New story…I'm just teeming with ideas. LOL. Anyhow, I'm just going with this story off the cuff to see where it goes in the first chapter. If it's good, I'll continue it. If not, we'll have to see. I'm delving back into the realm of vampires. But, Bella's the vamp this time. Without further ado…
Unfortunately, not mine.
Chapter Ten
Bella, Rich and Betsy's house will be gone, Alice thought to me. Her mind was filled with flames and a destroyed home. The anguish in her eyes was evident. In addition to that, there would be several casualties from neighboring homes.
"When?" I whispered tightening my hold on Edward. I spoke so quietly that he probably couldn't hear me but Alice did.
"A day," Alice answered. "And there's more." My mind was filled with disjointed images and visions of rage. There were human bodies strewn all over Chicago, poorly disposed of and laid out in full view. I furrowed my brow, staring at her. Newborns? Possibly creating an army? She thought to me.
I swayed and Edward wrapped his arms around me. "Bella? Are you okay?"
"I'm fine, but your family won't be," I answered. Or the city of the Chicago…
"What?" he asked, his green eyes widening. "What is it?"
"Let's go inside," Carlisle said calmly. He must have noticed the conversation between me and Alice, causing Edward to react. Jasper sent calming waves to Edward who's heart was beating erratically. I gently rubbed his shoulders while Rose guided Betsy and Rich into the living room. We sat down and they turned to me. "What do you know, Bella?"
"Alice had a vision," I answered. "Victoria is back in Chicago. Or at least she will be in the near future."
"She'll set fire to your home," Alice said, looking at Betsy and Rich. "It will be a total loss."
"Oh, no," Betsy breathed. "Edward's baby pictures, my memories with Edward Senior, my dildo collection..."
"MOM!" Edward barked. "Too much information!"
"Your mom has a dildo collection?" Emmett asked. Is Eddie's mom into freaky shit? She looks so…so…normal. Like June Cleaver.
"Nearly fifty different dildos, Emmett," Betsy said sadly. "Three of them are perfect replicas of Richard's…"
"Stop!" Edward moaned, thrusting his hands into his hair. He flopped down onto the couch. "Can the fire be prevented, Alice?"
Alice's gaze turned blank and she sifted through several different futures. All of them were the same: a total loss of their home. "No, I'm sorry," Alice replied meekly. "And if we go back for your items; the pictures and other, um, things, it will only expedite the process, I'm afraid."
Betsy's eyes filled with tears and she leaned heavily on Richard. He gently soothed her as she fell apart. Edward shot up and walked out onto the patio, his mind and emotions were all over the place. Esme guided Betsy and Richard up to a guest bedroom. They were going back to the bed and breakfast, possibly. Alice began spouting her theories that Victoria may be starting a newborn army while I walked out to Edward on the patio.
"Edward?" I whispered.
"Why won't she leave us alone?" he murmured, his voice filled with anguish.
"She's hell bent on revenge," I answered, wrapping my arms around his waist.
"But, why my parents? Why my memories?" he asked, his body trembling. I didn't do anything. Neither did they.
"Because, Victoria is the epitome of pure evil in the world. If she pairs up with my sire, it will be hell on earth," I laughed humorlessly. "Did you have any pictures or memories at your townhouse?"
"Some, but not a lot," he sighed. "But those are gone, too."
"They're in storage, Edward. Everything was packed up and stored after all this shit went down," I said. Edward turned and his green eyes pierced through mine. If I could, I'd get all of the memories out of your mom's house, too. But, it will only exacerbate the situation. I'm so sorry, Edward. Ever since you've met me, your life has turned into a nightmare. I'll understand if you don't want this to work; if you want to get our marriage annulled.
"Fuck no," he said as he took my face in his hands. "You're it for me and I said it not more than a few hours ago, for better or for worse. I'm with you, Bella. Forever." Do. NOT. Ever. Doubt. That. His lips crashed against mine and soon, we were lost in an amazing kiss. Our mouths fought against each other. Edward's teeth nipped at my bottom lip and I moaned at the feeling. I couldn't wait until I felt his mouth on me when he would be a vampire.
We heard a quiet cough and broke apart. Standing behind us was Emmett with Rose. "Sorry, guys," Rose laughed. "Emmett and I are going hunting. Carlisle and Esme are setting up your parents in Seattle. Richard apparently has an office just outside of the city. However, they are going to be leaving the country for a few weeks before settling into their new home. They're driving to the airport to fly to London. Carlisle arranged for the flight."
"Thank you, Rose," Edward said quietly.
"What about Alice and Jasper?" I asked. Rose answered me mentally. They're heading back to Chicago. Jasper could feel Edward's sadness at losing his childhood memories and he wanted to do something for him. He feels like Edward is like his brother. No one should lose their memories. Jasper says that it's his wedding present to you two. Or rather, to Edward. They're going to try and salvage the pictures and memorabilia from the house before Victoria turns it into a charcoal briquette.
Using my gift, I asked Rose a question. Alice mentioned a newborn army?
"Holy shit!" she squeaked. "I just heard you. In my head!"
