I am so sorry for the long delay, ive been really sick lately and am having family problems. I promise to try and update more often, I promise!
After a few months of countless fragging by Starscream, I awaken to extreme pain and sickness. My stomach turned, my spark beat eratically, my vision blurred, and all I could think of was eating. At a loss of better options, I make my way to Knockouts lab. "Excuse me, Knockout…Have you a moment?...I feel sick…" He turns to me, with a concerned look. "Sick? Or sore. You really need to frag with less screams in pleasure and pain.." He smirks slightly, apparently, having listened in on everything me and Starscream do. I growl at him. "You gonna help me or do I have to ralph all over the floor of your lab..." He rolls his optics and grumbles. "She's already showing signs...but if you would be so kind, lie yourself down on a berth while I get my tools." His voice slightly impatient, he leaves for a minute and I nod, holding my stomach as I manage to lie down on his medical berth. He returns, all geared up. "Now then, my patient...where does the source of discomfort appear to be coming from?" He asks with slight curiosity, but I hiss slightly from the pain. "My stomach…" I manage to say, having trouble speaking. "Hmm, tell me are you experiencing any symptoms? Nausea? Hunger? Mood swings?" He asks as he checks my spark rate as he speaks. I lose control and snap slightly at him and shout. "ALL OF THOSE!"
He looks at me with wide optics and a small snarl. "Well, someone awoke from recharge on the wrong side of the berth. He overlooks you, finishing his exam. "Hmm, well, given your symptoms along with the constant interfacing, trust me I've heard, I believe you and I both know what the logical assumption is…" I look at him strangely, with a weird expression. "Your not coming out of the closet to me, are you?...Cause I cant help you with that..." I chuckle slightly at my own poke at him. He only smirks at me. "You and I both know, I'm the furthest thing from homosexual you will find on this warship." He says with confidence and chuckles, his hand on his hip. "However, comment aside, I was going to say...the P word." He looks slightly worried, his tone changes to worry as well as I sit up. "Pussy?...cause im pretty sure that's a human thing…" He facepalms at my comment, trying not to smile. "Because you would know- Pregnant! You're pregnant!" He shouts, and I try not to laugh at my little joke, after a second I become serious again "What will Starscream think…I hope he wont be mad…maybe I need some counseling…..Oh well, thank you, sir." I get up and start to head for the door out. "No, we are not complete, stay where you are." He orders, slightly stern in his tone. He grabs a little device and turns it on, also turning on a hologram projector "Remove your stomach armor if you will." He gets close to me, and I scoot away from the unknown device "What the hell is that thing…" I ask with concern and distrust.
"I'll give you 3 guesses:
1: It's for destroying everyone and everything on this warship.
2: It transforms Soundwave into a dancing scraplet,
or 3: IT SCANS YOUR INSIDES FOR A FETUS FORMING!" He growls and yells, clearly frustrated with me.
I hiss, bearing my fangs, making him jump. "Dont push me, or ill eat you alive...fine...but please make it quick..." I scowl slightly, doing as he says, I smile as I see him panic. "Ah! Apologies, patient…" He looks terrified from my little stunt, he loosens his joints before moving it over my belly, projecting what it sees onto the hologram projector, he sees a small, round object, glowing slightly. "Indeed, you are pregnant. Just as I suspected…" He looks at me and smiles. "You can arise now, apologies for my…little outburst. Now then, how do you plan to explain this to 'Lord' Starscream...Primus, I hate saying that…" He growls with slight disgust, as if he wants to wash his mouth out that very moment. "I will explain when he returns from his mission…and I apologize for the outburst…Please excuse me." I get up and hug him, walking off to the hangar, I manage to transform and fly to where the autobot base is, I land at the same area where Optimus and I first met. Knockout smirks and watchs me run out "Toodaloo, sweetrims." I blush as I hear his comment over the com link, turning mine off for the time being.
Optimus is Inside the base when he hears a beeping on the monitors, the others look at them as Optimus walks over and looks, seeing a con life-signal. The signal is just there, not moving an inch, He insists on going out himself, as he exits the base, looking around. I see him, walking to him, using up most of my energy for the trip there, I almost collapse into his arms. He catchs me, looking at me with a concerned look. "Shadowjumper? What brings you here? And why are you so weak?" He asks me, as he helps me stand. "Big brother, please help me...im scared...and having a panic attack...!" I dont realize what I called him, but he does, he raises an optic ridge at the name, but disregards it. "Shadowjumper, explain. What is the meaning of this? What has happened?" He asks, more worried for me than ever.
"Its Starscream...hes...raped me numerous times...and now im pregnant with his kid and he confessed to loving me...I dont know how to tell him that I am carrying his kid...and I keep eating the troopers without realizing it...I cant stop eating...I cant sleep...Im scared." It becomes clear that, through my anziety and confiding to him, im struggling not to break down in front of him. He grits his denta, looking around, knowing how the others would react. "There is the option of you staying here…but you are a decepticon…and this is the base of the autobots…" he looks at me, trying to keep his tone confident. "What do you desire to do?" He asks after a few seconds of a pause. "Im not sure….Starscreams going to be off duty soon…I don't know how to tell him the news cause lately all he seems to care about is work…" Optimuse looks at the base, then back to me. "Come...stay low, you may stay here…until you have collected your thoughts and figured out what you truly wish to do." He holds his hand out to me, I sigh and look away slightly. "I cant cause me and Ratchet are always at one anothers throats...But I am curious...I was expecting an attack...cause I was told bots are really really bad people..." I look to the bot base with worry, watching the front door for any unwanted guests. "You are under an obvious false impression, the autobots fight for freedom, and do not inflict harm unless all other options have been exhausted." Optimus explains and holds me gently as I hug him again. "Still worried…Ok. I just wanted to come and see you, you make me feel safe." He looks at me raising an optic ridge curiously. "Is that so?" He asks, and by his tone, I am hoping that he doesn't think im lying.
"Yes sir…well, I should go home, I apologize for intruding again." I turn to leave, but Optimus speaks up. "Shadowjumper, but what of, Starscream?" I face him and lock optics with him. "I dont know...but at least I have you by my side...Im sorry for discriminating against the bots...and I honestly dont know why I called you brother…" I sigh slightly, already, wanting to rush back into his arms again. "A sign of trust towards me?" He smiles and hugs me, as if reading my mind. "That, and your a good hugger...please excuse me, sir." He smiles down at me and lets me go. "You are excused." He says with confidence, like a real leader. I smile and purr a bit in his arms, before I take off running, transforming and flying back to the ship. I walk into my room, and who do I find but Starscream there, staring at me, focusing on me. It seems Knockout told him the big news.