As soon as Hanna finished her shift, she ran to change her work uniform and put on her normal clothes. Then, she speeded to the exit of her store, eager to see Caleb.
"Have fun, Han!" Laura winked as Hanna made her way out.
"I will!" she called, getting out.
And then, Caleb was right there. He had changed his clothes too, and now looked absolutely hot. He had a normal purple t-shirt and a pair of jeans, nothing particular, but he looked totally handsome. His muscles were also emphasized under the tight t-shirt. Hanna could feel the desire to rip it off.
She walked to him smiling, as he stared at her with his arms crossed over his chest.
"Hey, there." he smirked, wrapping an arm around her shoulders and kissing the top of her head.
"Hey." Hanna replied, leaned into his warm embrace.
"Ready to go?" Caleb asked, still holding her.
Hanna nodded, then Caleb walked with her to his car, his arm still wrapped around her shoulders, as Hanna shyly put hers around his waist.
They bursted through the door of Caleb's apartment kissing eagerly. He pushed her against the closed door and quickly unbuttoned her shirt, before throwing his head to her chest. Hanna moaned slightly at the feeling of his lips against her skin, as she began lifting his shirt. Caleb took it off and backed towards the armchair of his living room, as he dragged Hanna by the arm with him. He sat on the armchair and pushed Hanna down with him, so she was straddling him. He continued working on her chest, and Hanna managed to take off her blouse for good, so he could have more space to work on. He trailed kisses all around her chest, her collarbone, her neck, her shoulders, as his hands unhooked her bra. Hanna took it off and threw it somewhere, with Caleb still keeping his teasing. When she felt his hot tongue licking her breast, she immediately realized that she needed more.
"Caleb..." she moaned, roaming a hand through his hair.
Caleb looked up and saw her frustrated expression. He stood up lifting Hanna with him, so he replaced Hanna on the armchair and he kneeled down in front of her. She was wearing leggins, so he unbuttoned them and slipped them down, revealing some red lace panties, matching her bra which he didn't even know where had ended up by now. He was so damn turned on, but he wanted to make Hanna enjoy his treatment first. He bited his lower lip and pushed down her panties as well, then he spreaded her legs and buried his face in between them.
Hanna jumped slightly when Caleb started moving his tongue inside her. A sharp breath escaped from her lips, as she reached for both Caleb's hands which were placed on each of her thighs. She grabbed them and squeezed them. Her head fell on the back of the armchair and her eyelids fell closed, as she got relaxed under Caleb's touch.
But she wanted right him inside her.
"Caleb, I... I want..." she stuttered.
Caleb seemed to understand everything she needed, so he got up and unzipped his jeans, then slipped them down with his boxers after having pulled out a condom from the back pocket of the jeans. In the meanwhile, Hanna had gotten up from the armchair and gotten rid of her leggins and panties for good and Caleb, when he noticed it, got the message.
"Wanna do it right on the armchair?" he asked with a smirk.
Hanna nodded and took the condom from his hands, so he immediately sat on the armchair and looked up at her. A smile appeared on Hanna's face at the sight of his completely erected member. She straddled him and took his member between her right hand, as Caleb let out a groan. She stroked it a few times, and Caleb couldn't help but accompany her movements thrusting into her hand at the same time. Then, Hanna put the condom over his cock and moved it to her entrance, adjusting her position with her hands on both Caleb's shoulders. He looked at her and gave her a small smile, which she returned. They were totally comfortable.
Caleb slowly pushed himself into her, watching her face's expression.
"Jesus, Hanna..." he groaned when he had completely penetrated her.
Hanna squeezed her eyes and let out a cry, throwing her head back. Her exposed breasts were right in front of Caleb, who couldn't help but kiss them, waiting before keeping thrusting himself into Hanna to let her adjust to his presence. She wrapped her arms around his neck and returned to face him. He kissed her lips and immediately deepened it, putting his hands on her hips. Hanna suddenly moved her waist forward, causing Caleb to break the kiss to moan, totally caught off guard. Hanna smirked and did it again, watching Caleb closing his eyes and roughly biting his bottom lip. Then she suddenly stopped and Caleb immediately re-opened his eyes.
"You're so mean..." he whispered, smirking.
Hanna approached his ear and bited his earlobe.
"Punish me, then..." she whispered seductively.
Caleb felt himself even more turned on at those words, if it possible.
Hanna started sucking on his neck and he moaned again, then he decided it was time to play his game. He pushed himself into her with a quick thrust, and Hanna left the skin of his neck to let out a moan. He did it again, again and again, jerking his hips quickly and strongly. He had taken a definitely quick pace, and Hanna was trying to accompany him with her own hips. Then he gradually decelerated and then let Hanna took the pace of their movements, tightening his grasp on her hips and guiding them back and forth.
He looked up at her and realized how much she looked beautiful. Her eyes were closed, her face flushed, her mouth half-opened, her hair completely messy... But she was absolutely stunning. For the first time, he found himself thinking at the real beauty of a girl during sex. She was special to him. He still didn't know exactly in what, but she was special.
Hanna, instead, just thought that she had never been more comforable with a guy during sex before. Maybe she still barely knew him, yeah, but she could tell that there was connection. There was something special between them. And in that moment she was so damn glad to have heard Aria's advice.
Eventually, they reached their peak almost at the perfect same time. Hanna shouted Caleb's name and then collapsed on his shoulder, and he collapsed on the back of the armchair as his muscles twitched uncontrollably, now finding his own release.
"Fuck, Hanna..." he mumbled, panting, holding her to him.
