A/N: Hi. I'm in a bad mood as I think I have failed all my exams except maths, English, Chemistry and Biology, so ignore me if you wish. I also realized that I have a massive crush on my best friend, which is great! (sarcasm) SOMEONE SHOOT ME PLEASE!

Maybe I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand

Stupid, stupid McGee! Once more you let yourself be taken advantage of by someone you should be able to trust. You foolish, foolish idiot of a man! Seriously, by now you should know not to let people in before they have proved their worth to you, and how much they will never be able to hurt you. You stupid, foolish, idiot! Did you honestly believe her?

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you

"McGee?" she had asked me, her face drawn in apprehension "Can we talk? … alone?"

Reluctantly I followed her away from the bullpen and into the secret cove behind the stairs, this is the place that Tony used to plot is devious schemes.

When we were both there she began to pick at the hem of her mini skirt nervously, she had not done this before, I can tell.

"So?" I said shortly, that was a bit harsh Tim, can you not see that she is upset. Don't defend her! A mental battle of Trafalgar took place in my mind as I looked at her.

"I … I …" she stumbled over her words, I have never seen her like this – my heart softens, but only a little. "I'm sorry for the way I t … treated you" she is on the verge of tears.

I began to start to pace around the cubby hole, trying desperately to process the information, while Abby looked at me all the time, her angelic face fearful.

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Eventually I stopped, my mind still reeling from the two small words Abby had uttered, but the picture of what I had to do was clear enough "I'm sorry too, Abby. Really I am … I can't do this again" I turned my back on her as her eyes swelled "I'm sorry" with that I left her there. Out of the corner of my eye I saw her lean heavily against the wall, as if in some sort of unbelieving trance, and slide shakily to the floor.

Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale,
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down,
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around

It has been a week since that day. The day I stopped living in a dream land, in a land where no one hurt anyone else and they all lived in harmony together. Peaceful. Real life is not like that, I know this now. She … Abby … made me realize that it was all too hopeful. I would use an oxymoron and say that life is bitter-sweet, except it is not. Life is just bitter. It leaves a disgusting taste in your mouth as it rips the warm silk of contentment from you begging soul. It blackens you heart, leaving it useless and devoid of emotion. That is what I have learnt recently.

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you

I saw her the other day, bumped into her accidentally, I've been trying to avoid the heart-breaker as much as I can, this was obviously unaided by the fact that we often have to work together a lot. She tried to apologise, say she was sorry … again. She broke one of Gibbs' rules to make me feel better … did she not?

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now

Stupid, stupid McGee! Once more you let yourself be taken advantage of by someone you should be able to trust. You foolish, foolish idiot of a man! You will never let yourself be duped again. Especially not by her.

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale,
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rear view mirror disappearing now
And it's too late for you and your white horse
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to catch me now

A/N: Oh and yeah, I changed my pen name because I thought it sucked. Have a good one guys!