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-Chapter 6-
Mikasa was out of control. She sped past the trees, everything around her was a blur because of her speed. The wind hit her face with force and her raven hair flew behind her, along with her scarf. Panic was growing from within her chest. It made its way, slowly creeping up to her heart and to her mind. She couldn't think of anything else other than to get back to Eren.
Why is this happening? How is this happening?
Mikasa landed on a tree as she buried her face in her hands shaking from her panic. Darkness over took her, she couldn't see anything. She felt like she couldn't breathe, like there was a shortage supply on air. She sat down and noticed that she was shaking. Mikasa held onto the tree tightly as she struggled to breathe.
Am I never going to see him ever again? How can I be trapped in the future? How can I be in a place where Eren does not exist?! The reason why I am alive, doesn't exist? Eren? Eren please be safe!
Mikasa looked up as she looked around her, half expecting Eren to be there and telling her to calm down. Everything was out of control. Her breathing pattern, her thoughts, her body was shaking, and she felt cold sweat trickling down her forehead.
She felt a ball of emotion working its way up from her stomach onto her throat. Without realizing it, Mikasa screamed Eren's name. She couldn't do anything else, for the first time in her life, Mikasa was not in charge of the situation. For the first time in life, Mikasa felt like giving up. She couldn't keep moving forward if she didn't have Eren. Tears swelled in her eyes, she looked up, hopelessly.
Eren. What do I do Eren?
She closed her eyes as she tightened the scar around her face, tears streaming down her cheeks.
Back at the house, Kyo lay on the roof feeling miserable. Why had he snapped at Tohru? Why did he make her sad? He didn't want to! For the first time ever, he cared about what someone thought and what someone felt. Before Tohru, he could have snapped and made anyone cry without giving a second thought about it. Now, if he saw her sad face…it just made his heart hurt. He wanted to take away that look but he was the one that caused it in the first place!
'Damn it!' Kyo thought as he brought his fist to the roof forcefully. And what was with Akito summoning them all suddenly?! What was his bloody deal?! Kyo knew that Akito had planned something for Kyo if he was not to be up in the mountains. How annoying were things becoming. And…the time for him to fight Yuki was coming up… Kyo felt his stomach clench into a knot. He sighed as he looked at the sky and wallowed in his own self-pity. After all, he sure as hell wasn't going to accept pity from anyone else around him…
When Mikasa's panic attack was over, she looked around. How long had she been sitting on the tree? She blinked. As she then realized something, what was she doing? Hadn't Eren told her not to give up? She had almost lost Eren twice before. He had told her that he didn't want her to give up!
"If I don't fight, then I don't stand a chance in this world! Even though it's a titan-free world, I won't give up. I will stay alive just to remember you, Eren! Because the world is a cruel place, yet it is also very...beautiful." Mikasa whispered to herself as she felt the breeze enclose around her. She stood up and fell backwards from the tree. Then she felt her 3-D maneuver gear work. She wasn't going to use this for a while, or the swords. For the moment, she would have to figure out how to get back to Eren.
As she flew back to the orange haired boy's house, her heart began to beat vividly and lively in her chest. She had one goal now, and one goal only. To get back to Eren and to Armin too. She would fight and try with all of her might to manage this!
The house was coming into view. Mikasa flew and landed gently right next to Kyo, who got up startled.
"Oy! Watch it, Mikasa! What's that thing…on your hips?" He looked at her in a weird way, which unnerved Mikasa. This boy needed to learn how to respect his superiors.
"We need to talk."
Kyo looked at her and knew that he wasn't going to get out of this conversation. Her glare kind of reminded him of that damn rat's glare.
"Ok. Let's talk then."
Kyo started to climb down and Mikasa followed quietly wondering how in the world she was going to explain everything to him. He definitely thought she was crazy, but how would she get him to actually believe her. Maybe she would show him her 3D Maneuver skills. Mikasa sighed knowing that her manner of explaining wouldn't matter because she would sound crazy nevertheless. Here we go. Mikasa thought as they sat down next to a table.
