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You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel
You don't know
Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than that
About me and you
Mixtape–Butch Walker-
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December 20, 2002
"Oh my god Elena" Damon moaned loudly as Elena's warm mouth encircled softly his throbbing cock. They were in the backseat of his car, parking in the Falls. Which had ended up being one of their favorites spots to be together. Thanks god for the fog was surrounding the car so no one was able to spot their illicit activities
"Mmm" She purred and Damon thrown threw his head back marveling at the feeling, her wet tongue circled the tip and then proceeded to take all of him in her mouth.
As he promised nothing had changed once they were back at in the town, he still looked at her with the same warm eyes and still made her feel like the only woman in on the face of the earth. But her parents were the ones making the situation difficult for them. They refused to let her be friends with the elder Salvatore boy, according to them that would give her a bad reputation, if only they knew what she was doing to him right now.
"You drive me crazy you know that?" He said through gritted teeth while fisting her hair with his hands, Elena's eyes lift up at him and Damon almost came right there because of the way she was looking at him, without breaking the eye contact she took even more of him
"Oh my god, don't stop please" Damon closed his eyes briefly unable to keep staring at her because of the strong sensations she was giving to his body
They had been hiding since they came back; they knew that if their parents found out about them it would be the end of their relationship so they decided that the best was keeping it a secret, at least until Elena turned eighteen. But that little arrangement was killing Damon, he hated not being able to touch her in public, that all their kisses and looks were stolen and he hated the fact that no one knew that she belonged to him and that he would rip their heads off if they did anything to hurt her.
Damon opened his eyes to find Elena staring at him once again, her deep chocolate eyes were driving him over the edge and when she finally managed to deep throat him he lost it and came with a hard groan. Elena swallowed all of his seed greedily, at first she had thought the taste was weird and she didn't like it but over the weeks she started to found find impossible not to swallow, she actually enjoyed it very much.
"You have no idea what you do to me princess" He said before kissing her hard on the lips, tasting himself in her mouth
"I do know, you do the same to me" She answered with a smile on her lips
She sat next to him while he zipped up his pants and then he pulled her to him, her back resting against his chest
"Do you wanna go already?" He said softly into her ear
"I don't want to, but they going to start to worry if I don't get go now" She said with sadness in her voice, she hated saying goodbye to him, hell if they let her she would be attached to him the whole day
"What did you say tell them to come here?" He asked and Elena could feel him smirking against her hair
"The usual, I was at Caroline's"
"And are you sure she can keep a secret?" Damon asked with distrust in his voice, it was of popular knowledge that Caroline Forbes was the apprentice of Gossip Girl
"Maybe not other people's secrets, but she's my best friend and trust me she would never say anything of about this….to anyone" Elena answered with conviction on her voice, she trusted Caroline more than anything in the world and the blonde girl knew how much this mattered to her so Elena was absolutely sure that she could keep this secret
"Ok then, you know her better than me" He said while petting her hair lovingly "I don't want you to go" He whined like a little boy and it made Elena laugh instantly
"And I don't wanna go, but life sucks like this" She took hold of his hand and intertwined their fingers together
"God Elena I want to be able to say to the world that you are mine, that you choose me" He said with and edge of desperation on his voice
"I know baby, I want that to, but just give me more time, please" She said with a hint of plea in her voice, her biggest fear was that Damon would got get tired of this situation and decided that she was not worth it, Elena knew that she wouldn't survive if he left her, she loved him too much.
"For you I would wait a life time princess" He said sweetly and kissed her cheek softly
She smiled and relaxed against him, enjoying the way he touched her hair lightly and how the skin of her arms bristled at his touch
"What time I'm picking you up from Blondie's tomorrow?" Elena smiled at Caroline's nickname
"Emm around six I guess. I'll be waiting for you" She said seductively and Damon felt his cock getting hard again at the sound of her voice
"Well tomorrow is going to be my turn at making you feel good" He purred sensually at her ear and Elena felt the wetness gathered in her panties at the promise in his voice
"Don't make me wait too long" Elena answered teasingly
"I wouldn't dream of it" Damon shot back before moving her head slightly so he was able to kiss her.
He was never going to get tired of this, of her. Damon didn't believe in love, he thought they it were was all lies, and he promised himself that he was never going to let get himself hurt for something as stupid as that, but right now he was absolutely sure that what he felt for Elena was love, he would die for her, he would be anything she wanted him to be. And he didn't regret it, in fact meeting her was the most wonderful thing that had happened in his life.
And he wasn't planning on letting her go; she would be his, forever.
