The Seeds Root

I'm pregnant…

I don't know what to do…

Dan is being helpful in the matter… he's been really sweet and caring towards me. Me, of all people. After all I put him through…

I'm afraid…

Afraid of who the father is.

I fear it will be Louis.

I fear it won't be you…

I feel like… whoever the father is… I'm meant to be with them. Or do I have it all wrong? Am I suppose to be with someone else? Am I truly suppose to let you go? Suffer through my engagement and slowly creeping marriage with Louis? … Why is Dan being so nice towards me?

Chuck… Why isn't life easy? Things were simple in high school. We were dominant. Top of the food chain. I was Queen B. You were my evil prince…

… Why is it the seeds root when we don't want them to?