"Starscream, your not mad at me, are you...I swear, I was going to tell you..." I shiver in his gaze, closing the door behind me. "I'm sure you were." He folds his arms, glaring slightly. "When the predacons came back from extinction, maybe!" He said sarcastically, a slight growl in his voice.
I hiss slightly at him, something I wouldent normally do. "Dont push me..." I whine, holding my head. "Starscream, what have we done, we have killed an innocent life!...Starscream...the baby wont survive...the child wont be born...Yeah...so...This kid is doomed...but...because of the blood curse, I cant have kids...so...you should know...I know, a bit too late..." I look down, ashamed of it all. Not for the fragging, but for killing an innocent fledgeling, something I thought wouldent happen to me. Had I done prior research, I would have found that children born with vampirism have no chance of survival, only death awaits them outside the safety of the womb.
"Would having such a love child really be necessary with all our duties? If Lord Megatron were to discover such a thing, he would have it terminated, inside you, or out." Sterscream responds, with seriousness, yet, I can tell by his optics, he was concerned just as much as I was.
"Screw Lord Megatron...Your the rightful leader...it hurts...this kid may end up taking me with him or her...I may be able to find a way around that after the death, but, thats for later, what I need to know is, if you still care for me or not...You admitted to loving me, is that true?" I look to him, more curious than anything. After all, decepticons were known for deception, hence the name.
He nods, but doesn't smile. "Correct. And as much as I agree with you on the Megatron statement, he could have us both exiled in a single thought."
"I dont even live on board this ship, so that doesnt bother me..." I smile slightly and hug him gently, and hee hugs back, gently running his claws up my wings. "Thanks for not getting mad and understanding.."
"Well, unfortunately I do, and your dear Starscream would most likely end up at the bottom of that filthy pool of earth liquid. How would you feel about that?" He asks, both sarcastically and curiously.
"Earth liquid...you mean the ocean, sire?..." I give him a strange look, wondering if he was serious over not knowing the name or if I should just give him a dictionary of earth.
"No I mean semen. Of course I mean water." Starscream rolls his optic, struggling not to smile at his own sentence.
"Hey, either way, its a win/win situation for me!" I laugh and smile at him. "But...I...wont be around for a while..." I look down, not sure how to tell him that I would be leaving the land of the living..
"You would take pleasure in falling into a pool of Earth bodily fluids which came from fleshings..." Starscream grumbled, only liking the thought of his fluids in me, overload specifically, but he will learn the hard way, once I manage to latch on to his neck, that his overload isn't the only thing I love, the taste of fresh blood is as well.
I lean against the wall, my stomach growls slightly, I look up at him. "Hungry...and your the only close source of fresh energon..."
"Well, unfortunately for you, I need my soldiers for now. And I'm off limits. Come on. I shall find you an alternate source." He motions to the door, but clearly, im not interested in following him this time. I hiss and back him up into a corner of his room. His optics widen, staring in horror and fear at me. "W-what are you…" He stutters, not sure what to think of me.
"Energon..." I hiss, bearing my razor sharp fangs, I pin him to the wall using immense strength, something which I only have when im hungry or feel threatened or if my friends are in danger.
He pushes my face away with his claws and yells. "Stay back!"
I growl and hiss threateningly, before stopping suddenly. "I...I cant...I cant do it...I cant hurt someone I love..." I kiss him gently and smile "Please excuse me I...I need to sort some things out..."
He kicks me off of him, snarling, I just smile, the kick having little effect on me. "You are excused! In fact, excused for as long as possible!" He snarls and turns his back on me.
I smile at him, happy to know that everything will be ok if we play our cards right. "I love you too...that growl of yours...that snarl...so adorable, dont ever change on me, cara-mia.." I smiles and walk off, shifting to the spectral realm, right in front of him. To him, it appears that I had disappeared into thin air.
"What in the Allspark?!" He looks around, confused by what he just saw, before growling "That woman...I swear to Unicron..."