Elena woke up to the smell of fried bacon and felt his stomach growl instantly. She rubbed her eyes slowly and finally decided to get up from the bed, she walked out of the room and into the kitchen wearing the exact same clothes she had last night.
"Morning" Damon said with a smile and he flipped one pancake into the pan
"Hi" Was her simply answer while she took a seat in the kitchen counter and bite into a piece of bacon
"Hope you're hungry because I'm making breakfast for champions " He said with his back turned against her
"You have no idea" Elena said with a dramatic sigh and he turned to smile at her. When their eyes found each other she felt herself drown into those blue pools, how was she letting this to happen? This was wrong on so many levels, yet she didn't want to stop it. She wanted to have breakfast with him and pretend that everything was going to be okay, just because he was here.
"Well then here you go" She moved to sit in one of the chair and he placed a plate with three pancakes, fried bacon, jam and scramble eggs in front of her, alongside with maple syrup and butter.
"Do you really think Im going to eat all of this?" She gave him an incredulous look
"Well you say said you were hungry and you also need the energy" He said with a smile and took a seat in front of her, taking the first bite of pancakes of from his own plate
"Yeah I'm hungry, but it's like you're trying to fatten me to cook eat me later or something like that" Elena said in a teasing tone while taking a sip of the orange juice that was placed gently in front of her
"You're crazy" Damon said almost chocking with on his food at Elena's words
"Seriously I'm going to gain 2 pounds at least" She said but continued eating "But I'm going to be nice to myself today, so who the hell cares, I'll gain four pounds if I want to" Her smile was charming and Damon felt his heart twinge at the sight of her, she was by far the most amazing woman in the world.
"I would love you just the same" He stated honestly and Elena felt his insides warm at this
"Really?" She asked in an incredulous voice while she looked at the fork twisting the eggs in her plate
"Hey I'll love you always…even if you're covered in slime"(A/N: Sorry but I had to put it, that's one of my favorite Buffy/Angel quotes lol) She lifted her eyes to look at him and smiled shyly while the blush appeared in her cheeks, and Damon loved to know that he still had that effect on her
Elena said nothing and they continued eating in silence, occasionally stealing glances to each other. Once they were finished they washed the dishes still being so quiet and it surprised her how his simple company could make her feel better.
Yesterday she had come to her his house made a mess, and she still felt really bad and hurt because of the news she received but the simple fact of being around him made her feel a little better, even if they weren't speaking.
"I think I should go" He said in a soft voice
"Yeah you probably should" Elena answered but avoided looking into his eyes
Damon got close to her and before she even realized what was happening he had her pressed against the kitchen counter
"Damon what are you doing?" Her voice was a breathless whisper and Damon felt his skin crawl on fire at the sound
"I'm taking what's mine" Was his simply answer before crashing his lips to hers
Elena couldn't help but being drag in his passionate embrace and immediately tangled her hands in his dark hair, Damon kissed her cheek, chin, and started nipping at her neck while she gasped for air.
"You were made for me" He whispered against his neck and Elena could feel the wetness between her legs starting to grow
His mouth returned to hers and she traced his bottom lips with her tongue, a bold act that surprised him, of course he couldn't complain, he gave her access immediately and enjoyed the feeling of their tongues dancing against each other. He cupped her rear and lifted her up into the counter making her wrap her legs around his torso.
"Oh my god Damon" Was the response that came out of her mouth when he started rubbing his erection with her crotch, feeling the heat that was gathering in there, she felt lost just like it happened every time that she was with him, he made her forget about what was right and what's not. When she was able to see straight she mustered all of the will power in her she turned her head to the side "Stop" Her voice was breathy but harsh and Damon stilled immediately
"You got to be kidding me" He said in annoyed tone
"Damon we can't do this" Her brown eyes looked deeply into his blue ones
"Why not Elena? Why not?" His voice was harsh and desperate
"Well first of all because IM MARRYING YOUR BROTHER" She saw Damon's jaw clench and for a moment she was afraid of him "And besides we're too complicated together, we didn't work before and we're not going to do it now"
"How can you even say that" He said stepping away from her "You didn't even give us a chance" He accuse her
"And you have the guts to say that to me?" She said in an offended voice and he could see the trace of pain in her eyes "Get the hell out of here"
"You are such a hypocrite you know, you say that you loved me but you never gave us a chance. All you did was GIVE UP" His eyes were cold towards her and she just couldn't stand it anymore
"Damon just go. Now"
"You know what? I don't need this!" He shouted at her and saw her flinch at his words
"Fuck this, fuck everything" He angrily took his jacket and walked towards the front door where he found Caroline staring at him open mouthed, he walked past her without even looking
"Elena my god what happened" The blonde said walking towards the kitchen
"I just screwed everything up. Even more" Elena said between sobs while she clutched her knees to her chest, her back resting against the counter
"You wanna tell me what happened?" Caroline kneeled next to her and hugger her tightly
"No" The brunette girl said and turned to rest her head in Caroline's lap while she stroked her hair lightly
"It's okay; you just need to calm down sweetie. Everything's going to be ok" She said soothingly while Elena kept crying
How did everything went go so wrong? One minute they were kissing like there was no tomorrow and now he was angry with her. But the thing that infuriated her was the he had no reason for to being upset, after everything he did to her she moved on, that wasn't a crime. He had no idea of everything she went true through when they split up; he had no idea of all the scars she carried, and yet he dared to say she was the one that gave up. And on top of all that, she cared; she cared if he hated her or if he didn't.
