I won't be updating for a while. My dad died Friday, the 27th, at 4:17 A.M. I'm taking it pretty hard, I seem to have lost a simple part of me and I just break down every single minute. I'm taking my time writing this, so that you guys will know as to WHY I haven't been updating. It's a really sad week. My dad's side of the family don't like us anymore, mainly because we, as in my mom and siblings, want him cremated and to take him home. With us. My mom's being called a lieing greedy whore by my cousin's girlfriend, whom doesn't even know my mom, or what my daddy wanted.
*Saturday, 28, 2012.
Rest In Piece; Ronald Lee Necessary
A Loving Friend, A Loving Husband, but most of all; A Loving Father.
I miss you daddy, with every fiber in my being. I want to see you once more, to hear your laughter once more, to dance with you once more. I keep asking myself why you had to go, I blame myself a little. Did I not pray hard enough? Was I a little to happy that the Doctor's were saying that you were getting better and better each day? Was I a little to calm? Why, why did you have to leave? Why did you have to leave me? I miss hearing you call me Boo Bear and asking me to bake sweets with you. I miss you coming in the living room with your guitar and singing goofily. I miss you so much. I love you so much. This is just, SO hard on me. I only had you with me for 14 years. That's not long. Why can't you be here with me? Why can't you be here when I enter High School? I miss stealing your chocolate milk. I miss EVERYTHING. I never thought that you'd leave me so early in life. I never imagined my future without you. I couldn't. I can't listen to 'Daddy's Girl' without crying. I miss you so frigging much.
*1969- July, 27th, 2012.*
- DevilXLynx
This will be deleted soon. I just wanted you guys to know why I'm not updating. Or have updated.