"I can hear everyone's thoughts when my shield is up," I answered. "I can also project simple commands or questions as well. It's a two-way communication thing. But, it takes a lot more effort to project that it does to accept." Answer mentally. I don't want freak out Edward.
Rose nodded. Nothing is for certain, but from what Alice described, it looked like Victoria will be forming a newborn army. There was also a glimpse of another vampire but that one was in the shadows. Alice couldn't see their face. She did get squicked out when she 'felt' the presence of this new vamp. "We'll talk more after we've hunted. Emmett is going bonkers with all of these heartbeats."
"What about the Denalis?" Edward asked.
"They live in Alaska and will keep an eye on your family once they get home. They're off and hunting now before leaving for Alaska. We're staying with you until the threat has been neutralized," Rose explained. One more thing…Alice thinks that this whole fire thing is a ruse. Edward may be in danger. She saw his face with red eyes before they left for Chicago. "You two have some fun while we find some bears. Right, Emmy?"
"Bears, yum, yum," Emmett snorted before he took off into the darkness. Rose waved and followed him. I turned back to Edward and saw that he was essentially dead on his feet.
"Come on, Edward. You need to sleep," I chided lightly. I took his hand in mine and pulled him toward the house.
"Sleep is overrated," he quipped half-heartedly. He tried to smile but it came off as more like a grimace. I stopped on the stairs and looked at him. I was at his eye level as he was on the main floor. My eyes were glued on his. What?
"You're blocking me," I said. "You're thinking about other things. But, I can see in your eyes that you're upset. Talk to me. Please?"
"Can we just go upstairs first? I promise to talk to you, but I want to hold you," he answered honestly, running his fingers down my cheek. Today was supposed to be a happy day. Now, it's not really.
"I know, Edward," I frowned. I leaned forward and kissed him, the burn whipping through my throat. The monster inside of me growled, begging for release. My hands were itching to wrap around Edward's neck, angle it and suck him dry. I darted away, crouching in the far corner of the room. Edward fell forward on the stairs, catching himself with his hands. He turned and looked for me. I was trying to calm myself. I had to stop this. I loved him. I didn't want to drink from him.
"Angel?"
"Monster," I hissed. "Go upstairs, Edward. Please? I'm not in control right now." His eyes looked pained but he slowly ascended the stairs. I went outside to get some fresh air. Air that was not tainted with Edward's pungent, mouth-watering scent. My monster was shaking my very core, begging for me to drink his blood. With a snarl, I ran back inside, removed my wedding dress. I went into the first bedroom I found and pulled on some other clothes. From what I was wearing, it appeared to be Carlisle's clothes. They were men's and smelled like fresh linen. I removed my jewelry and ran out into the forest. I had to hunt. Something…anything to get the craving for Edward's blood out of my system. I hated to leave him unattended but if I went up there, he'd be dead.
Using my nose, I found the first animal I could and drained it. I'm not even sure what it was but it was blood, warm and tangy. The monster was sated, temporarily. I had the peace of mind to find something else, a deer, and actually enjoy my meal. I was finally calm after another two deer. I ran back to the house. When I got back though, I could smell another vampire. None of our friends or family.
No…No…No! I shouldn't have left him. Fucking monster!
I got inside of the house and the smell was intensified. I followed it up to our room and found a newborn vampire inside. He wasn't newly created, though. He looked about a year, maybe a year and half old. His eyes were scarlet as opposed to a bright, blood red. He was in full bloodlust, crouching over Edward who was quaking in fear. I growled and glared at the intruder. "Back away, asshole. He's mine," I snarled.
"Oh no, sweetheart," the vampire said with a rich baritone voice. "My mission is to find him and bring him back to Victoria. He's her mate. They will rule the world together." I zinged him with my pain gift but he wasn't fazed. He smirked and picked up Edward by his neck, cutting off his air supply. Edward wriggled and squirmed, trying to breathe. "Such a pitiful human. Why Victoria is so infatuated with you is beyond me…"
I tried again to hurt this vampire but he was impervious to my gift. I crouched down and pounced toward him. He threw Edward out the window, causing the plate glass to shatter. His screams were deafening from the ground below. My heart broke knowing that he was hurt. The new vampire and I were fighting against each other. He was fast but unseasoned. All of his vulnerable spots were open and I ended him quickly, tossing him out of the broken window. I picked up a match and lit him on fire before I checked on Edward.
He was completely broken. His breaths were shallow and his legs were bent at an awkward angle. Blood was covering his face, arms and body. It burned my throat but I was sickened at what this now destroyed vampire did to him. "Edward," I cried as I fell to my knees. "No! I'm so sorry."
"Bella," he whispered, his voice very weak. His eyes were unfocused and I could hear his heart faltering. Change. Me. I'm d-d-dying…
"I've never changed anyone before," I sobbed. "I'm afraid I won't be able to stop."
I trust you, angel. I love you, he murmured mentally, his eyes losing more and more of their light.
I bit my knuckle. I'm sorry, Edward. I love you, too. Please forgive me. I leaned down and brushed my lips with his. I could taste his blood on his mouth. Steeling myself for what I was about to do, I angled Edward's head and sank my teeth into his neck. His succulent blood filled my mouth but I ignored it, pushing my venom into his bloodstream. I pulled away, licking the wound to seal the venom inside. Edward was squirming, obviously feeling the effects of the venom. I leaned down and bit down above his heart. I injected my venom into all of the major pulse points, licking them shut. Then, I picked him up gingerly, cradling him to my chest. I carried him inside and into what was Carlisle and Esme's room.
