Author Note: Hey i want to thank you all for reading and reviewing my story. Thank you all so much and sorry for not publishing in almost a year but hey if you want a good story. Anyway i want you all when you review i want you to tell me who you think Kahoko should end up with. I can't wait to read what you all have to say. XD.
Hey i almost forgot to say.
I do not own La Corda d'oro and any of their characters.
I only own (partly) Ren and his father because i have made them my own.
Chapter 2
"Are you sure that is what you want?"
"Yes, it's for the best."
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"Well...Guys as you know Ren is my cousin and my parents have died. My uncle Ren's father wants me to either to go live with them or Ren moves in with me. I have not made my decision yet but I will have to soon."
None of the boys could talk; it was if their mouths were glued shut. They didn't blink or move in anyway. I soon had gotten tired of them not saying anything and left. I didn't see any reason for me to stick around when they can't even move.
Ren decided to stay to see if he could get them to move again. So while he was doing that I went to my room.
I am so tired I thought.
Soon enough sleep took me over and I was glad for it.
~~~2 hours later~~~
I woke up really groggy but not enough unfortunately to stop thinking about my choice. I just couldn't stop thinking about it. It has taken over my mind and it is the only thing I can think about.
I don't really have to announce my choice yet. I still have some time but this one of the hardest decisions of my life. If I leave will they hate me? Will they never want to see me again? I don't think I could handle that.
I guess that I have to make my decision soon before my uncle makes it for me. Mom I wish you were here to help me. You would know what to do. I love my uncle and cousin and I am also so tired of feeling alone but I am going to miss my friends.
Like when we all hang out together even though it's because we have a competition. How all the guys know how to make me smile without really trying. God what am I going to do? Ugh! I groaned into my pillow.
I need to relax more. I got up and went over to my stereo and played daughter darling by broken bridge. And then I started to cry. I couldn't help it; it was if a part of me was trying to get someone to hear me.
I started to dance my body just flowed with the music. I didn't care if it looked weird or crazy I just needed to dance. My body moved in an intricate way. I was able to bend backwards and do flips, and spins. It just felt so natural to do given my parents backgrounds. It felt like I was no longer on earth and I was on cloud nine and it is the best feeling ever. But I knew that I would have to return to the place that I have come to love. But I wasn't ready for that yet so once the music stopped I went for something more upbeat.
I played Gold by Britt Nicole and started to sing along and dance. What I didn't realize was that my bedroom door was being opened just as I was singing the spoken/reap part. So as I continued oblivious to the person who had entered I was going crazy just dancing around. Soon enough I did notice and I didn't care I was having way too much fun to care who saw. I just let everything I was feeling out through music and dance.
Unfortunately the song ended too soon for my liking so I turned to speak to person who was currently in my room. I was surprised to see it was all of the boys.
"What are you guys doing here?" I asked confused
"Well we just wanted to see you..." Hihara started
"And thank you for telling us." Azuma finished.
"Just know what you choose we will always stick by you." Tsukimori said after a few moments of silence.
I couldn't help it but I just ran towards them and hugged them all. In a way they too were my family. In the back I could see Ren smiling before walking away. I know knew that whatever my choice was I was going to be okay. They were always going to be there no matter what.
Dear God what am I going to do. There is so much they still don't know about my family. But I can't just get them involved in my family .
Why is life so complicated?