12 weeks and the safe zone.
Guy decided that he would go and sort out this rumour for himself and as he approached the nurses station all the nurses who had been chatting stopped. When Guy was talking to the nurses he saw Zosia out of the corner of his eye running towards the toilet. He then saw a relative with a cardboard tray full of coffee and that that was what had triggered the nausea and probable sickness. Guy then headed over to the ladies toilet where he met Mo who had also got after Zosia and she told him that she just wanted to be left in peace for a few moments. After about 5 minutes Zosia came out of the bathroom and saw Guy and he told her to go home and then he decided that he would drive her back to her flat so he could get her stuff and then he was going to go to his house and make her stay there and he wasn't taking no for an answer. Zosia really just wanted to go back to her flat and sleep. Guy then went to go and find Serena to tell her that she was in charge for the time being as he was going to be taking Zosia home and then he was going to stay with her at his house. Serena asked what was wrong with Zosia and Guy didn't want to reveal her pregnancy before Zosia was ready for he just said that she had a stomach bug.
3 weeks later.
Today was the day of Zosia's 12 week scan and the first time that she would see her baby. She had book an hour's break for the scan and her father was covering her while she was gone. As she arrived on Darwin Mo called her into the office where Elliott, herself, Jac, Jonny and baby Isla were sitting there. Jac asked Zosia if she wanted to hold baby Isla and Zosia didn't know whether to or not as she know in roughly 28 weeks she would be holding her own precious baby. Zosia decided that she might as well because it would be here soon. Jonny passed Isla to here and she smiled at Isla who was asleep and suddenly felt maternal as she looked at this pure and innocent life in front of her and then as she passed Isla back to Jac she placed a protective hand on her bump and Jac knew how she had felt about the uncertainty of her future. Zosia had finally stopped feeling sick but still couldnt stand the smell of coffee and Guy knew this so had ban it on all wards until further notice.
Zosia went to her 12 week scan and Guy had offered to go with her but she had kindly denied his offer if she could have anyone with her at that moment it would have been her mother but she knew her mother was there in sprit even if she couldn't be there in person. Zosia went to the reception at Maternity and signed in with them. She then waited until her name was called and she went to into the room and sat down on the chair.