Rose and Emmett managed to get back as I finished changing Edward into a pair of jeans and a long-sleeved t-shirt. He was silent and unmoving while my venom pumped through his body. As much as I wanted to stay with him, Rose and Emmett's minds were filled with questions. "What happened?" Emmett barked.
"We were kissing after speaking briefly about what Alice saw and I lost control," I answered. Emmett growled. "Not like that, Emmett. I had to leave; to hunt. When I came back, there was a vampire in our bedroom, ready to take Edward away. He picked Edward up and I attacked. Edward was thrown through a plate glass window and a majority of his bones were broken and he was dying. I had to change him. He begged me."
Rose pushed past me and saw Edward laying on the bed. His skin had been cleaned of the blood and shards of glass. I could hear his mind and he was registering the pain; the agony of being changed but he was not moving. She inspected the bites I put around Edward's body and nodded. "Good job on putting them on the pulse points," she murmured. "He's already beginning to change."
"Yeah, once I bit down on his neck and injected him with the venom, I could hear the bones snap back into place," I whispered, sitting down next to him. I ran my fingers through his thick bronze hair. Tears ran down my cheeks freely. "This is not how I wanted to spend my wedding night."
"I know, sweetie," Rose answered as she hugged me tightly. "I also know that you didn't want to change him…"
"But, I couldn't let him die," I breathed, looking into Rose's eyes.
"He also wants this life," she muttered. "He wants you."
Damn right, I do! Edward chimed in my head.
"He can hear us and he said that he does want me," I chuckled, twining my fingers with his. But, my smile dropped. It's because of me that he's now undergoing a metamorphosis into a vampire. It's because of me that his life is up in arms and ruined.
Bella, he's lucky that he had a choice in becoming a vampire, Rose began. I didn't. One night I was walking home from a friend's house a week before my wedding. My fiancé was on the corner with his cronies and they had their way with me. I was left on the street, a bloodied mess, barely breathing. Carlisle smelled the blood and he scooped me up and ran. He changed me that night. When I woke up, I was a bitter, jealous, nasty harpy. I still am, in a way. I hated being surrounded by couples in love but now that I have Emmett, who is an epic pain in the ass, it's bearable. Edward will be a beautiful vampire and you can finally be with him, in every way.
"Why didn't we get more notice from Alice, though?" I asked.
"I'm not sure," she replied. "The only thing she saw was Edward's eyes and they were red. Maybe the vampire that attacked had some blocking abilities."
"I suspect so. I couldn't stop him using my usual tactics," I frowned. "I had to physically attack him."
Edward moaned and he shifted on the bed. His eyes opened momentarily and his green orbs were swirling with red. A fresh set of tears fell down my cheeks as the part of his humanity, his eyes, slowly changed into that of a demon. A monster.
"I'll let you be with him," Rose said as she brushed my hair from my face. We'll be monitoring for Victoria or whatever in the living room. She left and closed the door. I crawled into the bed with Edward, holding his hand. He was whimpering quietly, obviously in pain from his change.
What do you want, Edward? I'm here. I'm not leaving you.
Talk to me, Bella. Distract me from the pain, he begged. I want to hear your voice. YOUR voice. Please?
"What do you want to know?" I asked.
Tell me about your life. Famous people you've met, your experiences, everything.
"Okay, baby," I answered as I curled up to his body. The temperature had definitely gone down and his body wasn't as pliant. Then, I began my vigil next to him, talking about my life experiences.
xx A&M xx
Carlisle and Esme came back a day later. Carlisle monitored Edward's progress and was pleased with his change. Carlisle also said that with multiple entry points for the venom, it would speed up his change. Alice called us and apologized for not seeing the attack earlier but further investigation indicated that the vampire sent to attack Edward was a blocker and negate any active power sent toward him. That included Alice's visions. But, she did have some good news. She and Jasper were able to grab all of the photos, memories and even Betsy's dildo collection from their brownstone. All of the items were going to be put in storage at the Cullen home in Forks, Washington for the time being.
When I wasn't near Edward, Emmett was. He was watching his friend like a hawk, observing his change with rapt attention. "He's so quiet," he murmured. "I wasn't this quiet."
"No, you weren't," I chuckled. "You were quite loud but far enough away from civilization that you couldn't be heard."
Is he in pain? Emmett asked, his scarlet eyes looking at me.
"He's in excruciating pain, but is focusing it on getting through the change. It'll be pretty soon before he wakes up. His heart rate is speeding up," I answered, running my fingers through his thick hair. His skin had lost its pinkness and was stronger under my touch. The cuts and scrapes from his fall were completely gone and the only scar on his skin is where I bit him. His muscles were much more defined and his features were more chiseled. His hair, which was a soft bronze before, had changed to capture more light. Highlights of blonde, brown, red, honey and even a warm purple saturated his hair.
"Can he hear us?"
