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2D P.O.V

Three sharp knocks to in the door jarred my eyes open. Not that I was sleeping, just tired of the light. I had a feeling that it was Murdoc on the other side of the door. I didn't answer the noise that was interrupting my pity party.

"2D?" Noodle's soft voice called. I still didn't want to answer, the small girl. I moan softly and pull the covers up to my chin. I silently curse Murdoc for not locking my door when he was in here earlier. The Japanese girl opened my door, and entered my room. In one of her hands was a pair of crutches, in the other was a plate of food.

"I knew you were awake." she said when she saw my open eyes.

"Hello Noodle." I said blandly, and pulled myself into sitting position. She smiled, pleased that I acknowledged her. She set down the crutches near my bed.

"I brought you some food." she pushed out the plate so that it was right in front of my face. The sight of meat balls wrapped in red sauce greeted me. I moaned and pulled back.

"No thanks Noods." I said before I covered my mouth with my hands. She looked puzzled but pulled the plate back anyway.

"I'm sorry?"

"It's okay, I'm just not very hungry…" I lied, I was starving. But people like me didn't deserve food.

"You should at last try to eat 2D." she tried again. I was tempted to take the outreached plate. I held myself back and shook my head. She frowned but put the dish down on my nightstand anyway.

"Maybe later? Oh yeah! Murdoc told me to give you these." she pointed to the crutches. I nod my head even though I don't plane on using them. All I wanted to do was lay in my bed.

"Don't you think you should talk to Murdoc 2D? I think he was crying last night…" she continued and I froze.

"He… he was crying?" I asked with a voice packed with sadness. Noodle nodded her head yes.

"He was sleeping in his bedroom instead of his Winnie. I was walking by and I could hear him." I hung my head. Maybe I did need to talk to him. I move to get out of bed. Noodle comes to my aid with the crutches.

"Where are you going? If you need to go to the bathroom I can get Russell or Murdoc…" she blushed.

"No, I'm going to see Murdoc." I stood with the help of Noodle, and we made out way to the door. I somehow managed to maneuver my way through the messy room. We step out into the cool air.

"I can take if from here Noodle." I say with a forced smile. She nodded and gave me one last look before she started walking back towards Kong. I took beep breath, that sent shivers of pain to the scar on my stomach. I ignored it. My crutches helped me to the metal door of his Winnie. Just when I lifted my hand to knock, the door swung open. He looked just as surprised as I did. The silence was so loud. Our eyes scanned each others for what seemed like days.

"What are you doing here?" he finally asked. I was relived that the silence was coming to an end.

"Oh I…. I just wanted to talk to you maybe? But if you're busy I don't have to." I said, when I started to feel less brave. I turned and tried to go back to the sanctuary of my room. I wasn't fast enough, his hand held a tight grip on my arm. I turned my head so that I was looking him the eyes again.

"I'm not busy at all actually. What did you want to talk about?" I felt like this was a bad idea, but his eyes were pleading with me. I sigh.

"Can we go in your Winnie?" I asked. He nodded yeas and we entered. It surprised me that it wasn't as filthy as it normally was. It was still kind of gross, but my room was way worse. I take a seat on the couch and he sat next me, I scoot over slightly. He looks hurt. We sat without talking for a few minuets. I didn't even know what I wanted to say. Well, I did but I didn't want to say it.

"So." says the man next to me. I clear my throat.

"How are you doing 2D?" he asked. I shrugged my shoulders. How was I doing? Not good I guess.

"I don't know." well I might as well get it over with.

"Murdoc… I love you, and I know you know that it was all my fault about the… the car accident. -"

"2D if this is what you want to talk about I don't want to hear it." Murdoc said and buried his face in his hands.

"No we need to talk about this Murdoc."

"There's nothing to talk about Stuart! None of this was your fucking fault!" I felt tears coming to my eyes. Fuck why was I crying? I wiped the drops away, but soon the dam broke and rivers are released. Murdoc was staring at me as I continued to silently cry. He began to walk toward me, and I tried to scoot back, but I reached the end of the couch. His body engulfed me. His arms clung to me like I would disappear any second. I tried to push him away but failed. I gave up and even began hugged him back. I missed him. I allowed my self to take in huge breaths of his sent. Cigarettes, booze, and cologne. I loved it. But I didn't deserve it. I had to keep reminding my self. I was soaking his shirt. Painful cries flowed from my throat.

"Murdoc." I say as I tried to push him off. He wouldn't budge. I sighed into him.

"Murdoc I can't." I said even thought I was starting to forget why.

"Sure you can love. I've missed you." he whispered into my hair.

"I missed you too Murdoc… but I don't deser-"

"2D, really just shut up." he said before he smashed his lips to mine. Without a second of hesitation my lips matched his pace. He pulled back after a few seconds.

"You did nothing. Okay?" I nod my head yes even though I'm still not sure.

"I was about to break up with you, you know?" I whisper.

"Yeah, but I wasn't about to let that happen again." he said and pushed his lips to my forehead.

"…" we were silent, just holding each other. It felt good to be back in his arms, even thought I had no idea if I deserved it or not.

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I'm so sorry for all the short chapter, but I'm running low on time! I will try to post again tomorrow! But if I don't here's a hint for the next chapter!

Chapter 12: The Funeral

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RANDOM- I was listening to Karma Police by Radiohead the whole time I was writing this chapter! Awesome song!