How she wished there was a switch that would help her turn off her emotions towards him, yeah that would make her life simple, she continued thinking about all the things that went wrong trough with them while as she kept crying her heart out.
Damon had been feeling terrible in the whole day; he was in an awful mood since that argument with Elena. How could she blame him for hurting her? He did everything for her, he loved her like no one else, and she was the one who ran away the second the things got hard. And now she was the one blaming him? What a hypocrite.
He definitely didn't feel like visiting Julian right now, that's why when the phone rang he almost let it slip and refused to go to the orphanage, but he had no reason to been angry with the kid, he didn't deserved his bad mood, so he decided going to see him with best smile on his face.
Beth, the lovely woman in charge led him to a kind of living room with white sofa's and yellow walls where Julian was waiting for him with a big smile on his lips
"So, young man, Beth said you wanted to talk to me" Damon said taking a seat next to the kid "Oh god these are really comfy" He said with surprise at the softness of the couch and Julian let out a chuckle at this
"I wanted to ask you something" The blonde child said with a sudden trace of shyness
"Sure, you can ask me anything" Damon said nonchalantly
"But…I'm not sure you're going to like it" Julian looked at the floor and moved his feet up and down like he did when he was nervous
"Hey, kiddo, seriously tell me what's wrong. I'll do anything" The brunette man said feeling suddenly worried for the kid nervousness
"It's just…next week there's this thing in the called 'Fun house'"
"Okaaay" Damon said with a smirk knowing where this was going. To
"They gave us the chance to go home with a family or one of the benefactors for the whole weekend" Julian started to play with the edge of his shorts while he continued talking "of course they always make sure that the person is trust worthy" He said like if that was a very obvious thing
"Of course you can come with me on the weekend with me" Damon said with a smile already knowing the question the kid was going to ask. It even surprised him how fast he reacted, but Julian was an adorable kid, and managed to charm even him. So yes, he did wanted to have him with him on the weekend
"Really?" Julian asked looking at him, his blue eyes light lit up with joy and Damon's heart warmed up at the sight
"Yeap" He said and ruffled the kid's hair "Just let me talk to Beth to see if I'm trustful trustworthy enough" Damon said with a theatrical mock
"You are, I know" Julian said with a smile that showed all of his teeth
"Ok then" Damon said half laughing "We're gonna have so much fun, I'm the funniest person to be around"
"I hope so" Julian said laughing as well
"Really, it's the truth" Damon said leaning down on the couch and putting his foot up the coffee table in front of them "Oh and you know what, I just bought a Wii" He said with a such a boyish expression that you couldn't difference who was the eight year old kid
"Oh my god, are you serious?" Julian asked excitedly and rested on the couch as well, mimicking Damon's actions
Damon nodded with his head showing a bright smile on his face "It's awesome you're going to like it, maybe we should invite Ric as well, we could team up and beat him" He said with a smirk
"Who's Ric?" Julian asked with a frown at the sound of the strange name
"My best friend, you're going to like him"
"I don't have a best friend" Julian said showing sadness in his eyes
"Well then I can be your best friend, right?" Damon said holding his hand and giving him a reassuring smile
"Yes!" The kid eyes lit up and Damon found himself asking how in the world he got in this situation, he hated kids. What was so different about this one? Being in love with Elena really did bad things for his reputation, he was turning into a softy, maybe next week he would adopt a puppy, or better yet a kitten, yeah that would be perfect to end up cutting his balls.
But then Julian's eyes looked at him with such admiration and care that he knew he was in the right place, when he was a kid he always looked wanted someone to look outup to, to model himself after, but Giuseppe Salvatore was not a good example to follow. He would give Julian what he wished for himself; he was going to be a better man not just for Elena but also for him, to show him what it means to be a man.
He was going to be the best role model ever, he thought to himself with a smile on his face.