Yes, asshat. I can hear you, Edward muttered mentally. Jesus, his voice is more annoying with this enhanced hearing. It's got a booming quality that's making my brain rattle.
"He can hear us," I said. "He said your voice has a booming quality that is making his brain rattle."
"Sorry, Eddo," Emmett stage whispered.
I can still hear Emmett. Even when he's not talking. I can also hear everyone else, too, Edward explained. It's fucking weird. All of these voices in my head. I feel like I'm going crazy.
"Do you want me to shield you?" I asked. Edward's chin moved slightly. I covered his mind with my shield and he sighed. Better?
Much better. I can only hear your sweet voice, he said, his mental voice filled with relief.
"Bella, what will happen with Edward?" Emmett asked as he looked at his friend. "Will become a vegetarian like the Cullens? Like you're trying to be?"
"It's up to him," I answered.
No humans! Edward chimed.
"And he said no humans," I laughed. "Got it, baby. No humans. We'll find you a nice deer or a moose for your first meal."
"Nah, he needs a bear," Emmett bellowed, laughing jovially. Edward's heart rate spiked and Emmett hopped off the bed. Edward's face contorted in agony as he thrashed, breaking the bed frame. It cracked and splintered under the movements of Edward's strong body. "Fuck me."
"Edward, listen to me," I said verbally and mentally, as well. "You're almost done with the change. Focus on my voice. Focus on me. I love you, baby. So much." His heart rate stammered loudly until nothing…his heart stopped and the man I knew was no longer alive. He was replaced by a strong, resilient, never-changing vampire. Edward growled and his eyes shot open. The warm mossy green was gone and replaced with a bright red. He flung himself off the bed and pressed his body against the wall. "Emmett, keep your eyes down."
"Wha…why?" he asked.
"Another male in the room, he'll perceive you as a threat," I answered quietly, holding my hands up. "Edward, look at me." His eyes were darting around the room while he was breathing erratically. Edward, you're safe. We won't hurt you. LOOK. AT. ME! His red eyes found mine and he cocked his head. "Who am I, Edward?"
His hazy human memories shifted through the past and he smiled crookedly when he saw my face. When he recognized me. "Bella," he answered, his voice a deep, resonant tenor. "My mate." He held up his left hand, looking at the ring on his finger. "My wife."
"Good," I said as I walked toward him. Emmett left, allowing me some time to speak with my husband. "Do you remember what happened? Prior to waking up?"
"Bears," he said, his brows furrowing. "And so many voices." He ran his hands through his hair. "But, I don't hear them now. Why?"
"I'm blocking them. Shielding your mind," I answered. You can only hear me. His smile was beautiful when heard my mental voice. "However, what was the last thing you remembered as a human?"
"Burning," he whispered as he ran his hands up his arms. "Pain. Biting. I can't really describe it." He used his mind and in graphic detail, he reviewed his change from being a human to a vampire. I frowned as I listened to his mental voice. "Don't be sad, Bella," he replied. "I'm with you. For eternity."
"I had to hurt you. Kill you, Edward," I muttered sadly. In a blink of an eye, Edward had me in his arms, crushing me to his chest. His newborn strength squeezed me tightly and I felt some pretty significant pain. Ow, Edward…too tight.
"Shit! I'm sorry, angel," he said as he released me, taking my face into his hands carefully. "Holy fuck, you're so gorgeous. I can finally see you. I mean, really, REALLY see you. Were your eyes brown before your change?"
"I think so," I giggled at his distracted mind. "I've seen flecks of brown in there. Close to your pupils, I can still see a hint of green." Edward arched a brow and moved gracefully to the mirror. I stood behind him, biting my lip. "What do you think of your new body, Edward?"
He stared in the mirror and scrutinized his face, body, hair and shockingly enough, his eyes. He didn't like the red and shook his head. Then, he reached for the hem of his shirt. His strength was too much and the shirt disintegrated. "Crap."
"You'll get used to your strength," I said as I tugged the shirt from his waist. "Until then, we'll just buy things in multiples." He shot me a look, arching his brow. I smiled sweetly.
"I've got a fucking eight pack," he said as he ran his hand over his belly. "Never had that before. I did more crunches than I care to admit and it was never this defined."
"You're perfect," I said as I pressed my lips to his shoulder blade. He shuddered and turned around. His eyes were black. Completely black. His arousal was pressing against his jeans.
"Do that again," he commanded.
"What?" I asked.
"Kiss my skin," he said quietly. I nodded and leaned forward, pressing an open-mouthed kiss to the mark above his heart. I swirled my tongue along the bite before suckling his smooth flesh. I looked up into his eyes and he was staring at me. His mouth was clenched, causing the muscles in jaw to be tight. "Fuck, Bella, I want you." I want to taste your skin. Kiss your lips. Feel your body around mine.
I stood up and stared into his onyx orbs. I was turned on and wanted everything that he just described, but he had just woken up from being changed. "I want you, too. But you're probably thirsty. I'd be a bad role model if I let you suffer," I purred. You need to hunt.
"After we eat, then, can I make love to my wife?" he asked, his lips barely grazing mine, hovering over my mouth. His tongue traced my lips and I felt my resolve weaken.
