Just another quick update!

I can't get Daydream in Blue out of my head. That song is just… damn. I'm random.

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2D P.O.V

"Are you sure you're ready to leave Stu? You've only been here two days." my mother asked gently as she ran fingers through my sky colored locks. I nodded my head up and down, causing her fingers to get caught in my tangles. I partly sat on top of my mom's lap. My face was buried in her neck, and my legs rested on her thighs. I wondered if she would be holding me like this if she knew what I did yesterday with Alec.

"I'm sure mom, I just don't feel well I guess." I lied.

"You miss Murdoc right?" she saw through my lie, but came up with a better excuses for me to use. I nodded my head rapidly. He sighed out.

"I'm not judging or anything, but you could do much better than him…" yes mom, you were judging him, and you don't know one fucking thing about him! I screamed in my head. I starting to get used to these talks sadly. My mom or dad would try and make me see the nonexistent light, open my eyes and realize that Murdoc was a waste of time. I did feel the guilt weighing on again though, for what I did. I would never tell thought, I couldn't lose him because of how fucking stupid I was. I sighed and lifted my pink face from my mom's skin.

"I'm sure I couldn't do better mom. I love him, and I'm completely happy with him." I told her sternly.

"I just worry about you."

"Don't. I'm fine mom." I said and pecked her on the cheek. I was always such a momma's boy, and embraced it proudly.

"Don't you at least want to tell Alec bye?" she was making excuses for me to stay, but Murdoc was already on his way to save me. Alec was the reason I was leaving anyway.

"No, I'll just call him." I lied again, this time she believed me, and nodded her head. I had no intention of ever calling Alec, but I did say goodbye to him. Taped to my window was a note, just for him. Even though I knew he was pissed at me, he would get over it… I hoped.

'Hey Alec, I'm going back to Essex today. I'm so sorry if I lead you on, or made you have hope in something that could never happen. I love Murdoc, and only him. I don't know what I was thinking when we did what we did. You made be pissed as hell right now, or may even hate me, but you will always be my best mate. I would tell you all this in person, but that would be awkward huh? Well, goodbye? Maybe next time I come visit, you'll find somebody that's right for you.'

-Stu

The yellow post it note that was taped to my bedroom window read. I hoped to what ever lived in the sky that he would get to see it. I sighed, and grabbed strands of my mother's hair and began twisting them into beautiful blonde braids. She looked extremely good for a woman of her age, and I was proud to call her my mom. My fingers worked back and fourth, weaving in and out. She knew that when I got nervous, I always needed something to do with my fingers. She just didn't know what I was nervous about. I was scared to face Murdoc, Scared that he would see thought my smile.

"Who taught you how to do this?" she asked referring to her braids. I blushed.

"Noodle, and her Barbie dolls." I laughed along with my mother. The sound of a car honking brought us back to reality.

"Looks like Murdoc I here." I said.

"Don't you want to say goodbye to your father?"

"Already did" I smiled at her. She nodded. I climbed off he tiny frame, and she shook out the twists I made of her hair. The suitcase handle rested in my hand as I wheeled the luggage outside. Just as I was completely out of the house, I turned and faced my mom. She embraced me tightly and I rested my head on top of hers.

"Love you mom." I said kissing her golden locks.

"Love you too baby." she said into my chest. We broke apart and stared into each others eyes. Her sky blue ones into my midnight.

"Bye mom." I said, and turned. The wheels of the suitcase squeaked as I walked. I could see Murdoc's outline though the window. He unlocked the trunk and I shoved my bag inside. I slid my body in the passenger seat and closed the door behind me. Before I could strap myself in, Murdoc had his face glued to mine. His lips moved fast and hard against me. I felt so good and horrible at the same time. I pulled back.

"I think my mom is watching." I said turning back to look at the brick house. Sure enough, I spotted pale fingers separating the blinds, and a pair of blue eyes peeping out. I rolled my eyes. I turned back to face Murdoc and was captivated. His black hair hung just slightly over his mismatched eyes, giving him an appropriate devilish look. I shivered at the sight of him. He smirked.

"I missed you." I squeaked out. It wasn't a lie, but it felt like one. Maybe because I was hiding a huge lie from him…

"Look, like I said before, I'm sorry for all the shit I said to you over the phone."

"No! You were right for saying it. I should have pulled away." I said looking down. He took my chin in his hand and forced me to look at his face. His lips touched down softly on mine, I kissed back slowly. If I didn't he would know something was up. He would start questioning me, and I would give in and tell him my dirty deed.

"Are you okay?" he asked when we pulled apart. Shit.

"I'm fine." I nodded my head. "Can we just get going, my head kind of hurts." I lied. I've been doing that a lot lately. He nodded his head, and stepped on the gas. I closed my eyes and rested into the headrest behind me. I felt a warm hand slip into mine. I smiled and let it rest there. He gave little squeezes every now and then that I would return. After about thirty minuets of driving, my ears perked up. I beautiful sound was flowing into me. I looked over shocked to see that it was Murdoc. Murdoc, he was singing… and my ears weren't bleeding! My eyes were wide as I looked at him with awe. I had no clue what he was singing, but it was amazing! His face twisted as if he ran out of words, but there was still more song to be sung.

"What the crap was that!?" I shouted when he finished. He looked over at me quickly and smirked.

"Do you like it? I was working on some lyrics and came up with that so far. I call it Some Kind of Nature."

"You can sing?" I asked dumbfounded. He laughed.

"Looks like it! Don't know why I never told anybody… You really like it?" he asked hopefully, giving my hand another quick squeeze.

"Murdoc… your voice is beautiful." I whispered. He smiled.

"Thank you love. I'm glad you like it."

"I love it." I said smiling. I saw a duet in out future… we were quiet for a few minutes.

"Murdoc?"

"Humm?"

"Will you sing to me?" I whispered.

"…Sure 'D." he said unsure. I brought his tan hand put to my mouth and kissed to give him confidence. He smile and let his voice drift into the air around us. I wouldn't have joined him even if I knew the words. He voice was so amazing…

OKAY! I know that Some Kind of Nature came out in Plastic Beach, and it's featuring Lou Reed, not Murdoc. The first time I heard SKoN, I freaked out and died of a heart attack because I thought it was Muds. So in this story, Murdoc is an amazing singer, and sings SKoN, just to fulfill my dreams. Okay? Okay. So, yeah.

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