A/N: ALMOST DONE WITH SCHOOL PRAISE THE LAWD. I only have one more final and that's it. Hallelujah. After tomorrow I will hopefully post sooner in the day but we shall see what happens.
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John felt like this Christmas was something...magical. Something more. He felt like this was the Christmas when miracles could happen.
He tried to keep this in mind in the moments he felt most hopeless. The latest was when he was walking home from the Tube station and he saw a young couple kiss under the mistletoe.
It suddenly felt like his heart was being squeezed by a vice. He stopped and exhaled sharply.
By the time he got to the front door, he was smiling.
Sherlock,
Ella's going to have to add 'delusional' to my list of diagnoses. Today I think I might have actually dissociated.
There was this couple walking down the street, and they got under the mistletoe that's hanging in front of Speedy's, and of course they kissed. It upset me because, well...
That should be us, Sherlock.
So I decided to imagine it was us. And you know, it did make me feel better. I'm trying to believe in magic right now. I know I told you that my only wish was for you not to be dead any more.
I've changed my mind. I have a new wish.
Come back to me.
John
A/N: It's a short one tonight guys, I'm sorry. Thank you so much for reading! Please review and...
DFTBA darlings, :)