Yes, I breathed mentally. I pressed my lips against his and soon, I felt my body pressed against the wall of the room with my legs around Edward's waist. It was a tangle of lips, growls and teeth as Edward kissed the shit out of me. I loved the feeling of his new body, holding me against the wall.
Bella, he needs to hunt, Carlisle chuckled in my head. There will be time for that later.
"Edward, love, we need to stop," I said as I pushed him back. His hips still held me up on the wall. I could feel his hardness between my legs. He pouted adorably. "None of that…do you feel the burning in the back of your throat?"
"Yeah," he said. "But, I want you more." He thrust his hips against me to prove a point.
Eddie needs bears! Emmett laughed in my head. I dropped my shield around Edward's mind and his eyes widened. He moved back, grasping his head, almost in pain. I lithely fell onto my feet. I crouched in front of him.
"What's that?" Edward moaned as he held his head.
"I removed my shield. Focus on Emmett's mental voice. It's the one that sounds like an overgrown kid," I chuckled.
"How?" he asked, looking at me warily.
"Think of the voices in your head a chorus. Find the one voice that you want to be a solo," I said. Edward's brows furrowed and he listened intently.
"Emmett wants me to try a bear," Edward said, a crooked grin spreading over his face.
"Excellent. Eventually, you'll be able to do that without a second thought. But, you need to hunt. It'll focus you and give you your center," I explained. "Do you want a fresh shirt?"
"Yes, please," he chuckled as he looked down at his bare chest. "I'm not sure if I can put it on, though."
"I want you to try," I said as I got up from my crouched position. I grabbed a shirt from the dresser, handing it to Edward. I shielded his mind so he could concentrate on putting his shirt on. He gave me a grateful smile as he unfolded the shirt. He tore the arm, growling lowly. I could feel his frustrations grow.
"Shit," he spat. "I'm never going to get this."
"Edward, you've been a vampire for fifteen minutes," I said as I handed him another shirt, taking the ruined one from his hands. "I had the same problem as you, but I was with Jasper. A perfect stranger. He had to dress me for the first week or so until I got comfortable with my strength. But, I have faith in you."
"The fabric feels so weak," he said as he held the shirt gingerly with his thumb and forefinger. Slowly, he reached for the hem of the shirt, pulling it over his head. When the shirt didn't rip, he smiled. Carefully, he pulled his arms through the sleeves and he was in a shirt. "I did it."
"You did," I said with a wide, beaming grin. "But to save you some frustration, I'll put on your shoes and socks. I don't want you to destroy my house."
"No, that would be bad," he chuckled nervously. "I can destroy a house?"
"Yep," I said as I guided him to the bed, pushing him onto the mattress. He sat down and I quickly put on some socks and a pair of hiking boots. He watched me with rapt attention as I cared for him. I looked up at him and smiled softly. "When we hunt, you can display your power for me, stud."
He smirked but then his face fell. I don't want to hurt you, Bella.
"Not on me, silly," I said as I stood up. "On poor unsuspecting trees and wildlife." I offered my hand to him. He took it and he smiled softly. "What?"
"You're not cold anymore," he murmured as he ran his thumb over my knuckles. "We're the same temperature, now."
"We are," I said, almost sadly. "Come, Edward. Let's get you fed, okay?" I tugged on his hand and guided him out into the living room of the cabin. Carlisle, Esme, Rose and Emmett were all standing there. Edward hissed behind me and held me closely to his body. "It's okay, Edward. They won't hurt me or you."
"We're your family," Carlisle said with a quiet voice. "Well, adoptive family. Do you remember who we are?"
Edward looked at the four vampires in front of him. Recognition flickered across his handsome face and he released his painful hold on my waist. "Hi," he mumbled nervously.
"Edward, you are such a handsome vampire," Esme said with a genuine grin. "I'm so sorry that we weren't here to protect you, though."
"Thank you," Edward said. "But, we didn't expect any one of Victoria's cronies to find us and Alice didn't give us any indication that we would have been attacked."
"Alice had a brief vision of your eyes being red but there was no timeline," I muttered. "I was a fool to leave you unattended. All of this could have avoided if I had control of my monster." I'm so sorry, Edward.
"Bella, I'm not," Edward said as he cupped my cheek. "We both knew that I wanted this. However, that vampire just forced you to change me earlier rather than later." He nuzzled my neck, kissing me softly. Now, we don't have to be afraid to be with each other, angel.
"Edward?" Carlisle chimed in. "How are you feeling? Other than thirsty…"
"Thirsty," he chuckled. "The rest of it is kind of…there are no words, really, to describe it."
"Carlisle, let the poor boy eat," Esme admonished. "For safety's sake, we'll be following close by. Both of you are new to the diet and we don't want you to flounder on your first joint hunt."
"Any places we should avoid?" Edward asked.
"South," Rose added. "There's a city about twenty miles south of here. But, trust your nose."
"And your ears too," Emmett smirked. "Those heartbeats are cool to listen to. Eddie, it's nice not wanting to kill you."
"Uh, thanks, Em," Edward laughed nervously. I rolled my eyes and tugged on Edward's hand. He easily followed me. Looking out the back of my cabin, he let out a shocked gasp. It was roughly midnight and he expected to see the forest in his human eyes. However, we could see it just as clearly on a sunny day at night. The colors took on a richer tone.
