Katie POV

I awoke to a loud nock on my door, followed by the entry of Carlos.

"hey Katie can you help me with this thingy?" he said as he closed the door behind himself, still looking at the tie.

Using my quick thinking I layed on top of Logan, as if I were taking a nap in my bed and pulled the sheet over him, and the comforter over myself.

He looked up from the tie and his expression still read confused as he noticed something off about the shape of my bed…

"yeah, just go grab my shoe horn off of my dresser over there." I said as I pointed over toward my cheery hard wood desk. Logan started to stir under the thin cotton sheet, I put my hand over his mouth as Carlos turned around facing the slightly off sight again.

"Thanks Carlos ." I said enficising the Hispanic boy's name. He handed me the tie and the shoe horn and I showed him how to tie a tie with it, so he could do it when I was… gone.

"Thanks Katie stephinie got this for my birthday but I haven't worn it yet." He overexplained it like the Carlos he was.

And just when I thought the coast was clear, my door opened with the same speed of the words that followed.

"hey Katie sorry to just barge in but can I have one of your… freeze… pops?" he said in his quickly paced James like way. His pace slowed and turned into more of a question than his normal statements. As he examined the situation.

Now… James gets with the ladies at least 3 times a week… And I just prayed that he didn't know what a full bed looked like.

"Katie?" he asked with a smirk on his face.

"what…" I said in a false cool way. Carlos was completely lost by now. And James's grin stretched from ear to ear.

"Kathrine Claire Knight! did you loose your virginity to the boy under your sheets?!" he asked in an over excited way….

I now regret telling James I was a virgin…

Because now Logan knew…

" I don't know what your talking about!" I said in a super high pitched voice that clearly stated *im lying through my teeth*.

He started chuckeling and tuned to leve, so I relaxed.

Big… time… mistake…..

He flipped around, pushed me to the other side of my bead, and pulled the sheet off of Logan.

His face went from a sick sense of brotherly pride… to pure horror and confussion.

With Carlos gone… James felt…well… betrayed.

Logan sat up to explain… but he was too late…

"WHATS WRONG WITH YOU MAN!" James yelled at Logan. "What are you doing! Why did you just take your boyfriend-slash-bestfirend's little sister's virginity!?" he screamed.

When all else fails…

Just be happy moms not home…

"Katie, come on, lets go…" James said to me. I opened my mouth to protest but was inturepeted by him screaming "NOW YOUNG LADY!"

"NO!" I screamed as I took a blanket, wrapped it around myself, stood up, and shoved James out of my room.

I slammed my door shut,

And slid to the ground, sobbing harshly.

Logan simply got up and sat in front of me. After I gained my cool I said…

"we need to get going if we want to make our flight…"

I sat up. caught my breath. and stood up with the help of my lover Logan. we have to leave.

no one would understand.

Logan POV

Oh my God...

Katie is a virgin...

or...

WAS a virgin...

i got up helping the brown haired goddess off the floor not knowing what kind of pain she was in.

lets just say...

i didn't go easy on her...

Just like i thought; she hobbled up and fell straight into my manly muscularish arms. i cradled her and set her on her purple and black lacy comforter that was disheveled do to our night.

"You should have told me.." i said to her in the kindest way possible. she looked at me in an apologetic way.

"you would have thought of me as a little kid..." she said with a tear in her eye.

"No. You couldn't be more wrong my darling. you are the sexiest women alive to me." i said and she smiled her dazzling white teeth showing as she pulled apart her lips into a smile. she ducked her head to her right and her hair covered the side of her face that was formerly visible to me. i raised my right arm and took her chestnut hair out of her face, and she lifted her head back to my level. and i put my left hand on the other side of her face. matching the other hand in a symmetrical pattern.

"You were the first female i have had sex with." i said. her eyes grew to a great size as she realized that Camille and i never had sex.

i looked her dead in the eyes and said.

"last night... was the BEST sex i have EVER had." with a sexy but powerful tone to it.

she responded by biting her lip in teenage sexual frustration. i leaned in and pecked her lips.