She breathed heavily against his neck, her hand wrapped around it. The other one was resting on his sweaty abs, which were still twitching because of the orgasm. Caleb rubbed her back, still into her, and then he placed a soft kiss on the top of her head.
"Wow... That was... Amazing..." he whispered again.
She chuckled and kissed his neck.
"Yeah, it was." she said then.
Then, Caleb lifted her chin with his index finger and quickly kissed her on the lips, then he stared at her big blue eyes and his lips turned into a smile.
"What?" Hanna asked, smiling back.
Caleb chuckled slightly.
"Nothing, just... You're beautiful. So so beautiful." he confessed.
Hanna blushed. She found so damn cute that he had told her those words right after their wild sex.
"Thank you." she replied quickly, biting her lip.
"You're welcome." he said with a wink, placing a strand of her hair behind her ear.
Hanna then lifted slightly her hips and Caleb slowly pulled himself out of her. He disposed of the condom, grabbed a blanket from the end of the couch next to the armchair, and pulled her closer, wrapping it around her naked body. She rested her head on his chest, and he started stroking her hair.
"The night you eventually stayed here... You didn't wanna stay because of what you told me today? Because you're scared to fall in love with guys who use you to fuck and then leave you?" he asked then.
Hanna sighed, but decided to answer his question.
"Yeah. I never sleep the whole night with the guy whom I hooked up with because of that. Nor I hang out with them. I don't know why I'm breaking my rules with you, I just know I feel good when I'm with you, and... I don't know."
"Hanna... I don't wanna hurt you, believe me. And I'm happy to do other things beside sex with you. You can count on me for anything whenever you need to. You know you can sleep in my bed and have lunch with me when you have your break at work, right?" he replied, smiling.
Hanna laughed.
"I know." she replied then.
"I still can't believe that there's no guy who wants to commit to you, though. Well, it's totally their loss."
Hanna smiled slightly at him.
"You know, you can make me feel a lot better..." she said.
"Yeah, I know, I'm a sex god." he smirked.
Hanna playfully smacked his chest, laughing.
"I wasn't talking about sex. And neither about our lunch of today. I don't know, just you... I'm good when I'm with you. I don't think about how much guys are crap when you're the one with me." she said.
Caleb kissed her forehead.
"I'm good when I'm with you too." he whispered then, hugging her.
Hanna felt so comfortable in his arms. Maybe it's because of this that the next words literally escaped from her mouth.
"What if I fall for you?"
She didn't have the courage to look up at him. Caleb wasn't expecting that. He opened his mouth to say something, but nothing came out of it. He suddenly stopped stroking her hair.
What if she falls for me? He had never thought about this possibility before.
He didn't wanna hurt her. Absolutely. He had never been in a relationship before, he hadn't committed to anyone or anything before. He couldn't offer anything to Hanna but sex and attentions. But maybe those were the things which a boyfriend offered to a girlfriend. Was this enough to try to build something serious? No, it's not enough, Caleb thought. Love is enough. But he didn't even know what love was. He couldn't make Hanna happy. He couldn't commit to her. And not because he didn't want to, because he felt like he wanted to for the first time in his whole life, but just because he couldn't. He was uncapable. And Hanna didn't deserve a guy who didn't know the mean of love, because she deserved so much better. She deserved the best, and he wasn't the best, anything.
At the same time, he knew that he couldn't just run away from her because of what she had just asked him. First of all, it was just a 'what if', right? Besides, he knew that if he was going to avoid her now, she would have gotten hurt. And that was the last thing that he wanted.
So, he didn't mean to tell her that he was willing to build something serious with her, because he wasn't, but he didn't even mean to tell her that it was going to be a problem between them, because he knew that she would have suffered for that, and also because he didn't wanna lose her. That's why he remained completely speechless in front of her question.
Hanna knew she shouldn't have said that. But now it was too late. His reaction was unexistant and this wasn't a good thing at all. She felt stupid. She wanted to get up and run to her house in that exact moment, but for some reasons, she just remained sitting in his lap waiting for an answer which was probably never coming.
In fact, there was no answer.
Until the door of his apartment wide opened.
Hanna jumped slightly and wrapped the blanket tighter around her body, as Caleb someway managed to slip up his Calvin Klein's boxers.
A young woman stood on the doorway, and as soon as she caught sight of the two young guys half-naked on the armchair of the living room, she widened her eyes.
"Caleb... Surprise..." she said evidently embarassed.
"Jess... What the hell are you doing here?" Caleb replied, furrowing his eyebrows.
Hanna blushed furiously, feeling herself totally out of place. She just was so damn thankful that she hadn't opened the door some minutes earlier, when she was happily jumping on Caleb's cock.
But who was she? Maybe Caleb actually had a girlfriend, and there was she, that's why she had the keys of the apartment, that's why Caleb had a king-size bed in his room, that's why he had never mentioned the 'commit' thing. Maybe he was a liar.
After all, he was just a guy.
A/N: Uh-oh... Who is Jess? :/ ...So, I managed to update fast, but don't get too used ;) I have an exam next Tuesday (American Literature!) and I don't know if I can find the time to write throughout this week... Anyway don't worry, I'll do my best :) You know that I'd be more than happy if you leave a review letting me know what do you think of this chapter :) Here I wanted to write a bit of hotness too ^^ ..thanks a lot for your reviews so far, I'm really happy that my first AU's being appreciated ;) So... In two days I'll probably update BTTB since the chapter is ready, so stay tuned :) Love you guys, thanks for all! xx -Atramea.