"Follow me, Edward," I said as gave him a wicked smile. His brow furrowed as I took off like a shot. Come and get me, baby!
Game on, angel, he laughed mentally as he followed me into the rich forest. We ran through the trees, dodging fallen tree stumps and large boulders. Edward was mentally cataloguing the route and taking note of all of the scents, feelings and things he saw while he ran. His mind was like a sponge, soaking it all up. He also took note of the Cullen's and Emmett trailing behind us, about a mile back.
I stopped when I heard some heartbeats. Edward gracefully landed next to me, inhaling the air. What do you smell, Edward?
"You," he said, with a smirk on his face.
"Be serious. Open your mind, your senses and tell me. What do you smell?" I asked, chiding him gently. Answer mentally.
I smell the earth, the breeze, pine trees, and…holy crap. What is that?
Describe it, I prompted.
Sweet, tangy and hot, he replied, opening his eyes. "What is it?"
I inhaled and smiled. "Deer or moose, I believe. Since it's an herbivore, the blood will taste more earthy. Not as mouthwatering as a bear or mountain lion," I whispered. "Go. Follow your nose and your instincts, love."
Edward closed his eyes, inhaling deeply. When his lids opened up, his eyes were black as midnight and a low rumbling growl erupted from his belly. He ran off in the direction of the animals, looking like a beautiful hunter. I followed behind him at a safe distance, ready to tackle him if, for some strange reason, we encountered a human. A few moments later, Edward came across three moose. He watched his prey, ready to pounce. With three sure-footed steps, he reached the largest moose. With a flip of his wrist the neck of the animal was broken and Edward's razor-sharp teeth sank into the brown hide. His muscles clenched as he pulled the blood from the moose, draining it quickly. He dropped the poor dead animal by his feet and looked up at me. "More," he breathed.
I closed my eyes, smelling the wind. "A carnivore, roughly ten miles east," I said with a smile. Edward took off like a shot with me on his heels. The carnivore turned out to be a bobcat. He was hunting his own prey. Edward licked his lips and his body was tensed to attack. Don't be afraid of it, Edward. She won't hurt you.
Aren't you thirsty? He asked as he circled around the bobcat. I shook my head. This was about him. I wasn't thirsty since I had fed a few days prior while Edward was getting attacked. My dead heart dropped to my feet. It was my fault that he was like this. My fault that he was injured so badly that I was forced to change him. I hadn't even noticed that Edward finished the bobcat and was sitting in front of me, on a rock. His long-sleeved t-shirt was in tatters from the bobcat's talons. "Bella, you're crying," he murmured.
"I'm fine," I whispered.
"No. You're not," he said sternly. "I'm sufficiently sloshy and I have more focus now. It's like I've got ADD but can pay attention to a million different things…anyhow, why are you upset? Is it because of what happened to me?"
I nodded and looked up at him. "If I hadn't lost control, you could have held onto your humanity longer," I sniffled. "I could have stopped that other vampire before you getting injured and ultimately killed."
"Bella, I always knew that I wanted this life once I knew what you were," he said as he took my face in his hands. "The idea of losing you was too painful. It still is. I'm terrified of what Victoria is going to do to us. But, now that I'm like you, we can fight together against this psycho bitch."
"You don't resent me for changing you?" I whimpered.
"I asked you, angel," he replied, pulling me closer to his body. I looked up at him and saw nothing but love, adoration and happiness in his now-scarlet orbs. "I will never resent you for giving me an eternity with the love of my life. I'm so happy that I'm with you, angel. I love you, so, SO much." With a soft smile, Edward leaned down and his lips brushed against mine. Jesus, it's like my skin is on fire when I kiss you, Bella…I need you.
I need you, too, but I don't want our first time to be in the forest next to a dead bobcat.
"Good point," he laughed. "I want to ravish my wife in the comfort of our own bed. Can I make love to you, Mrs. Masen?" On his handsome face was a pleading grin. His large hand was offered out to me and I bit my lip. Even if we can't make love, I want to be close to you, Bella. Make you feel good.
I nodded and before I knew it, I was on Edward's back, barreling back to the cabin. I was laughing at his excitement. He just tightened his hold around my legs until he got back to my home. Our home, really. Inside, the house had completely been decked out in candles and soft music. "When did this happen?" Edward chortled. I slithered down his back and looked around. "Not that I don't appreciate the sentiment."
"Here," I laughed, seeing a note on the counter.
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Masen,
In light of recent events, you didn't get much of a honeymoon. You seem to be in control of your thirst, Edward and have a patient mentor in your wife. We will be returning with Alice and Jasper in three days time. Enjoy each other…
HAVE LOTS OF SEX, EDDIE!
Emmett is a moron. Sorry about that. He's not allowed writing utensils for a few days. – Rose
Back to what we were saying, have fun and bond. Fully.
SEX!
EMMETT – stop it! We truly apologize for him but Edward, you know what he's like.