"can you walk?" i asked her as i tried.. and failed to conceal a bounding laugh. she giggled and responded with the snarky comeback of;

"I can try, but if you eye fuck me any longer, well miss our flight, and i wont be able to walk for a week mr . dominant.." she winked as i pulled away from her laughing. she planted her feet on the ground a expression of fear on her face. she pushed with her hands on the overly soft bed and stood up. she wobbled slightly. but then started walking. and packing a bag.

"are you good?" i asked. she nodded and i went to pack my bag in the room i shared with the male that is my self proclaimed boyfriend. and packed the necessities. i could get the rest when Katie and I started our new life somewhere far away. into the bag went pictures and some clothes and a couple of Grammies and kids choice awards. all in all i had 2 hockey duffle bags filled and when i brought them into the hallway i noticed that katie had the same. i gave her a solemn look that read. *say goodbye* and walked out to the living room where james carlos, and were. waiting on the couch.

"and where do you two think your going?" said mama knight, in a happy tone as always. she must have just arrived home from her trip to england to look at some international contracts for Big Time Rush. I hope they kept the band when i left... i would hate to know i killed James's dream. as she said this katie dropped her bags and ran into her nurturing, and loving mothers arms. the arms of the women i could never thank enough for caring for me for all of these years.

"i love you so much mom." katie said sobbing into her moms shoulder.

was confused but patted Katie's back anyway. she then turned to carlos and squeezed him.

"if you need help with your tie just ask my mom." she said with a smile. i did not understand but apparently he did because he chuckled and nodded in agreement. "ill miss you most of all" she said turning to James.

"what are you doing katie." james said a tear rolling down his cheek because he already knew the terrible answer to his question.

"i love you so much james." she started tears flying off of her face. "you were the REAL big brother in my life." she said with a terrible attempt of a smile hinting at her lips.

she pulled away and walked over to me and pecked me on the lips.

Katie POV

i pulled away from Logan's kiss and picked up my two sparkly and massive duffle bags and turned to the door ready to leave. but mom called out to me.

"what are you doing katie?" still facing the door with logan at my side i said.

"ask james. i told him everything. he will tell you what you need to know." logan turned to me when i said this with his eyes bulging. i patted his shoulder and we left the apartment 2j... the apartment that held so many memories...

its where our lives happened... its home

for instance... the parties

Kendall: (on the phone)
James, Bitters is roaming the hall now looking for our party. Did you get everyone out of the apartment?
James: We're working on it.
Kendall: Are you on the dance floor?
James: I can't hear you. We're... dancing into a tunnel.

the fine dining...

Kendall: It's also time you stopped feeding me dinosaur shaped chicken!
Mrs. Knight: you love your dinosaur chicken!
Kendall: Well, yeah ...when I was eight!
Logan: We are men now, Mrs. knight!
James and Carlos: (playing with dino chicken) RAARRR!

the fame...

Kendall: What have we learned since we came to LA?
James: Black is the new black!
Logan: if you drink cold milk on a hot day you die!
Carlos: Every time you leave your house your toys come to life!

the jokes..

Carlos: I'm gonna bring a snowmobile to my desert island!
Logan: Tropical climate, genius!
Carlos: Will you just let me have fun on my desert island?! It's MINE!

the girls...

Logan: 100% of the female population are attracted to guys with British accents!
Kednall: But none of us are British.
Logan: Speak for youself, guvnor.

(later)

Jo: Oh, sorry. i never got your name.
Carlos: Uh...Reginald Solsberry from England!
Logan: WHAT!

the swirly slide...

Carlos: SWIRLY SLIDE!

The Hollywood Fever...

Kendall: James, you're orange and you look like a freak.

Gustavo: STOP BEING ORANGE!

James: My lucky comb!

im gonna miss this place...

i grabbed my bags and walked out the door. the boy i loved, and always will love in tow.

Logan POV:

i hopped into the passenger side of the porsche 911 turbo convertible top shiny black car owned by Katie, and then a question came across to me.

"where are we going?" i asked.

"Delevan Minnesota. population 203. my grandmother lived there before she died." katie started, " she left a house in my name." katie drove to the airport and threw two first class tickets to what must be a larger town near Delevan,

"heres to our new life.." i said thinking about all the things that got us to where we are today.