All of our love,
Carlisle, Esme, Rose and a horny Emmett
"Emmett is an idiot," Edward snickered. "He thinks with his little head. Not the big one. Even changing into a vampire hasn't changed that." I folded the note and looked at him. "I see some trepidation in your eyes, angel. What's wrong?"
"I want you, Edward. I want to make love with you, but what happens if I clam up?"
"Bella, we don't have to make love tonight," he said. "Hell, I'm having issues with walking, talking and dressing myself. What if I can't get it up? It'll be a learning experience for both of us, beautiful."
"Edward, you're already moving like a human and you've been like this for a few hours," I said, rubbing my hands up and down his biceps. His shirt had been torn off while we ran. "You'll gain control of your body. My guess is that by the time that they all come back, you'll be able to do everything for yourself."
"We'll see," he replied, kissing my nose. He pulled back and looked at me. His ruby orbs darkened to pitch black. A rumbling purr emanated from deep in his chest. "Just looking at you, angel, and I'm aroused. My mind is telling me for you to be in control but my body…my body wants to fuck the shit out of you."
"Such a romantic," I laughed.
"Now, I know what you mean about your monster," he said lowly, his mouth moving to my neck. He idly sucked on my skin, moving closer to my earlobe. He bent down and picked me up, wrapping my legs around his waist. He carried me easily to the room where the candles guided us to. It was the bedroom on the main floor which had been completely 'romanticized.' The bed was covered in soft, white bedding with floaty netting surrounding it. On every flat surface, candles were lit and flickering in the room.
"It's so beautiful," I murmured.
"It's alright," Edward said quietly. "The woman I'm holding far exceeds the beauty that's in this room." I turned to him and saw him looking directly at me. Better, angel?
I giggled and kissed his neck, licking his skin. "Much better," I whispered against his ear, nipping at the flesh. He groaned and carried me over to the bed, placing me in the center. Edward's eyes were darkened with desire but the love behind them radiated through. For a newborn, he had impeccable control of his monster.
"There is no part of your skin that will not be kissed by lips, Bella," he said with a soft, sexy smirk. Using his nail, he cut down the center of my shirt. If you are not comfortable, baby, let me know. I will try my hardest not to push you…but…
"I know, Edward," I said as I forced his face to mine. "Let's just see where the night leads us, okay?" I pulled him down and our lips crashed against each other. His tongue invaded my mouth, earning a guttural moan from me. Edward's hand moved up my side until it reached my bare breast. My shirt had fallen open when he collapsed on me. Gently, he cupped my breast, massaging the skin. I whimpered.
His lips left mine but stayed on my skin. He nipped, suckled and bit at my jaw, moving down my neck. My hands were tangled into his bronze hair, tugging on the strands. Both of his hands were cupping my breasts while he kissed my collarbones. "Bella, your skin, tastes so good. Better than any food or blood that I'll consume," he murmured against my chest. He looked up at me. His eyes were staring at mine while he kissed down my chest until he reached my nipple. May I?
I bit my lip and nodded. He smiled wickedly as his tongue swirled around my nipple. I groaned loudly, my head falling back onto the bed. His teasing increased until my entire nipple was encased inside of his mouth. "Edward," I pleaded.
What, angel?
"You're driving me insane," I whimpered.
He smirked as he moved to my other breast, repeating the same actions with that one. Can I do more?
Fuck, yes, I hissed mentally.
He released my breast with a pop. "Good," he chuckled. He flicked open my jeans, revealing my white panties. The jeans were destroyed in seconds but he stared at my panties, looking at them with a reverence. The same pair I wore on our wedding day. He moved up and lay on his side, idly tracing patterns on my skin. Each pass of his fingertips igniting my body in flames. His fingers glided down my ribcage until he reached the dip of my belly. With a laugh, he swirled his fingers over my belly button, earning a giggle from me. "I love when you laugh, Bella. It sounds like bells."
If I could blush, I would have. "Thank you," I said as I traced my hands along his face. "I love everything about you. Perhaps, I can extol the virtues of your body, Mr. Masen."
"Not tonight, Mrs. Masen," he growled. "It's MY turn to play with you. You can have your turn later, baby girl." Open your legs for me, angel. My breath hitched, staring at him. Nothing in eyes indicated he wanted to hurt me. He wanted to bring me pleasure. The erotic vision in his mind on repeat was a clear indication of what he wanted to do. Edward reached his hand on the inside of my thigh, hitching my leg between his muscular thighs. His fingers dipped underneath the fabric of my lacy panties. "I want to touch you, Bella. Can I do that?"
"Yes," I replied breathily. Edward gently kissed me as his fingers moved into my underwear. Deftly, his hand moved along my slick curls between my legs.
"You're so wet, Bella," he said lowly. His eyes penetrated mine as he reached my bundle of nerves at the edge of my core. Languidly, he circled his middle finger around my clit, earning another guttural moan from me. "You liked that, angel?" Unable to form words or even coherent thoughts, I nodded emphatically. He repeated the motions, spreading the arousal seeping from my body. Mentally, Edward was chanting that he loved me and that he would never hurt me. I found some solace in his mental utterings while he played with my body, teasingly and tauntingly. "Can I remove your panties, love?"
"Please, Edward," I begged. I was honestly surprised that they had remained intact as long as they had. Edward's control was growing with each passing minute. With a grunt, my panties were tugged from my body, leaving me naked next to my husband. He was still in jeans. His hand was back between my legs, rubbing tight circles on my clit. I was biting my lip from stopping my moans from escaping.
"I want to hear you, my love," Edward said as he moved his hand to gather more wetness spilling from between my legs. "Those little noises are so hot, but I know you can make more. Scream my name, Bella."
"Dear God," I breathed.
"Not God. Edward," he chuckled as he pressed a finger inside of me. Fuck, baby. You're so tight. Now, I know why we couldn't make love while I was a human.
"Exactly," I cooed as I wiggled my hips a little bit.
"But, we can make love now," he said with a crooked grin. "I want you to come first, Bella. I want you to feel the love I have for you…let go for me, beautiful." He leaned down and kissed me while he curled his finger inside of me, pressing his thumb against my clit. Hmmm, I can feel your muscles fluttering around my hand, angel. It's making me so hard, just imagining that feeling around my cock.
His mental voice washed over me along with a visual of what he was doing to me. It caused me to come undone. I clutched his shoulders as my body erupted in waves of pleasure. Edward's fingers stayed inside of me while I was thrashing about the bed, causing the bed frame to groan under the pressure. Little did Edward know that vampires can go days on end in making love, having sex or fucking. My orgasm could last as long as he kept doing what he was doing.
But, I wanted more.
His fingers felt great, but the arousal poking me in the hip was much more appealing at this moment.
I want you, Edward, I chimed mentally, staring into his onyx eyes. "Make love to me."
"Are you sure?" he asked.
I bit my lip and nodded. I moved my hands down his chest, letting his sparse chest hair tickle my palms. Arching a brow, I reached the waistband of his jeans. Leaning forward and pressing a kiss to his soft lips while I ripped his jeans from his body. They fell onto the ground with a soft thud and I felt Edward's naked body pressed against me. His smooth skin felt heavenly. While we kissed, our hands moved frantically along each other's bodies.
Edward's hand moved down my back until he reached my leg. He hitched it over his hip, his arousal caught between our bodies. Using the momentum, he rolled so he was on his back and I was perched on his lap. "You're in control, baby."
"No, I want you to make love to me," I said. I don't know what to do. You do. I trust you. I stared at his face and a litany of emotions crossed over his features: shock, sadness, love, anger, understanding. He sat up and took my face in his hands, staring into my eyes. Softly, he kissed my lips. He picked me up and placed me in the center of the bed. He crawled onto the bed, settling between my legs.
"I love you, Bella," he said quietly as he lined up with my entrance. With one more soft kiss, he pushed inside of me. I had a brief flash of the nightmare prior to my change. Edward must have seen it as he mentally and vocally whispered that he loved me more than his own life. The fears that I felt left my body as Edward began moving in and out of my body. His eyes never left mine while he made love to me. It was slow, sweet, loving and reverent. Also, our bond that had begun to form prior to our coupling, wrapped around us, completing our connection. I never felt closer to Edward. "You feel so good, angel. Never, ever, have felt this way." He peppered my face with wet kisses, nibbling on my earlobe as his thrusts picked up speed and power. The groaned under his movements. "Holy fuck!" he spat out. "I'm not going to last, baby."
Feeling bold, I moved my hips in concert with his and he moaned against my neck. The sound of Edward's skin smacking against mine filled the room along with our grunts and moans. "Edward, I'm…shit! I'm going to come," I breathed against his shoulder.
"Let go, Bella. I want to feel those muscles around me," he commanded. His lips crashed against mine as he swiveled his hips, causing his pubic bone to hit my clit and his arousal to brush against the spot inside that was going to make me scream. And screamed I did. My body clenched around his arousal as he continued to pump inside of me. My release triggered his and I felt him spill inside. My vice-like grip around Edward's body relaxed and my bones were like jelly. Edward collapsed on top of me, breathing heavily. "Wow…"
"Hmmmm," I mumbled intelligently.
His head popped up and he looked down at me. "Are you okay?"
"I'm perfect," I answered. "Now that I've had you, I don't know if I could ever get enough. I think I'm ready to try being on top."
"I need to recover, Bella," he chuckled.
"Edward, we're vampires. We can fuck for days without any need for recovery," I said against his ear.
"Really?" His cock twitched inside of me.
"Yep."
He flipped us so I was on his lap, earning a giggle. "Have it at, angel," he said with a smug little smirk.
A/N: This chapter took on a life of its own, kids. I never wanted to have Edward be changed so quickly, but it worked out to have an attack from one of Victoria's minions. Oh, and who do you think is hovering in the shadows of Alice's vision?
I hope you liked the lemon. It wasn't as 'in depth' as I would have liked but sometimes the citrus should not be as explicit. It should drive the story, not be the story. You know? Just an FYI about this story, it won't be riddled with lemons. They'll be sprinkled in, as the storyline allows them. But, if you want to see some visuals for my lemon, check out my blog (link in my profile) or you can check out my facebook group: Tufano79's Twilight Fanfiction Appreciation, too.
Up next will be the return of the Cullens and a plan of attack against Victoria, her army and this mystery vamp. Leave me some loving!